Who else here past all the depression and /feel/ bullshit ? Im merely existing, glaring into nothingness. We dont influence anything, the universe just happens. There is nothing i want or dislike. No suicide, no bad, no good, just observing. No personality or ego. Im just drifting in thoughts of my mere existence.
>>27933792
Hopefully you'll reach the stage of blissful indifference.
>>27933820
I have.
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I feel nothing but pure rage now.
I imagine myself stabbing people on the bus.
I also keep having a lot of violent dreams where I kill people by beating them to bloody pulp.
>>27933928
Why ? Think further.
>>27933792
There was a time when I would get really sad thinking about how miserable I am.
Now I think about it all the time but I just don't give a shit. I want to commit suicide but I know I can't. End of business.
Maybe if I keep taking neuroleptics and stuff I'll become just like you someday.
go into taoism OP, your pretty much already a monk with that mindset,
follow the tao and you wont think "mere" existance anymore and will be free
>>27933928
>My name is not important. What is important is what I'm going to do... I just fuckin' hate this world. And the human worms feasting on its carcass. My whole life is just cold, bitter hatred. And I always wanted to die violently. This is the time of vengeance and no life is worth saving. And I will put in the grave as many as I can. It's time for me to kill. And it's time for me to die. My genocide crusade begins here.
I can't believe this isn't original lol
>>27934162
i can, senpai
>>27933928
Experiencing rage means you still have some emotions, which is a good thing. Yay you.
>>27934392
You have too, if you differenciate between good and bad.
>>27933792
i almost reached this stage, i got a revelation at a night club in berlin i saw an infinite amount of roads, all leading into the eternal darkness and warmth of the universe, i long for death and darkness, I only now live to see how far i can reach,
