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2016-04-09 05:09:52 Post No. 27739086
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2016-04-09 05:09:52
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If the definition of insanity is doing something over and over again expecting different results then I am clearly in-fucking-sane
My oneitis always asks me to hang out. I get all excited and dress up nice and think about it for the rest of the day. Then at the last minute she flat out blows me off or acts as if im a burden and ignores me. Every single time this cycle repeats. You would think I would have learned by now. But nope same thing just happened. She makes plans to hang out today. I get all excited and ready. Then when I get there makes me feel like total garbage. Completely ignores me and cucks me with other guys. I genuinely though this time it was going to be different.
Thank god I decided to get drunk beforehand so I was more numb to it this time.
The thing about girls like this... I don't think they are even devious or purposefully evil. The fact is, to them I am nothing. They don't hate me, they don't like me. I am not even considered. Whatever my feelings might be never even enter her thoughts. There is no space in her head for ugly guys.
I guess what happens is she feels lonely for 5 minutes or so. She stops receiving constant attention for a while. So she knows what she can do. Just text her beta-orbiter. He'll reply right away. He'll say that he would love to hang out. It makes her feel good. It gives her attention. During all of this how her actions might be affecting me are not even comprehensible. She just wants the quick rush. That someone still thinks about her.
And then a day or a few hours pass and the consequences come. Now she has to actually deal with inviting me to hang out. So she just ditches me or puts up with me.
How am I so naive and stupid. All I want is someone to love and someone to love me back. How much times does she have to spit on me before I fucking get it.
Thanks for reading my shitty blogpost.
