do you feel like you will do anything important in your life or will you simply fade away, unrecognized and unloved?
I hope i will. The only thing which is numbing my depression is that i have hopes to leave my mark on this world. I dont want go out as another dying flame. I want to be remembered.
>>27712414
>>27712508
don't strive to be remembered, or to make your mark etc. That sets the bar waaaay too high.
>tfw your happiness depends on changing the world
I doubt I'll ever do anything worthy of widespread recognition, everyone has done at least a thing or two that they'll be regarded highly and remembered for. This I know to be true. I can't say much else without spewing platitude.. try not be so down on yourself, immerse in whatever brings you joy.
>>27712588
Change the world or die trying is better than die in obscurity and your own misery.
I have been bullied and put down in my life like many of you here, but my reaction was not being beaten down, but a longing for some kind of revenge/retribution/redemption.
>>27712857
I just think it's kind of an unattainable thing. You have to be hugely specialized in something, and even then it's one in a million. I'm just aiming to own my own home before i'm 40 and that's a hurdle and a half as it is.
>>27712588
>TFW the only mark I will leave in this world are the skid marks in my underwear that I haven't changed in 2 weeks.
>>27713578
>skid marks in underwear
Then change 'em, silly!
>>27712414
I will transcend this mortal existence one way or another. and I will awaken from this reality as it was a nightmare and create the meaning of life.
>>27714029
k-keep me posted
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