obscure feels thread
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Does anyone else like imagining female qt soldiers getting shot and killed in combat?
I don't know what exactly it is, it's not really a sexual thing cause I don't get a boner from it but I really enjoy thinking about female soldiers dying. Particularly the noises they would make and their helpless cries of pain.
I remember being a kid and not liking to watch death scenes in movies because they gave me a boner. Now they don't and I don't really care. But when, for example, I played Half Life 2 and one of the female rebels got shot in the head and died I kind of liked it. Later on I would line up female citizens in Garrys Mod and shoot them or have them shot by powerful combine soldiers just to hear their moans of pain.
This wasn't enough so I started looking for movies with a lot of female soldeirs dying in them but I couldn't find many. As a result I play female characters in games just to hear the noises they make when they get hurt or die.
I dunno what it is. I used to imagine being a soldier when I was a little kid while masturbating fruitlessly because I didn't know how to fap, so I am wondering if that fucked up my sexuality somehow.
Does anyone else share these feels? They give me an odd satisfaction. i watched the Hatred trailer where the woman has a gun stuck in her mouth and she begs for mercy and for some reason I really enjoyed it. I don't know how to explain it. I don't hate women and would never do anything like this, are there any other vidya or movies you would recommend for this kind of thing?
Also share obscure feelz.
>tfw cooked my first semi-involved meal
>tfw excited to set up a dentist appointment tomorrow
Anyway does anyone have any movies I can watch that feature qts getting hurt or killed? Preferably with guns. I did see that french movie an anon on cuckchan recommended where the qt soldiers get executed but it was pretty short and there wasn't any cries of pain or blood or it didn't really help me. I'd appreciate any movies you guys can think of. Thanks.
>>27942351
get help. soon youll be watching isis videos.
>>27942351
I love watching men and women get killed and then doing things to their corpse. It is sexual for me, though.
Man Bites Dog has a number of people shot and killed.
Blood Feast has a woman killed and her body is displayed. Terribly bad film but the gorn is on point.
Two Thousand Maniacs has several women killed on-screen in various ways.
Maniac (either version but the 1980 one is more visceral) has some good on-screen killings.
Men Behind the Sun has some brutal torture and murder, you may not enjoy it due to its setting but I leave it up to your discretion
The Guinea Pig film Flowers of Flesh and Blood has one death that's very memorable
Just a few suggestions, not sure if these are what you're looking for but I hope you consider them anyways.
>tfw no sexually sadistic necrophile friends to share movies with
I'm kind of the same OP, I don't know why.
Except I really don't like blood so I imagine they get into shootouts with like little poisonous or electric darts or something. It's beyond weird I know. Just imagining their reactions.
I like imagining them being defeated and then playing with their bodies. Not really fucking them but just searching them and feeling them up.
It isn't really misogyny because I also like imagining them defeating me and doing the same to me, or both of us going down together.
I also have been like this as long as I can remember, I mean like since I was 6. I probably saw some weird movie or something and it fucked up my sexuality.
>>27942804
yall are just sick in the head. kill yourself before you damage others or befriend people who dont now what a sick person you are.
>>27942880
Don't be mad senpai.
I don't want to hurt anyone and I know it's a weird fetish that I wouldn't subject anyone else to.
>want a gf
>think i'm too boring
>self improve
>get a job
>own a car
>live on my own
>get into hobbies like drawing/painting
>learn new language
>travel the world
>try and experience many new things
>improve my fashion sense
>get fit (not religiously)
>get better job
>improve my attitude
>still boring
>and ugly
>still no gf
>tfw you will never bond with your fellow soliders playing cards on a tree stump during the vietnam war
>ywn go to sleep in your barrack listening to the sounds of the strange asian wildlife
>ywn walk cautiously through the jungle anticipating enemy attacks
>ywn die in combat and be remembered heroically
>>27943092
not obscure in the slightest
>Want to feel what it's like to have an invincible mech or suit that allows me to kill without consequence
About the most fucked up thing with me. I don't think I'd kill anyone though. I'm just tired of being powerless and being pushed around. I just want others to know how horrible it is being at the mercy of someone else every fucking second of the day.
>>27942148
Why would I wish for such a cruel thing?
I get a boner when I see or think about people getting mutilated and their reaction to it.
It doesn't turn me on sexually, at least not consciously. I just find it fascinating to see them that way and to empathize with that slow realization and hopelessness that must set in.
One hilarious example is the scene in that "You got served" episode of South Park where Butters has that accident at the dance show and kills several people. There is this one guy who attempts to stuff his intestines back into his disemboweled body.
I got a hardon from that. Meanwhile I find guro disgusting. What the fuck is wrong with me haha
>>27942148
>You're alone on a secret mission behind enemy lines
>Come across surprised female sniper
>What do you do anon
