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What drives people to do things
2016-04-18 01:55:13 Post No. 27941370
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What drives people to do things
Anonymous
2016-04-18 01:55:13
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Where can I buy some "drive" robots?
I have attempted and started many things in life but I always have these sudden moments of self-awareness where my brain goes "why the fuck are you doing this? you could be doing nothing" and I can never argue against that.
I thought I wanted to write, but in reality I just wanted to be a famous writer man.
I thought I wanted to act, but in reality I just wanted to be a famous actor man.
I thought I wanted to make movies, but in reality I just wanted to be a famous director man.
I thought I wanted to make games, but in reality I just wanted to be a famous game developer man.
I wanted to be the guy. I wanted to be that guy where people would write reviews like "Another instant classic from Anon Studius, how the fuck is this guy doing it, 10/10 GOTY". Fame seems like such a vain and hollow thing to pursue and I don't know if I could deal with fans if I ever got any.
I actually did all four of these things. I wrote stories, I acted in student films, I made short movies, I started learning how to be a Java man.
I cannot for the fuck of me find a reason to go on with anything. Why is this? Is this an illness? Can I get fixed?