What can you do to combat suicidal urges, when they're particularly strong?
>>27871655
Well if you kill yourself you won't have those urges anymore desu
>>27871655
Cut yourself
It's fun
>>27871655
I cut myself
>>27871669
>>27871670
be my gf
bliidjkld
>>27871669
>>27871670
No. It's so stupid. There are much better ways to self harm, and those don't help with these urges either.
You just get used to it eventually.
>>27871755
How long did it take you to grow accustomed to it?
>>27871806
About 8 years.
>>27871887
I can't see myself alive in five, let alone eight.
>>27871743
>>27871743
You asked what I do to combat suicidal urges and I answered. I wasn't suggesting you to do it.
Fuck.
I've had them for 5 maybe 6 years now. I attempted twice in the first 2 years, but as one anon said you just get used to it.
>>27871945
> I attempted twice in the first 2 years, but as one anon said you just get used to it.
What did you try to do?
>>27871655
>What can you do to combat suicidal urges, when they're particularly strong?
You can kill self, that should do the trick!
>>27871954
Both times were overdosing on meds. The first time was easily survivable but the second time was like a miracle that I lived.
>>27871960
That's easier said than done, and I'm a cowardly person.
>>27872003
Getting blackout drunk is a quick fix in a pinch if you can't actually kill yourself
>>27872035
I'm an Americlap and can't drink yet
>>27872042
Shoplift, buy darknet drugs, get a script to abuse
Or just sleep it off
>>27872092
My body won't let me sleep and none of those other things sound like anything I'd like to try.
>>27872113
>My body won't let me sleep
Zolpidem works pretty well for that
>>27872113
Well there's always anti-depressants. Didn't work for me, but from what I've heard it's different from person to person. Just don't get any of those complimentary drugs, those things have too many bad side effects
>>27872161
I should have specified, I can sleep fine at night but not nap.
>>27872165
I'm on them now, they haven't started helping yet. If they will at all.
>>27872181
Well see, I refuse to take them myself. I have a very bipolar form of depression, and anti-depressants make me feel literally nothing. Not sad, not happy, just neutral. So I don't take them unless it gets reallyy bad.
>>27871655
I could also use some help on this all the advice ITT is useless
>>27871655
Wait it out. Don't fuck yourself over in the process. anon's get more attractive over time, don't give up by getting fat or fucking your teeth up. Force yourself to develop the habit of going to the gym, even if only for two days a week.
>turn 25
>decent build
>lost computer hump because gym
>pearly white teeth
>beard finally came in
if you're a femanon, it's only downhill from here, sorry
>>27872231
>I have a very bipolar form of depression, and anti-depressants make me feel literally nothing. Not sad, not happy, just neutral
This is actually exactly what they're supposed to do
Not being depressed != being happy
>>27872264
My appearance is not the problem here. It's not deteriorating either.
>>27871743
How?
Burning is alright but the blisters are annoying
Choking kills your brain
Punching yourself makes you feel silly and isn't very satisfying
Banging your head against objects damages your brain
At least with burning and light cutting it's primarily superficial injuries that don't damage your brain or your physical function
>>27871655
I like to imagine what my life could be like when I'm much older, usually from 40 to 80 years old in a positive light. I try to remind myself that what I've lived is only a small fraction of what my life will be, and that even if it takes 30 years for me to get my shit together and be happy that I could still live more than half of my life happy.
People often lose hope because they can't see any short term solutions, but in the long term things will change, they always do.
>>27871655
by realizing that if you kill yourself everyone you hate wins
>>27872280
stop masturbating completely
>>27871655
You adjust to them overtime but I would honestly take the out while you still can because you just go completely empty inside and require therapy to learn to play a false character that falls apart the moment you are in isolation. It doesn't get better even with medication
>>27872266
Yeah I know, and I hate the feeling. So I just don't take them.
>>27872264
It's too late for my teeth anon you're making me feel worse
Not all of us are blessed with a normal not depressed mind
>>27872322
>everyone you hate wins
Are you 13 or are you just copypasta from 2008?
When you have been pushed to suicidal urges you should come to the realization that you have fucking lost.
>>27872358
>Le nofap
I went more than a year without fapping. Guess what? I'm still depressed.
>>27872307
Hot wax, whipping yourself with an electric cord, and holding your hand over a flame hurt a lot but don't leave scars.
>>27872358
>nofap
It doesn't work ive gone for 6months at a time and attempted every other week after that on the advice of anons but it really just makes you lose interest in sex
>>27872322
Everyone that i hate doesn't give a fuck about me who cares if i feel this way
>>27872486
>it really just makes you lose interest in sex
That happened to me too.
My arousal actually increases the more I masturbate, which is the opposite of what others report.
>>27872322
>by realizing that if you kill yourself everyone you hate wins
wew someone is in their teens and getting called mean names! Heres a news flash for you bub the people who you hate dont care about you outside of being a joke for them to chuckle about. They win by just having you existing and if you die you are going to be a source for them to get laid because your suicide will just be what ever day of the weeks social event.
>ya me and anon where close we joked around all the time! I knew he was dieing inside im glad hes jsut free :((((
>wow chad so sensitive and caring even about a loser like anon! I shouldn't speak ill of the dead tho!
But hey your other choice is living the rest of your life as a zombie so you might as well be chads pickup line its not like he wont get laid if you dont kill yourself
>>27872537
It depends on how much I fap and its probably person by person but a two day cycle and im no longer firing blanks, a week and I can fap about four times within an hour and its still all sperm.
>tfw can get a boner right after ejaculation now as long as I piss out the old shit
Well your brain is the one giving you those thoughts so shoot at it i guess
>>27872616
How should I do it, if guns aren't an option?
Don't say helium because the tanks are diluted because it's a limited resource.
How can I get the courage to do it if alcohol is not an option?
lifting works balances out the chemicals friendo
>>27872653
Starting a car in a garage is easy and taking some form of sleeping pill helps alot.
>courage to suicide
You dont get courage you just kind of do it scared its why you hear about people crying and shit when they fail otherwise you just get numb
>>27872680
>Dude just exercise lmao
I've tried that before and it didn't help
>>27872653
>Don't say helium because the tanks are diluted because it's a limited resource.
They're diluted because of pussies like you who can't just deal with there problems like a sensible person so they want to try to kill themselves "painlessly" with things like helium tanks instead of bettering themselves instead.
>>27871655
just fucking do it already you worthless cunt
>>27872653
Just buy a grill and turn it on before you go to sleep.
>>27872680
>lifting
Requires alot of money the moment you get injured
>tfw 10k indebt for shoulder surgery
>tfw 1/3 ROM and im told its probably frozen permanently
>need to save another 10k for my knee that i fucked up earning money for my shoulder
send mark rippletits to kill me please im a walking failure
You just ride it out and hope you don't crack..
>>27872708
No they're not. Why not try doing some research and realize helium isn't an unlimited resource and is becoming more expensive?
>>27872756
did you ego lift or freak accident?
>>27872708
>They're diluted because of pussies like you
Or maybe because millions of kids like to inhale helium balloons to make their voices sound funny
There are several inert gases used for welding that are available, but getting your set up right can be much more difficult and complicated than that shitty infographic makes it out to be.
>>27872653
>Don't say helium because the tanks are diluted because it's a limited resource
>I'm a retard
No shit it's diluted when you're buying the shitty little tanks to fill part balloons.
If you weren't retarded, you'd know that you can buy pure helium tanks for TIG welding.
Improve your life.
If you can't even manage that maybe you should kill yourself.
>>27872909
Where do I buy this? Please be as specific as possible. I.e. links.
>>27872922
If the problem is my brain it's not going to get better no matter how "great" my life is. I'm always going to be miserable.
>>27872959
>Please be as specific as possible. I.e. links.
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=inert+welding+gases+for+sale
I do hate to break it to you anon, but the good shit can be on the expensive side.
Another reason this isn't the best painless method. It'd be easier to just set up a grill or two in your bathroom, seal off the vents and door and make cool bath to sit in.
>>27872959
>If the problem is my brain it's not going to get better no matter how "great" my life is. I'm always going to be miserable.
This.
No matter my situation, I feel the same.
The number of things I've changed, I don't think it's reasonable to presume anything will actually make a difference.
It's like my body is unable to undergo whatever chemical process produces a good feeling.
>>27873032
Wouldn't that be a lot more painful?
If it were that simple everyone would do that and the helium method wouldn't be so widely praised.
>>27872959
Just look google "buy helium" and look for an industrial distributor. Any good one will have the purity listed when ordering, but don't expect it to be cheap like the other anon said.
I'd try find a site for you, but you're probably not even going to do it and I'm not American.
>>27873060
It's really popular in Korea. Also tends to kill people in the apartments around them though.
>>27873060
The helium method isn't popular, it's literally a meme.
And carbon monoxide poisoning is far more popular, but a lot of people don't go with it because of the risk of burning down their house or harming others in the process.
>>27872424
nevermind OP /life
>>27871655
Drink alcohol take a couple xanax and mutilate like a motherfuck
the funny thing is that antidepressants only makes it worse
Look at next season's anime and think "If I die, I won't be able to watch that." Anti anxiety meds help too.
>>27871655
listening to a girl that cares about youmfw i used to do this a long time ago and now i don't have anyone to keep the darkness away
>>27873862
I have literally NEVER spoken to a girl who isn't a family member or a customer.
>>27873982
Not even your coworkers? What do you work in? I have a bullshit "managemtn" position in retail at the moment and girls hit on me all the time. Even when I worked in a restaurant.
>>27874012
Nope.
I ignore them, they ignore me.
>>27874046
Have you tried not ignoring them? Just play along, even if you dont want to commit or do anything. Feels nice.
make something
>>27874094
No.
Don't know how to.
Occasionally I look at coworkers as I pass them and they avert their eyes or pretend to be doing something I have to look at.
I'm way past the point of being able to communicate with them. They know I am not like them.
>>27874127
Weird. I am a complete social retard and it works for me.
It must be the fact that most are single mothers stuck in a cashier position.
>>27871655
>used to have those urges
>got on meds
>no urges at all now
It was better before desu
>>27874153
I'm WAY past your level.
I was selectively mute to the point where I could talk to only three people in the entire world for over a decade. If someone else tried to communicate with me it would usually take several seconds to even register, then I couldn't even force out speech if I tried.
While I'm no longer that bad, the effects were lasting.
>>27874300
I am not trying to shitpost, but did you even have a job during those times? How can you survive wage slaving without putting up a facade of normalcy?
As someone who's oneitis just led them on for 6 months then got back with her cheating abusive ex while trying to hide it from me I feel this.
>>27874327
I was in school so I could just ignore everyone and they'd leave me alone.
I went to university after and managed to used the completely fresh start to gain the ability to extremely poorly communicate with 'anyone'.
Then I never advanced past that point and still continue not speaking to anyone.
Don't really know how I even got the job because the interview was a disaster.
I survive by acting like coworkers aren't even there. Even the managers ignore me most of the time.
I am never going to hold Komari in my arms.
>>27871655
convert them to homicidal urges
I avoid drugs. ON a few occassions Ive come very, very close when I was wasted.
>>27874492
hotarun pls go
Make plans with a friend in a week or buy tickets to a show you want to see.
>>27874934
pls
I am a "sraight" whtie male
