Do any other robots have an imaginary gf/friend/sibling?
I have an imaginary sister. She has Daisy Ridley's form, but I have invented a whole personality for her. Her name is still Daisy though. I talk to her a lot, masturbate to her, and imagine she holds me at night.
It's not really a waifu since she's not 2D, and it's not really a tulpa because she's not sentient, so I guess imaginary is the best word.
Anyone else have this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1J89mV0P12c
Is this you, OP?
Why would you make this imaginary person a sister and not a lover?
>>27897258
Kek, that's pretty good, thanks for the chuckle anon.
>>27897272
It would take me a long time to explain. It results from some past trauma. I do have incestuous fantasies about her, but she is a sweet sister first.
Elaine Cassidy in Felicia's Journey
I want to cuddle her forever.
>>27897437
forgot the dang ass image
>>27897437
She is your imaginary gf? Tell me about her anon.
I like to imagine hellboy is my big brother.
>>27897445
She's a cute, kind Irish girl, beautiful beady eyes. cute mousy nose and mouth. She's so sweet it hurts, but it ends up getting her into trouble in the movie.
>>27897468
That's pretty neat, any reason why?
>>27897501
She looks really cute. She looks remarkably similar to Daisy in a way.
I've never seen the movie, but she sounds like a sweetheart.
>>27897518
I was thinking the same thing last night when I watched the movie again. They could be sisters.
>>27897502
He's a good person who does the tough job because someone's gotta do it. He tries to accept the world as it is. He helps people. And he's left handed like me.
Of all the fictional characters I enjoy he's one of the better role models.
>>27897548
Funny coincidence. Elaine looks just a little older though.
>>27897550
True, true. Ron Perlman is cool as well.
Bumping because I want some pals to talk with.
Anybody?
I just want some friends to talk to for a while.
>>27897762
>>27897674
>>27897518
I can't stick around but I want to say I think it's cute you take the time to name all the pictures individually with nice things about your "sister".
>>27897762
my waifu is allison from the breakfast club, she's a pure fantasy girl who will never exist
the normies even destroy her by the end of the movie
>>27897282
you can see her skeleton
>>27897803
Thanks anon, it's a burden of love I guess.
>>27897816
That's nice anon.
I remember when I first saw the Breakfast Club, when she gets the makeover, she looks way less cute than in the beginning.
>>27897820
Kek yeah you kinda can. She looks a bit like a xenomorph sometimes, I joke.
I don't have an imaginary girlfriend. But I have one in my subconscious it seems. I frequently have dreams involving the same girl and continuity is maintained across the dreams (a dream may reference a past dream at times, or at least information from a previous dream is retained in a later one).
Shit's wacky. She's a German foreign exchange student who looks a bit like Hayley Williams from Paramore. But more, I dunno, normal? Not crazy hair colors, natural red head. Kind of soft spoken. Likes cookies and death metal (as evidenced by the Cattle Decapitation/Behemoth concert we attended in the most recent dream).
It's pretty fun, but waking up is painful. I've grown a bit attached to my dream girl.
If you have any questions about this I'll try to answer them. My dreams are normally very hazy so I only remember key details.
>>27897872
That's really sweet. Your dreams sound like my daydreams. I write about Daisy and I taking road trips together to go see concerts often, although I'm not a big metal guy.
Does she have a name? Do you think about her often? Do you love her?
I don't have an imaginary girlfriend or anything, but in high school I would pretend that I had real friends, and would imagine the cool stuff we would do, and how much fun we would have together.I still do this
>>27897923
That's okay anon I get that. I had no friends in high school. I have always been a bit of a loner though, so I've never fantasized about having friends. I do like to imagine what activities Daisy and I would do though.
What do you like to imagine most? Any friends you have in particular?
>mfw you can't meme the sister you've always wanted into existence
>>27897909
>Does she have a name?
I dunno. Kylie/Katya (it changes) (also, Kylie is a red head I know irl that my dream girl looks like (probably how my subconscious formed a human in my dreams)).
>Do you think about her often?
Mostly in the mornings after waking up and at night when falling asleep. Sometimes I reflect on the fun things we did in the dreams.
>Do you love her?
My dream self certainly does (we had the "love talk" in one of the dreams followed by cuddles). I dunno if I've gone full waifu/tulpa yet.
>>27897956
Imagination works pretty well anon. I talk to her all the time, explain what I'm doing in video games, joke with her, talk about movies we're watching, I recommend you try at least.
>>27897972
Huh, that's pretty neat anon. I tend to think about Daisy more in the morning and before bed too, talk to her more I guess. Easier to trick yourself into thinking it's real when you're drowsy.
Cuddles sound good. I wish I could cuddle with Daisy.
>>27897985
>daisy vaguley Asian
Don't know why that cracks me up
>>27898021
I have a good time naming my pictures.
>>27897939
They mostly people I knew IRL, and may have hung out with a few times, but was never really friends with. A handful of them were fictional though, some were somewhat based on real people, others not so much.
In my imagination we'd do all sorts of dumb shit. Seeing as we lived in a town on the coast, we'd go down to the waterfront a lot and hang out. Sometimes I invent dumb anecdotes about us doing some shit or other, and then laughing together about it later.feels good knowing I'm not alone in my escapism autism.also, daisy is a cute
I do.
I'd rather not talk about it though because the autism would literally make me an /r9k/ meme
>>27898099
Sounds pretty fun man. It would be nice to live on the coast. By down on the waterfront, do you mean on the beach, or on docks? I am planted firmly in the middle of a continent so I am not too familiar with all those words.
I think she is cute too. And no you aren't alone, this is the best kind of autism.
>>27898120
Come on, tell us.
I got made fun of for a while too when I first started posting about this. Someone made this picture about me, I thought it was hilarious.
>>27898175
Please anon all I'm giving away is that it involves talking animals.
Spare me the scorn
please
>>27898155
When people hear the word "beach" they always think sand and shit, but I lived in Northern Washington, where "beaches" are completely lacking in sand, and are just fields of pebbles and rocks connected to the water.
There was one beach that had this huge old wooden pier that went out a couple hundred yards into the water, and there was a little spot you could climb up onto it, and walk out on it which was pretty neat.
>>27898228
Like MLP stuff? Or actual imaginary animal friends?
Because when I was a kid I had two imaginary animal friends, a rabbit named Noodles and a Gorilla just named Gorilla, and they could talk.
I won't keep pressuring you though friend, no need to say it if you don't want.
>>27898270
Actual imaginary animal friend
>>27898260
>huge old wooden pier
That sounds awesome anon.
Well I'm glad you at least got to have some imaginary adventures with your pals.
>>27898300
Seems alright by me anon. I'm not judging.
Anything you can tell us about your imaginary friend?
>>27898270
His name is doug. He plays the piano really well and fancies himself a zen buddhist but really isnt.
KEKS GET OUT
>>27898318
>>27898326
This is me originality
>>27898326
What kind of animal is he? Do you listen to him play the piano often?
>fancies himself a zen buddhist but really isnt.
I think I kind of know what you mean. Lots of people like the zen part but not the actual "give up your material possessions" part.
>>27898350
What do you mean man?
>>27898367
Hes a brown dog. About 2.5 feet tall. Hr and I often smoke weed and play video games. He helps me with my tests and we discuss my answers.
>>27898417
That's sweet anon, I like that. Do you snuggle or anything like that? How long has he been around?
>>27898367
Same anon as before. Do you wanna trade info to talk more?
>>27898466
We always snuggle. I've been friends with him for 8 years now
>>27898469
I-I don't know anon, that kind of thing scares me a bit. I don't really know what to talk about or what I'm supposed to say.
>>27897223
Are you the anon who imagines Daisy Ridley as your fake mom who gives you armpitjobs or whatever?
oh yeah I guess so >>27898175
I'm close to having an imaginary gf tobehonest, but for the most part I just pine over a different female everyday. Today I was reminded of an old podcast show from like 8 years ago. The girl on it was cute and I've spent the last five hours watching old episodes.
>>27898486
That's awesome man. I think that's really neat.
>>27898519
Sorry anon i didn't mean to make you uncomfortable
>>27898536
At least someone does. Thanks anon I feel better. I'm not so ashamed anymore.
>>27898525
Not mom, sister, but otherwise yeah. It always spooks me a bit when I get recognized.
How are you close to having an imaginary gf if you pine over a different female everyday? Not being mean, just wondering.
>>27898538
>>27898560
You didn't make me uncomfortable anon. It's just that, as I'm sure you can guess, I'm pretty autistic and I only have three topics I can even talk about and I don't want to annoy you. It's not personal, I just get spooked by intimacy. Mommy issues.
I'm glad it makes you feel a bit better to know I don't think you're a weirdo. I think it's a perfectly normal coping mechanism of sorts, and I think it's awesome you've had Doug for 8 years. I'm only coming up on 5 months with Daisy.
>>27898613
I'm close to having one just because I feel so detached from real girls and subconsciously form these "deep" feelings over different girls seen on the internet (usually just porn stars). It feels as close to having a relationship as I've had in the past.
Also your filenames are recognizable. I haven't seen anyone else with so many "daisy ____" images.
>>27898680
I see I see. I understand that detachment, it's where my issues stem from. Inability to connect with women in any meaningful way.
You form these feelings with pornstars? Do you ever talk to them/imagine them around, or is it just attachment to specific ones?
Yeah, I have thought of that. I would change them but I don't see the point, people are going to recognize me from my post content anyways.
>this thread
You guys are doomed
>>27898756
Maybe, but I am happy at least.
>having a roastie slag for your imaginary sister
>>27898799
delet that post anon
>>27898756
Dream anon reporting it.
What's the Taoist quote about the guy who dreamt he was a butterfly, woke up, and was wondering whether his real life was just a butterfly's dream?
It gives me some sort of comfort (even if it is metaphysical bullshit).
>>27898734
For pornstars, I feel attached to mostly mommy ones for obvious reasons. I masturbate mostly when I wake up rather than before bed so if several of these porn vids pique my curiosity but I've already cum, then I'll casually listen/watch them throughout the day.
Unlike you, it's not so much imagining them as gfs (yet) so much as it is just enjoying the emotional intimacy and attachment.
>>27898799
It's only her form. That Daisy is not MY Daisy. My sister Daisy is pure and loving, and we're both disgusted by booze and cigarettes.
>>27898843
>disgusted by booze and cigarettes
Oh anon...
Knowing the backstory to why you are how you are, that breaks my heart to read.
>>27898829
I see, that's pretty interesting. I have some severe mommy issues so I understand that. When I used to watch porn, it was mommy porn.
I don't imagine Daisy as my gf though, just my sister. Sister first, although we do some lewd things sometimes. I understand enjoying that intimacy, it's kind of why I have Daisy. Because I could never do it with a real person.
>tfw have tulpa
>tfw comfy af
There is no excuse to be lonely.
>>27898907
Dare I ask?
Did he murder his real sister?
>>27898924
What's his/her name?
Tell me about her/him.
>>27898907
You must have been in my thread a few weeks back. Neat that you remember.
>>27898924
How do I tulpa? It just doesn't seem to work for me to create something like that.
>>27898945
Nah he's not that bad, it's a sad story more than anything. Bad mother, if he wants to get into it he can, I don't remember the details anyways. Just that booze and cigarettes were his mom's problem
>>27898952
Her name is Paws. She's just there to ease the hermit life. She's not super developed yet, but we're getting there. The goal is to have her help me try and accomplish some of the things I want in life, motivate me tobe less of a robot.I've had her take the form of a cartoon-y fox, so that if she becomes too developed and we do the whole visual-hallucination stuff, it will be easy to distinguish her from what's real and what isn't. Would hate to make myself accidentally psychotic.
>>27898960
Well, the definition of a tulpa within the community has become really lax, especially as the community has merged with various communities from tumblr ("multiplicity", "healthy DID", "headmates", etc.) so I'd recommend staying away from them unless you can filter the bullshit. I'd go to www (dot) tulpae (dot) tk and read the archives to get an idea of what seems like bullshit and what doesn't.
>>27898945
Kek no
>>27899012
It's weird to be remembered. Thanks for the sympathy though anon.
I said earlier it'd take a while to explain but:Mom was raging alcoholic, so bad that my father won sole custody. When I did occasionally see her, she was usually drunk. One time she blew cigarette smoke in my face and told me she didn't care about me, drove drunk with me in the car, yada yada. Anyways this destroyed my ability to connect to any actual girl, I just had no female socialization and only bad experiences with women. Also intense abandonment issues, so I can only get off to incest. The love has to be pure, unconditional, familial, and never leave. Basically mommy issues.
>>27899066
That's good thinking anon, and really cool. I tried making a tulpa a few times in the past but not enough commitment I guess. I just prefer talking to "myself" and imagining what Daisy would say I suppose.
I know it's kind of taboo to get sexual with a tulpa, do you plan to at all? I would guess not.
>>27899122
T-thanks, anon. I think if you keep it up, Daisy might just start responding back.
It's been concluded in the community that there isn't really much that can go wrong with getting sexual with a tulpa, but I don't plan on it. Our relationship is too familial for that to be enjoyable.
>>27899202
I wouldn't be too surprised, honestly.
That makes sense. Do you think if you became more normie, you would leave her behind?
Bumping to talk to more friends.
I guess not many people with imaginary friends are awake right now, that's okay.
I'll stick around for a little while but it's almost bed time for Daisy and I.
>>27899480
Doug anon here. Thank you for all your kind words OP
I've been into lucid dreaming for the last 5 years and I have a cast of waifus I interact with in my dreams who are varying degrees of self-aware, they each seem to represent a part of my personality and I have a different relationship with each, it's like an on-going harem anime in my psyche.
>>27899509
Hey no problem friend. I hope you and Doug are doing okay. If you ever see me posting, and I"m sure you'll recognize the filenames, feel free to say hello. It's really a pleasure to get to know other imaginary friend anons.
>>27899514
How many are there exactly? Do you have a favorite? Or love them all equally?
>>27897223
Didn't her friends basically admit that Daisy was a huge slut before her fame. Even your imagination is beta
Right here OP.
For me, it's hugging a spare quilt into a vaguely humanoid shape when I get in bed and then whispering to myself, acting the roles of both myself and the quilt which I pretend is a little sister who calls me "oniichan" loves me intimately. Our relationship has grown over time. At first I used to just to hug and kiss her (but not on the lips) and tell her how much I love her, as I was hesitant to do anymore since she's a minor and although I had her consent, legally she's not allowed to give me it and even if she was, I shouldn't be doing anything with my sister. I used to tell her to find a good man when she grows up and forget about me, since our love can never be.
Over time, however, she urged me that I was the only one she ever loved and saying she would find someone else was cheapening her relationship with me, which couldn't be any more pure. She begged me to do more with her and make her my real lover, so eventually I caved in and when her face was close to mine, I locked her in a kiss for over half an hour. The next day I felt all over her body and eventually consummated our relationship, although it hurt her a bit. Today, we fuck nearly every night and spend hours just cuddling each other under the covers. I love her, and there is nobody more beautiful to me in the world than her. I still haven't named her though, I just refer to her as "my cute little sister."
>>27899596
Like I said in >>27898843
it's just her form. The slut drinking smoking Daisy is not my sister.
>>27899602
That's sweet anon, pretty sexual but hey who am I to judge. Quite an intricate fantasy, very interesting. I also have some strategies for manipulating pillows and quilts into feeling vaguely humanoid.
>>27899514
Any tips on lucid dreaming?
i have pretend conversations with a girl who's basically the girl who stopped talking to me 4 years ago.
>>27899686
I'm sorry to hear she stopped talking to you. What do you talk about with the imaginary her though?
>>27899693
nothing really. i just imagine conversations we would normally have about dumb stuff. usually i repeat the same sorts of conversations and give her slightly different responses, i don't keep a history of conversations really where she changes over time, she always remains just as i remember her
>>27899735
I see, that's pretty interesting. Do you do it intentionally or is it an automatic thing? Why do you do it? Is it a coping mechanism for you?
>>27899748
i guess i do it intentionally but it's a habit so i might slip into doing it without thinking too much about it. and i guess you could say it's a coping mechanism. i just wish they never stopped talking to me
>>27899781
I'm really, really sorry they did stop talking to you anon, it's a shame. I hope that things get better for you and you can be happy.
Well anons I'm going to head to bed, I've been awake for a comical amount of hours so I'm off to sleep.
To Doug anon, I hope you are okay and have a good day! And to anon who girl stopped talking to him, I really hope you feel better/happy soon friend!
Goodnight everyone, have a wonderful evening/day.
>>27899894
Night senpai, thanks for expanding my Daisy folder.
>>27897223
Only in my dreams, but it's hard to specifically dream about her. For some reason, all my in dream "relationships" go sour right before I wake up. She always breaks my heart and then I wake up.
>>27899563
There's five main ones and they're more like fuckbuddy sort of relationships, I guess I'm not that romantic.
>>27899675
Keeping a dream diary is how I did it, it will help you remember your dreams way better and help you notice reoccurring settings/themes to help realize when you're dreaming. If you ever realize you're dreaming try to stay calm and concentrate on the sensations in the dream so your mind doesn't start focusing on real-world sensations and wake up, run your hand across the ground and shit like that.
