Who else here not afraid of death?
>Riding one of my favorite roads
>Tight roads
>Easy to lose control
>Quite a few blind corners
>Going fast, about 160km/h in the straights, and about 110km/h in the corners
>Passed one blind corner flying down the road and a truck popped out of nowhere and took up almost the whole road
>didn't even panic
>completely calm
>had to slip past and be about 2 mm away from the curb on the left side narrowing missing it head on
>didn't think about it and flew off
Not even depressed, never tried killing myself, never self harmed etc.. But for some reason i just don't really care.
What could be the problem?
>>27812795
I am just a bit worried that you are very depressed.
Maybe you are just what a robot is.
Your flesh has turned to metal from feels.
Little magic flows through your enlightend veins.
>>27812795
You had an adrenaline rush and a thought of death, you think that's what death is?
Take 300ug of LSD, sit in your room for the whole night, and when I ask you if you're afraid of death I guarantee you'll be singing a different tune.
>>27812887
Mate, I'm not depressed. Slightly lonely but that is all.
>>27812795
there are things worse than death imo. what if you survive a crash but get deformed for life or paralyzed from the head down
>>27812890
sorry to hear you have such a weak mind anon.
>>27812890
I don't get adrenaline rushes with such close calls, maybe the first or second time. I don't even think about it later or step for a break to calm down like people do.
I just don't feel anything.
>you think that's what death is?
I'd say very well it was close to death, unless you call being about 10mm away from a truck going over 100km/h an easy thing you can avoid.
>>27812960
I've already crashed once, broke my wrist and nearly my back when i went flying into a tree. Never changed my attitude even on speeding. Maybe i have just accepted the world.
It feels like maybe I'm missing something.
>>27812890
bitch nigga status: strong
I'm afraid of death but I've had several encounters to know to cherish life
>be me
>10-11yo on vacation swimming in pool with family
>slip into the deep end and start sinking to the bottom, can't swim
>nobody sees me and can't help
>panic mode
>go to the bottom of the pool and thrust myself up several times, getting enough air to keep going
>reach the edge
>pull myself up, sit down with a massive headache
>family didn't notice me drowning
Another one
>walking downtown with dad
>8-9yo
>at red light in busy downtown Chicago
>I look up and see the signal to cross
>I put a foot out
>cab going 200mph zooms past my face in what seemed to be slow motion as my dad pushed me back just in time
I almost drowned another time too. Does Death really want me that bad?
>>27812981
You might not be remembering that you can run over people for instance.
>>27812960
This.
I think the problem is that you're just stupid. I honestly don't care if you kill yourself or have to spend the rest of your life in a wheelchair because you're a total idiot, but you could have killed somebody else man. Instead of a truck it could have just been a car with some family in it or something.
You don't care because you don't think. My guess would be you're probably 17-19 so you haven't yet realized that you're a retard.
>>27812990
Damn man, it seems like pools just don't like you.
>>27813029
What?
>>27812980
>>27812989
Kek, unenlightened plebs
>>27813045
Don't worry little baby, i give it 5 years before my ultimate demise if even.
>>27813046
>it feels like I'm missing something
>>27813046
my childhood friend died from drowning as well. But that was in a lake.
>>27812795
Ehh ill go full-thottle on back roads occasionally.
As I've matured I've learned the difference between riding fast and riding recklessly.
Am terrified of gravel so I don't take corners like I used to.
Drag my knee at the track all day but not on main roads.
I love riding. I don't want to stop riding over an amateur mistake overtaking cars or lanesplitting thinking you're hot shit.
>>27813054
but anon, i've taken acid before, frequently and in large doses. if anything it made me fear death less.
>>27813073
Sort of makes sense, though the areas i ride in people aren't allowed to walk and there is no walking footpaths. Cars are minimal so i was surprised the truck was even there. At that certain spot the road is very big and has room for cars to maneuver and merge into.
So avoiding a car popping it is extremely easy, unlike that of a big truck.
>>27813076
I've had to pull out a kid before at a resort, parents left him in there. He wondered his way to the deep end and couldn't swim.
>>27813116
You don't ride if you think or even consider lane-splitting or overtaking cars as hot shit or something that's considered *very* dangerous.
>>27813065
I don't know why you said that, because as I said, I literally don't care if you kill yourself because of your own retarded actions. Natural selection and all that.
The situation you described however could easily lead to somebody else dying because either you crash headlong into them or they have to swerve out of the way of your stupid ass.
You don't seem to think about shit like that so you sound like an idiot. Don't be a selfish cunt and risk other peoples lives with your recklessness.
>>27813143
As they say, shit happens. Stop crying baby.
>get mugged
>guy says he will slit my throat if i don't give him my wallet
>refuse to hand it over and tell him he would be doing me a favour if he cut my throat
>he grabs my wallet instead and finds nothing inside but old bus tickets and a squashed piece of a snickers bar
>he runs off
wish he had gone through with his threat desu senpai
I d k famalam sociopaths behave that way sometimes. You could be a sociopath
>tfw dont live in turkey
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qkBnpVwl48Q
>>27813143
>>27813045
praying its your retarded normie ass he hits
if you are not afraid of death you are mentally ill
kill yourself in a lone place and stop trying to kill others
fucking retarded bikerfag
>>27812795
I know what you mean that feeling of feeling nothing. can do anything crazy without a second thought and not worry about.
>>27813158
I don't know, do sociopaths feel sorry for animal cruelty and shit? I'm completely normal otherwise outside of what i mentioned in the OP.
>>27813198
I didn't say *anything*, maybe for me it's because of one too many close calls in my years of riding.
>>27813149
>>27813174
doing things without thinking about the consequences is a normie mindset
>>27813227
it's even more normie to care about what happens to others that dont affect you in the slightest
normshit
>>27812890
I know from my experiences with hallucinogenics I've come out or less scared of death. being able just to take something and totally warp your perception and visual perspective on life made me feel like there has to be something more after life.
>>27813135
If you want adrenaline and like passing people go riding at your local track. It's great fun.
Veteran riders know not to pass into incoming traffic around a blind corner. Be smart so you can ride long tiem.
>>27813236
no it's not, you are just a shit person
>>27813123
Then I believe you anon, but think why should you be afraid of death?
Its part of the process, the breathing out to the breathing in, only your ego dictates how much of life you desire, therefore the fear of losing it appears.
When you enjoy every day as is it, your future plans become just a dream you work toward endlessly and your desire for future pleasures cease, you wake up, you realise your life is nothing more than a dream.
But then you still have to die in the end, so there's that. No amount of philosophy or chemistry can prepare you for what's behind the door.
So no anon, I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of living forever. I'll extinguish the light.
>>27813257
I would but i got no one to go with and i got no money at the moment, but i actually want to start riding track because i know it will curb my need for speed on the street most likely.
anyone remember this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukA57DwcOJw
i'm very afraid of dying but im somehow oblivious to danger.
>>27813045
>>27813143
Thinking again, yeah most likely i am quite a bit of a dumb cunt. In my defense i only strictly ride like an asshole in the back roads / Twisties where people don't walk and you hardly see cars. The hardest thing is controlling yourself on a motorcycle at least for me, the adrenaline that comes with it is something that's hard to stop even after more than 4 years of riding. Especially on a road you know like the back of your had and you've got music playing and that M4 exhaust is screaming at 15k RPM.
It's hard to control yourself and not speed. I wish i never got my motorcycle license.
Too late now it's the only thing worth living for.
>>27813236
this is exactly how they think
only care about themselfs
thats why we are here
hello norman normandornie, got a nice paycheck? some great holidays? dont forget to brag about your happy lovelife
>>27813287
All my cringe.
Cruising at 95mph is very unsafe except in short bursts or on freeway.
When your speed exceeds your stopping power, visibility of the road ahead, and ability to turn in a pinch, it's just a matter of time until this happens. One can't possibly can't anticipate all the cars that could pull onto the road or into the lane.
>>27813429
That cunt is just fucked, I'm as much of a dumbass but at least when i speed at those speeds it's in straights in the backroads / twisties where everything is visible and its impossible for a car to pull out.
I wish i had money for a motorcycle :(
>>27813459
RIP in Pieces.
Also we should start a Robot Biker Gang
>>27812795
yeah iktf
>dangerous job
>constantly pushing the limit even when I don't have to
dying is frequently preferrable to being late
>>27813481
>robot biker gang
I'm almost ready
location?
>>27813477
Just remember you will be spending lots of money on it
>tires
>chains
>clutch/brake lever
>exhaust
>etc..
>>27813481
>you will never get to ride the back-roads with your fellow robots all flying over the speed limit
>all those sounds of them thumpers/twins/ 3 cylinder and IL4.
>>27812795
I talk about wanting to kill myself, but in reality when I think about it all being over and me not existing and experiencing anything anymore it really freaks me the fuck out.
https://youtu.be/76kS-Jr2R_I?t=16s
>>27813368
>i'm very afraid of dying but im somehow oblivious to danger.
> somehow oblivious to danger.
how does that even work? are you dyslexic?
>>27813517
Utah
>>27813519
Why not? We could arrange a meet up.
Travel around to anime cons and sell drugs there and fuck the mousey weeb girls
>>27813694
Only problem is i don't live in the US OF A.
>you will never rev your bike at a red light in a group and kill switch each other
>>27813694
ive been to Utah before
maybe when I get a cruiser and a few years under my belt we might cross paths
oh well
>>27813155
I kekd but see a doctor fampai
