I want to kill myself purely out of boredom and being too lazy to want to live
>>27733125
Good reason. I say do it.
>tfw too lazy to prepare a suicide plan
>>27733150
The only thing holding me back from doing it is my family. My mother is frighteningly sensitive and I have two siblings. I wish constantly for some kind of accident so they wouldn't blame it on themselves
It's depressing to know I could become anything, do anything, or be anyplace but I just don't want to. I don't feel like I deserve living in this world
And knowing the sack of shit I am I probably won't do it anyway, putting it off, living an empty and joyless life until passing away from old age, wishfully looking back on what I could have become.
I believe my own life by itself holds no merit, but it does in other people's lives. I may not mean anything to me, but I think I may be a part of other people's lives and I can't take that away from them.
Well, OP's been a faggot worthy of the "faggot of the month" plaque, but still getting all this out feels better. Thanks
