>tfw imagining our lives together
>tfw get immersed in the fantasy
>tfw it's real in my mind
I actually wrote a poem for my imaginary gf a few days ago.
>>27702426
mind if you share it here?
origami
>>27702498
Go ahead anon i want to hear it
No, because I have a real girl friend.
>>27702304
tfw I've had one since the age of 17 (20 now)
> talk to her in my head
> go for walkies in the woods with her
> tried learning how to draw so that I could draw her but I'm too bad at that
> hold an imaginary hand when walking and nobody else is nearby
I'm mute by choice in real life and have a lot of mental illnesses. So it's easier if I have an imaginary one than a real one.
I keep trying to have one, but even in my daydreams, I'm too much of a loser to have or keep a gf.
>>27702304
AnotherINFP? Join the club.
>>27702304
I try to do this, but she physically keeps changing every time.
I guess I can't do commitment
>>27702692
Nah INTJ. Always get that.
>>27702304
Why not create aTulpa
Then she'll be real!
>>27702702you should base it on a real person
I daydream about an imaginary gf sometimes. I imagine the sweet things she would whisper me in a soft voice while cuddling in a cozy couch.How her warm touch would make me feel loved, like a human being for once and not some kind of freak.
Then, whenever I suddenly remind is all in my head, I try to snap out of the delusion just to keep my sanity.
>>27702710
Aww, I was getting excited.Nothing but INTJs and INTPs REEEEE
>>27702304
I do this with girls I see/know irl.
>See/meet qt.3.14 in lecture or at work
>Stalk her on normiebook
>Look at all her cute pictures
>Pretend we're dating
>Every night I go through elaborate fantasies in my head of us dating
>Eventually stop seeing her for some reason
>Fantasies slowly go away
>Find another girl
>Rinse and repeat
Is this autism or am I really this subconsciously hurt from not getting laid?
>>27702774
I've been doing this my entire life. Sometimes I even see a cool looking guy and I imagine us being friends and doing cool shit together.
>>27702738
I do physically base it on people (mostly porn stars), but I wouldn't base it on someone I knew IRL, that leads to idealization and connecting them to something that isn't real
>>27702774
dang homie, exact feel here. I literally do the exact same thing. Meet q t girl who i also like with regards to personality, imagine dating her, imagine different scenarios, imagine just holding her, her laying her head on me, and so on. I literally dont imagine sex with them, only a few times. I literally just want a gf to cuddle with.
-- This actually brings up something im needing help with. Idk what do do right now. There was this girl i been tryna chat up, and she's so amazing. Was gonna get her # before this semester ends (which ive done before, im not an afraid robot), but i found out she has a bf. Ive been single for my whole life, and im 21 right now. I've had chances to get with girls, ive had other girls i wanted to be with, but it never effected me as much as this because she is literally perfect. Amazing body, never any make up, easy af to make convo with and actually decent convo, got amazing work ethic,she is smart, she works out,and she doesn't act degenerate or come off as it in any way ,literally everything i want. And so im fucking destroyed mentally knowing i wont even have a chance. What the fuck do i do? how do i deal with this?
>>27702304
uz livin da dream anon!
>>27702887
i forgot to say that i didn't get with girls because i actually care about personality, character, and morality, and most girls are degenerates that i fucking hate. Because of that, i cant deal with this literally perfect girl falling away, ill never meet anyone like her again.
>>27702887
>>27702969
This made me sad anon.
originalfuck
I have an imaginarybfand its become so real and I will have moments where I think to myself "what time did I wake up today?" and he will answer in my head with the correct response as if he's a real separate personality who remembers things better than me, insanity here I come
>>27703022
it got me feeling like i wanna die
I want to imagine my waifu being real but I guess I havnt reached that level of insanity yet. Still waiting.
>>27702304
i've had an imaginary wife, mom, grandmother, and three daughters for the past ten years. I'm twenty. this shit is fucking pathetic but it works as a surrogate for my inability to function with human beings.
>>27703336
How do you afford to imaginarily feed such a large family?
>>27702887
its a meme taboo on the internet to get in the friendzone but the reality is people go through relationships like a mad cunt at our age so keep in contact with her and wait a few months for her to break up with her bf and swoop in
I find myself doing this a lot while I'm trying to fall asleep. I'll imagine some situations that I'm there with her, were walking through the woods, looking out at the sea and talking with eachother, enjoying eachothers company.
I also do this when I'm getting going in the morning, like I'll imagine I'm talking with someone about something and voice my responses like I'm having that conversation.
I'd like to try the imaginary friend stuff when I out and about by I get distracted by noises way too easily.
>>27703571
Ye that was basically my plan. To add her on fb and keep an eye out. I dont usually use fb, but i will now for her. So i haven't added her yet, but in a bit i will. But the thing that gets to me still is that who the fuck would mess up a relationship with a perfect girl? Close to a 10, smart and funny, and so on. Im just holding onto the hope he cheats = - \ Or, she cheats... or leaves lol. That usually makes me hate a chick, but she's way too good to let go by so i honestly would do and accept most things. If she happens to be annoyed by a few things of his, and i could convince her we'd be perfect together... Trying to chat with her like that while she's dating could also fuck what friendship we have up...
>>27702554
NORMIES GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Every time I do this I end up crying. I'm up for feels. What's a good movie to put me in this train of thinking?
