masochism
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who /self destructive/ here? what kinds of stuff do you do?
lurk 4chan and omegle
>posting on /r9k/
>wanting women i can't have
>wanting friends when i do nothing to get them
>Attempted suicide.
>Assaulted last ever friend who tried to get me out and into social situations.
>>27731413
I live and do stuff. Quite painful desu.
>>27731413
I have ceased from masturbating for about 24 days
>>27731452
>>27731474
>>27731547
>>27731564
Jesus Christ, it is so pleasuring to see posts like this rather than trash like "I cut" "I try to OD" "I push away all who love me"
It's honestly great to see this place pick it's sense of humor back up and drop that edgy phase
Posting suicidal statuses on Facebook, probably alienating all of my friends.
>>27731564
that seems like a constructive thing though..
>>27731583
/r9k/ is still edgy senpai, it's just that the edgelords aren't in this thread.
I eat a lot. Consequently, I am 275lbs.
I don't get my cancer diagnosed.
>bite myself
>ruin all chances of friendship I have by being too edgy
>very hot showers
>never exercise
>delete game saves when im mad I cant do something
>headbutt wall so much I probably am brain damaged
its fun its good I like it
Lots of stims and coffee
Not much sleep
No hobbies
All I do is studying
Imma make it or die trying
>>27731635
that's indulgence not masochism you fat cunt
start starving yourself because the suffering gets you off
you don't deserve to eat, especially nothing that tastes good
>never shave, just trim
>never get a haircut, luckily I have great hair
>teeth are rotten, yay
>suspended from school
>on parole
>still steal from shops, from people I dont care about
>kicked out of 3 dorms in the past year
>druggie, pack a day smoker
Luckily Im smart and above average looking so I can ride this train for a while before I crash
>>27731805
>smart
I have some bad news for you.
>>27731643
> bite myself
try digging nails into belly/moobs. feels good, not as edgy as cutting and good whilst fapping
i wish i could get girls to bully me, im not sure how
> headbutt wall
same and punching. kinda lame, prob better ways tbqh
>>27731834
Yeah ofcourse this behaviour is a sign of completely idiocy, but I listen to my emotions more than my rational thinking. I'm not stupid, I'm impulsive
You nitpicking faggot
>>27731413
I went to college and became a normie for almost a year and started getting so depressed with the fact that I couldn't be myself that I just started being totally open about what a degenerate fuck I am to the point where I advocated for people being able to do whatever they want from incest to bestiality so loud the whole class could hear it. Needless to say I'm no longer a normie and have significantly less friends.
>>27731841
>get girls to bully me
Just bee urself
>>27731862
> not getting off on people calling you stupid
prob dont belong in masochism thread senpai
>>27731889
Its called narcissism blawx
>>27731862
>I'm not stupid
I have some bad news for you
>>27731873
I got bullied off a girl back in high school. Thinking back she was really fucking ugly and I could have roasted her so bad she committed suicide.
>>27731940
i want the girl who bullies me to be hotter and smarter, so i feel inferior. the uglier she is, the less effective its gonna be tbqh
>>27731990
Ugly people are lame bully
>>27731990
>>27732102
She was ugly but she was really strong and everyone said she had a nice body. When I was a fat kid with tits I wouldn't have wanted to provoke her.
>>27732102
ugly people cant do anything right
when will they learn?
>>27731722
>that's indulgence not masochism
As if there's a different DESU.
>>27732171
They can kill themselves for all anyone cares
>>27731722
>start starving yourself
How do you even start?
>>27732316
put the fork down.
>>27733345
Yes, but how do you stop yourself picking it up again?
>>27733361
shove it in you ass
>>27731413
I don't check my work before turning it in
I'm very lazy
>want to quit
>suicide is too straining
>giving myself haircut
>fuck up
>mad at myself
>decide i deserve punishment for this transgression
>shave head completely
>wake up this morning
>head feels cold
>remember what i did
on the bright side, my hairline isn't as noticeable
also i generally don't allow myself to be happy, i don't deserve to feel good
>purposely set myself up in situations where I can get hurt or that can fuck me over financially, socially, etc
>park in spots hoping I get a fine
>travel on public transports without a ticket hoping I get fined
>turn up to events just to feel socially awkward and outcast then go home fucking furious because of it
>purposely shoulder gym rat chads as I walk by hoping they start a fight
>stare down people in stores hoping they'll say something or start a fight
>don't eat or sleep for days at a time
>cut myself with a sharp bit of pottery from time to time
>drive into oncoming traffic for no reason
>sleep on the ground sometimes
>>27731413
when i say dumb shit on the internet and people start roasting me i read the threads over and over to remind myself of what an idiot i am
>>27733686
Also this
Even in real life people will pile me with shit and abuse and I just sit there and take it, then rewind the words in my head later to remind myself
I don't get angry or sad at it though
>>27733686
kek
>>27733631
>drive into oncoming traffic for no reason
wait wut
>>27733753
Like just swerve onto the other side of the road while a car is coming the other way and swerving back
bulimia is the perfect form of self destruction, it hits all the bases
>no money because it all gets spent on food
>no social life because you're too busy eating
>eat until in pain
>puke until in pain
>repeat ad infinitum
>malnourishment, heart problems, GI problems, rotten teeth, hair loss
>eventual sweet release of death
