>log onto kikebook
>friend uploaded a new album
>it's a wedding
>realize the bride is your highschool sweetheart
>that overwhelming sense of losing loss
I don't get it, I haven't thunk about her in years, yet I feel really sad looking at those pictures.
Why is this happening?
>she's going to get married one day
>she's going to have another man's baby one day
>i'm going to be just another past bf one day
It's just like in the F. Scott Fitzgerald story, "Winter Dreams".
I guess seeing her married to someone else really hammers home the fact that all the potential experiences you could have had with her in the future are now closed off forever.
>>27948633
>when you never even got to be her bf and you still love her even today
Kill me senpai.
>>27948615
glad I never got a facebook, twitter, any of that shit
I can just live up to my own expectations and assume anyone I went to school with is dead, denial is easier when it's not in your face
>>27948633
>she's happily married and with a kid
>you're here posting frog and wojacks on the internet at 5:00AM
>>27948615
just think, they're statistically likely to be divorcing soon.
you can sorta ignore it. the only girl that ever even dated me, she used to beg me to have sex with her, and then cry when i wasnt able to do it. it got to the point id avoid it at all costs, even to the point of outright telling her exactly what would happen, and how, and then doing it anyways, and it happening just like that. when it was finally over, she went to the neigbour she always talked about, how he was like a big brother to her, and now they have kids. i guess i dont feel too bad about it because in the end, shes got a better life, and she wouldnt of had it with me. so ask yourself, do you think you would of really matched up to him? if not, then its easy, if you really liked her, youd want the best for her
thats what you get for having facebook
delete that shit
>>27948615
>Thunk
>>27948765
literally. and i mean, pre 20013 literally before literally was changed to also mean figuratively, literally.
Mine is married with 5 kids and she looks super happy. Still looks cutes too. I used to be torn up about it but then I think about what a mess I am and she is probably better off with the normie.
what does low self esteem even mean. "you have a low opinion of yourself", when all ive said was literally plain as day, no other way to look at it facts. what does it even mean. "you need to think more positive about yourself". do they tell that to cripples? "if you think reallllly really good about it, maybe youll grow legs again"