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>>27956925
There's a train track nearby. I've been thibking about it. I have a plan.the train goes by at 5 am. I would walk there in the middle of the night, take a bunch of sleeping pills, and lay my head on the tracks. By the time the train got there, I'd be in profound sleep. Wouldn't feel a thing. It would be perfect. I wouldn't have the guts to directly put myself in the situation.
something tall
i dont know
jump
Where?
My car
>When?
Probably next spring
>How?
Carbon monoxide poisoning
>Why?
Shit life
>>27956991
Not good man, someone will rescue you
Also od-ing on sleeping pills doesn't necessarily mean you'll pass out peacefully, you might end up with extreme pain and puking your guts out
>>27956991
I was going to do that, and was talked out of it by a someone who happened to message me during the time. I really regret chickening out and I wish I did it.
>>27957042
At 5 am it's pitch dark, by the time they noticed someone was on the tracks it would be too late.
Besides, the sleeping pills are not to od. i'd only take a few, enough to sleep deeply. If I was conscious i wouldn't go through with it.
>Where?
At the top of a dam
>When?
When people aren't looking
>How?
Jump!
>Why?
(:
>>27956925
>Where?
Out in the middle of the ocean
>When?
I don't know yet, this summer
>How?
Drowning
>Why?
Nothing makes me happy, and I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
>>27956925
Where?
my house
When?
probably later this year I tried and failed about a month ago
How? take a handful of trazadone and hang myself
Why? life is pointless and I don't enjoy it
>>27956925
>Where?
Woods, motel room or house depending on circumstances.
>When?
Either when I snap (bad case scenario), when mom dies (neutral scenario), or when I'm finally at peace (best case scenario)
>How?
Strangulation. Compressing them carotids. So ridiculously easy I can't believe it's not talked about more often. Practiced it enough that I'm not really even afraid anymore.
>Why?
Everything that was going to mean anything in my life has already happened. It should have concluded a few years ago, imo. Everything that follows is just more baggage that I have to put the effort into throwing away and more nonsense to decode. And I'm tired, out of stamina. Also I hate myself and how I did not develop into what I "could have" developed into.
>>27957187
drowning sounds like one of the most horrible ways to die senpai...
>>27957248
I no longer want to be at risk of hurting myself or others, too.
Not in any tangible life-threatening way but you know what I mean. The little shit, like pissing someone off, hurting someone's feelings, steering someone in the wrong direction.
Bedroom
After my father and dog die.
Helium Tank + Oxygen Mask
There is no point to my continued existence and I'm in pain every day from a disease I was born with and will eventually die from. The only thing that relieves the pain fucks me up to the point where I'm worthless.
My life is either enduring pain to make a paycheck or being zonked out wishing I could do something with myself. At least I can draw so I can leave a piece of myself behind
>Where?
Out inna woods some hilly neck of the woods away from people.
>When?
Tried like two weeks ago... possible to try again in the near future
>How?
Seppuku style with a blade. I want to bleed to death. I got stabbed once and the DMT high was beautiful.
>Why?
Because I'm a fucking failure and I'm sick of my life. I'm 6ft 2. not obese, got a nice dick size but, holy shit I'm ugly. I hate my face. I'm all out of hope. I got fired twice in a month's time and I don't have any friends.
>>27957306
what disease anon
>>27957248
>compressing them carotids
Mah nigga.
>>27956925
>where?
My room
>when
3am, not tonight, but some night.
>how
Extension cord knotted into a noose hung around a makeshift pully system using a shelf, I attach weights to one side of the cord (books, probably) which pulls the other end up (since I don't have anywhere to hang it).
>why?
Years of neglect and attempting to fit in has led me to conclude that the only thing I have in common with normalfags is death
>I'm a lonely faggot
>>27957384
>a makeshift pully system using a shelf, I attach weights to one side of the cord (books, probably) which pulls the other end up (since I don't have anywhere to hang it).
nigga we both know this ain't gonna work
>>27956925
Tall building or woods behind my garden
Whenever i feel like i'm at the worst again
Jump/hang
life sucks ass, got a normie life still hate myself
I literally just got a huge scholarship while in this thread and dont feel suicidal anymore
Hang in there robots
Where? school
When? after parents die
How? gunshot wound to the head
Why? because no one ever takes me seriously
im a fucking joke
i cant get anything right
>>27957315
>literally committing hirakiri
Going to assume this is a troll post, but ill give you a serious reply just in case:
Dude, do you have any idea how much will power it will take to stab that blade into your gut, and then slide it across?
Just take that will power and use it better your life.
>im ugly
You cant be that bad, nothing that cant be fixed with some good hygiene and working out. also a few minor surgeries.
>got fired
what for? and what was the job?
>>27957500
>school
Why at school?
trying to send a message?
Scheming the best case scenario here
>Where?
In the mountains of italy when i go there next winter, probably on some bench or some shit innawoods.
>When?
Winter next year probably, if i don't die before that.
>How?
Intentional Heroin OD while in the alps, with a beautiful mountain view and finally peace of mind.
>Why?
Have been an heroin and oxy addict for over 3 years now, destroyed everything i loved and made me alone and miserable. See no other way out and already tried rehab 3 times which i bailed from.
>>27957425
It will.
It adds to the force of gravity, so at worst it will do nothing and I'll still die via suffocation normally.
>>27957570
because i want to be remembered as the kid who traumatised all of the normie children
>>27957615
just use a doorknob or something
i guarantee you could find something to hang off of in your house
the books won't hold the cord unless they're heavier than you are
>>27957590
How are you going to get Heroin in Italy?
isnt it extremely hard over there?
Just try a new rehab center/method.
You cant be any more messed up than steveo was, and hes 100% clean now.
>>27956925
Where?
No idea, maybe I'll just leave one day and not care anymore.
When?
At night, late night but it wouldn't really matter I think.
How?
Rope or Carbon monoxide.
Why?
I'm fucking sick of everything, stress and working especially. I feel worthless and I feel like life has no real significance.
>>27957660
high school?
collge?
also,
>till parents die
Unless they die tragically in an accident, you will be long finished with school by the time they pass out from natural causes.
>>27957751
I'll just take it with me, i live in the Netherlands and i'll be travelling by boat, have done it before several times to other countries too.
Steve o never touched heroin i'm sure, and if you have never been addicted to it you can't talk about what it feels like imo. Also he was an celebrity so he probably didn't experience the total social outcasting other addicts like me receive. When all the people you ever loved or care about reject you you begin to reject yourself too, and then you just want dead.
>Where?
Probably my house
>When?
dunno I always chicken out or something.
>How?
Pills? Slitting my wrists.
>Why?
Cause lifes a joke kek
>>27957798
eh i might change my mind
i just dont wanna hurt my parents because they're the only ones who love me
and eh, who said i was still gonna be at school when i do it
i think about it a lot and it's basically one of 3 semi- plausible plans
>>27957853
yeah youre right i have no idea what it feels like.
Only things I am addicted to are porn and the net, but thats nothing compared to heroin.
All I know is that are many people out there like you who were hardcore addicts are rock bottom, but still managed to turn their lives around.
>>27957889
>pills? slitting my wrists.
these methods don't work, unless you take exactly the right pills and know what you're doing, but most people just gobble whatever's at hand
>>27957520
I would have made some weeaboo jokes.
I've done that and have been working out but, nothing changed.
worked for nearly 2 years at job that sucked. I slept in one too many times.
Then I got a job as an irl shill but, got fired because I can't be all happy positive all the time nor could I meet their quota.
So easy to say "it gets better bro" you really don't know what I've been through.
>>27957903
I know, i heard of them too and have a huge respect for them, but i just don't think i am strong enough as a person to endure the whole process. I quitted before it (the withdrawal process) even got to the worst part, and to be fair even if i did manage to quit it, people would still reject me because i lost all shares of compassion and love from my parents and friends.
>>27957894
What other plans do you have?
This one is kinda dumb to be honest
>i want to trigger normie children
>children
they're just little kids man, nothing is their fault.
But I really hope your parents never ever die
>Where
Home or in the car out in the country
>When
Maybe by the end of the year
>How
Haven't decided yet
>Why
Life is stupid. Don't want another 50+ years of this shit
>>27957315
>I want to bleed to death. I got stabbed once and the DMT high was beautiful.
Also thought of this, can you share what the natural dmt high felt like?
>>27958036
well I did think about doing an odin on an abandoned railway track near my house
and i thought about overdosing but that 5 min wait or so would be too risky
idk desu
>>27957971
if all those jobs sucked then find one youll like or wont suck as bad
>irl shill
kek what for?
Post pic
>>27958125
>Get stabbed.
>It was a fight so the adrenaline was kicking so it didn't hurt for like 15-mins or half an hour.
>starting to panic on the way to the hospital.
>finally get to lay down.
>nurses scramble to get supplies or whatever.
>DMT starts kicking in.
>Feels something like morphine.
>Nothing really bothers you, nothing matters.
>This feeling of total calm.
>Life is fleeting but, it feels great.
>Staring up at the florescent light.
>think "Wow that's a beautiful design"
>Nurse sticks IV in me incase need blood infusion
>Yank out the needle from IV
>blood drips to the floor.
>"What a beautiful shade of red and it drops down to the tile floor"
>Seriously 10/10 level calm.
>Appreciating beauty in everything level 100
>Max level chill.
>Bleeding stops,
>All that faded away when I got stablized and then I was in full rage mode over getting stabbed and the cops being retarded.
I would recommend the last feeling of your sad existence to be a DMT high!
>>27958032
>I dont think I am strong enough
>I quitted before it (the withdrawal process) even got to the worst part
But you already did it once, so you are strong enough.
>muh old friends
fuck them if they dont take you back, and fuck them for not helping you right now. you dont need them
These things are so easily to replace anon
I dont want to do it anymore, i met a girl who is not a 10/10 but really beaitufull inside and is always there for me and now have a good job.
i came to this thread for just feels. this was me one year ago. it can get better robots, just hang on and keep drawing breath.
>>27958249
Getting signatures for a peitition to get on the ballot. Most people are apolitical or uncaring.
It was fucking horrible. Life is fucking horrible.
>>27957273
it is, I killed myself by drowning and I regret it all the time
>>27958285
Where did you get stabbed?
Sounds like a nice way to die
>>27958332
Oh shit, this literally just happened to me last friday
I was in campus walking to the bus stop, then some liberals(no offensive if you are one) stop me and ask me to sign all kinds of liberal agenda bs,
Being a beta, I naturally said yeah and signed all their petitions even though I didnt agree with some of them.
Anyway, but yeah they kept trying to get other people to sign their petitions and most told them to fuck off, sounds like a terrible job.
Have you applied anywhere else?
>Where?
I'll probably lock myself in my room and do it while my family is asleep or not present.
>When?
I'm not positive yet, but either some time within the next few months, or after acertain game I'm looking forward to comes out.
>How?
At first I thought about going by train until I realized the non-minuscule chance of failure , the possibility of permanent brain damage, and learning that one can survive for up to seventeen minutes after being hit.
I'd initially wanted to use helium, but then I found out the tanks were diluted. Now I'm looking into using it with other inert gases, which are quite expensive and leave no room for failure because of it, not to mention again possible brain damage.
Why?
I'm miserable almost all of the time, anime barely helps anymore, I'm human garbage, I lack any redeemable qualities, I keep making bad decisions, medication isn't helping, I'm lonely, I've been chronically depressed for years and it's only getting worse and worse. Nothing is going to make me happy in the long run, so why continue living?
>>27956925
>where
tba
>when
tba
>how
tba
>why
Dunno,life just isn't for me. I mean yeah my life could be worse, but for some reasons I'm really afraid of growing old, so I can't imagine myself living past 40, maybe 50 max. But probably around 30 when I hit wizard and I really realize I wasted most of my life.
>>27958412
the chest near my lung if the faggot jiggled the knife when it was in me would have cut my lung but, they just took it out real fast.that faggot was my brother
And >>27958455
yeah I'm a beta and I just don't feel comfortable walking up to a total stranger and asking them to sign something that I don't fully understand myself
>>27956925
Where
Some public place here in DC - the steps of the capital or the Lincoln Memorial? But if impulsive, a metro station.
When
Sometime when people would notice
Why
We'll, life sucks - lots of debt and health issues and I've been depressed my whole life. But why in that fashion? I want to bring attention to all the people ground down. We have an ignored suicide epidemic in this country - particularly for white males.
How
Handgun or subway car. Fuck your commute.
>>27957384
Years of neglect and attempting to fit in has led me to conclude that the only thing I have in common with normalfags is death
haha lmao that hit me nice one
>>27958549
for maximum chaos leave a terrorist threat on you
>>27956925
>Where?
Don't know yet.
>When?
Idk, sometime in the future. Maybe even soon.
>How?
Could jump off a tall building or place my head on some train tracks. Or I could slash my wrists.
>Why?
Fucking hate myself. I am a loser.
>>27958473
>certain game I'm looking forward to comes out.
Which one??
>>27956925
>Where?
My apartment
>When?
Any day now
>How?
Hanging
>Why?
I'm on r9k, what do you think
>Where
probably at home in my bed
>When
soon, probably within next 6 months when I get rejected from every university I applied to
>How
exit bag fampai, I'm a pussy
>why
I'm a 25-year-old fuckup, a loser, fat, ugly, video game addicted, squandered a lot of money, had so many menial jobs but can't pick a career, etc
also an ex-meth addict, massive anhedonia from quitting, can't find pleasure in anything anymore, even vidya is getting boring, there's just suffering and the want to die constantly.
>>27958586
No, I want to leave a note that makes it clear this is political. I just can't figure out how to avoid media censoring, as they do with suicides to avoid copycats. And my goal would be copycats, so that maybe people paid attention.
I'm a manifesto type, but I think if I only killed myself maybe people would listen.
>some town
>not sure
>car crashing into a tree
>crappy life, lost my "friend' got into a car accident and now in a wheelchair.
like i said not sure.
>>27958742
Pic related. Burning monk protests Vietnam.
>>27958715
>6 months when I get rejected from every university I applied to
>25 year old
Going to assume you completed Community College and are trying to transfer to a 4 year school
What schools did you apply to?
Many schools auto accept people with associate degrees in their respective states
>>27958742
throw a handful of identical notes into the air before you do it
>>27958299
>so easily to replace anon
>so easily
Are you forgetting that you are on /r9k/?ORIGINALO DE COMENTO
>Where?
I don't know
>When?
I don't know
>How?
I don't know
>Why?
I hate myself and life
>>27958809
no associates, no high school diploma even, it works differently in my country, not even such a thing as community college, you can apply as a "mature" student but it's very rare for them to take them
>>27958766
wait, who is in the wheelchair, you or your "friend"?
>>27958936
right, my bad
Well what other options are their in your country?
>>27958631
>Which one??
NieR Automata.
nah senpai I'm gooch
>>27958981
Oilfield work manual labor, the trades, retail and suicide
>>27958821
You don't understand. People leave suicide notes and manifestos all the time and the media just doesn't cover it and Facebook and websites pull it and Google removes it from search results. I would want a way to get past at least a significant amount of that. People should be forced to see - and really I am just asking them to see that not caring for their fellow human beings has consequences, even just the discomfort of observation.
>>27956925
>where
My basement
>when
Soon
>how
Gunshot
>why
I don't want to get into it
>>27958986
>no pc
dropped.
>>27959033
yeah, if you throw like 25 folded up notes into the air in a public place, then blow your brains out, theres a high chance a normie will pick up at least one, and take a picture of it, take it home, etc.
and people probably don't care about you because you never express interest in them
>>27959026
Trade school is definitely a viable option anon
what interests you in particular?
electricians make good money here in the states
>>27959048
>i don't want to get into it
rape?
>>27956925
When?
Idk yet but it depends on how school goes.
How?
Crash into a tree or something.
Why?
I lost my best friend a few years ago and I haven't been able to be happy in years. I have little to no morals and I don't care if I die anymore.
>>27956925
>Where?
In the woods, alone and in solitude.
>When?
Around 30 or late twenties.
>How?
Get fucked up, get lost, maybe slit my wrists on top of that or poison myself, either way make it so I won't leave the place alive, without catching anyone's attention and anyone interfering.
>Why?
I'm a dead end in all possible meanings of this expression.
Where?
In my room
When?
I'm planning on doing it this summer
How?
Hanging. Looks like there's no easier method. I might think about train track suicide though.
Why?
Just generally unhappy with my life. I've been like this for a long time. I figure that feeling nothing is better than feeling sadness and loneliness all the time.
>>27959048
>I don't want to get into it
just tell
>>27959218
>Get fucked up, get lost, maybe slit my wrists on top of that or poison myself
I can tell you haven't given this much thought. Yeah, I believe you want to die, so do I. But I don't believe that you actually want to kill yourself.
>>27959218
>maybe slit my wrists on top of that or poison myself
meme plan,
Youre going to be fine anon. just stop being a little bitch.
let me guess, youre sad because stacy left you or daddy bought you a ferrari instead of that porsche you wanted
On the top of Mount. Chilliad
Whenever the alien spaceship appears
Blow up the alien spaceship and wait for them to send reinforcements. Survive for as long as I can
Why? Because fuck those scummy space niggers
>>27959316
why this summer?
is there something youre waiting on?
>>27959357
You recon? Getting my ass drunk, goint to the woods in the morning and wondering for a several hours until dusk seemed like a sound anti-pussy plan. Worst case if I bail out after trying to cut myself I'll starve to death trying to find a way out. And anyways I'll end up crippled and bleeding, and, eventually, deceased. I'd bring a gun with me, but I have noone to steal one from and getting it legally is just too much of a hassle, and I don't want to gather much attention, so jumping out of the window, despite being easy, is not an option.
>>27959385
>stacy
Why'd I even post monobeno if I were interested in hags?
>Where?
On top of a mountain
>When?
Sometime in the future.
>How?
Pretend to fall (fake accident).
>Why?
Why not?
>>27956925
>where
probably my apartment's roof
>when
when I have used up my 1 year no gf quota, aka 3/1/17
>how
jumping off, headfirst
>why
no gf just makes me feel dead
>>27959711
>starve
it can take almost a month to officially starve to death assuming youre healthy.
>>27959775
shiiieeet, this is literally my plan to make it look like an accident.
suicide is such an embarrassing and pathetic way to be remembered.
>>27957441
>Hang in there robots
lol
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>>27961067
Not sure if memeing or not.
>>27961151
Kek i just realized how that came off
I didnt mean it that way
