>Schizophrenic
>Starting to relapse
>>27701572
>mistook a girl sitting on a bench for a dog the other day
>>27701572
Remember to take your medicine, anon.
>>27701678
Thank you. I appreciate the sentiment.
How do I become schizophrenic?
>>27702730
why do you want to be schizophrenic?
>>27702870
Because I hate being sane.
>>27702730
>>27702947
:stop:
you dont want to be schizophrenic anon
>>27702730
acute and sustained dosing with psychedelic drugs
>>27703061
But psychedelics have a tolerance period. I've also been smoking weed for the last year basically non-stop, even at work.
>>27703036
How come?
>>27701572
>tfw in a mental hospital
>tfw schizos and people with psychosis around meThey are kinda weird but all really nice people
>>27703078
>why would I not want aids
>>27701572
Literally the same shit is happening to me except since saturday. Can't look at the window without seeing weird shit, close blinds. Can't look at any dark corner without seeing weird shit, can't look at any reflective surface. Sleep with lights on now.
Frankly don't want to go outside, seeing ghost shit all day is bad enough without people.
>>27703097I don't want AIDS, but I do have a bugchasing fetish for HIV...
>>27703121
Don't worry anon, you're already not sane.
>>27703078
you're not trying hard enough
you can overcome tolerance with high enough acute dosage. after a week of acid binging you need like 30 tabs to equal one or two sans-tolerance.
also you can cycle
no more advice in this direction for you
>>27702730
Take a bunch of delirants to get a taste of it. It's not a pleasant experience.
>>27703121
Anon don't be a retard
No illness is good
anyone who ""wants"" schizophrenia has no fucking idea of the magnitude to which the actual illness fucks up someone's life
how are people this dumb
>>27703240
This. The medication will sedate you so bad you'll want to spend your life in bed.
>>27703291
and that's how I gained 30kg of weight.
>>27703240
Mr. Robot is making normies think schizophrenia is this cool trendy illness that makes you like an edgy outsider who doesn't play by society's rules.
>>27703121
You're such a goofballmiles.
>>27703325
>I don't want to be sane ecks dee
FYI it's nothing like psychedelics except for the hallucinations
>>27701572
>actually wish I was schizophrenic despite seeing what it did to my grandpa
Am I even further gone?
>>27701610
Is this a sign of schizophrenia? I always mistake shit for people, every silhouette looks like a person to me when walking out at night.
>>27703433
no that's adrenaline
psychotic hallucinations look real
>>27703357
How am I a goofball? Why are you stalking me?
>>27703102
How do you cope with this? Do you rationally know those things don't exist even though you see them, or you're not always 100% sure?
>>27703453
adrenaline? It doesn't just come when I'm anxious/pumped though.
>>27703433
This
>>27703453
Anxiety can cause some kinds of mild hallucinations, but they're different. I've never had a psychosis though so I don't speak from experience.
>>27703377
yeah but they're prolly the best bet for a normie looking to "induce schizophrenia"
>>27703488
Does it ever happen when you're in a completely calm state of mind?
>>27703484
I frankly have no idea how to take it. No matter if they're real or not they still scare me.
For everything else besides what could be the paranormal I just rationalize.
>>27703611
So I guess it's mostly ghostly stuff and ethereal shit that gets you? Do you actually believe in ghosts, are you open to this idea? Like, opposite of someone who would be purely skeptical about it.
>>27702730
There is this thing called Tulpas.
It's strange how everyone talks about hallucinations when they think of Schizophrenia. They are nothing compared to the crippling paranoia and delusions.
>>27703777
Nice heavenly trips. I'm not schizo, but I would think those things would be worse than hallucinations indeed. Like having hallucinations but being aware of it, vs being completely and obliviously delusional. That shit would scare the hell out of me.
Big up to schizos honestly, it must be hard as hell to live like that.
>>27703777
most schizophrenic hallucinations are (relatively) mild - not like some john nash shit of seeing and interacting with people and whatnot. it's actually really rare to have consistent hallucinations of that sort, most are just seeing things out of place and random figures/blobs and specks of light. auditory hallucinations, on the other hand...
>>27703568
Well I'm never completely calm, so no. You're probably right tbqh.
>>27703683
I'm skeptical but still open to the idea. Also yeah, mostly that. I couldn't care less for all the other shit because it's not as bad in comparison (except for that one time when I legit thought there are aliens outside).
>>27703955
how did you find your hallucinating was before and whilst trying to fall asleep?
>>27703683
Like this one time I almost shit my pants thinking I was getting abducted. The hallucinations can be rationalised, but sometimes it's just borderline paranoia/delusion in the moment.
>>27704069
i very rarely "go to sleep" because i have trouble with it. most of the time i just pass out, but when i'm tired i hear a ton of conversations/radio static/music and if i open my eyes i see tiny black blobs in corners and stuff
how about you?
>>27703955
>most are just seeing things out of place and random figures/blobs and specks of light
I get this when I smoke weed. Am I becoming schizo or should I just stop smoking?
>>27704189
that's no cause for alarm, i think. when i used to smoke i would get synesthesia and my mind would run wild with crazy images/impossible shapes.
weed is different for everyone, you're fine unless it starts to carry over (significantly) into your sober life
>>27704127
do random objects start to terrify you too?
>>27704330
yes, but that happens to me all the time. it gets worse in the dark, though.
>>27703568
Happens to me all the time. Think I'll see movement, shadows, animals, all in my peripherals, and they'll catch my attention.
It's probably pretty normal tbqh, I've always been weird
>schizophrenic
Recently switched over from pills to shots. Do not want to take the shots. Makes my arm hurt too much for nearly a week on end. Think my arm is falling off. Think my muscles are turning black and gangrenous. Skipped my last shot appointment. Need to get back on pills. Left voicemail with doctor. No answer.
Don't know how long I can keep up pretending that I'm not experiencing it again and hope I get the pills before something really goes wrong. Already hearing things again.
>>27704800
Why did you go to shots? Do they have less fatigue than pills?
>>27704840
>Why did you go to shots? Do they have less fatigue than pills?
Doc was concerned that I had an 'absorption' problem with the pills. Said I wasn't doing as well as I am supposed to be with as high of a dosage as I was on. Told me the shots would have a better effect (I think she suspects me of skipping on my pills).
Went in a month ago for the first shot. I couldn't move my arm for damn near two days. Incredible pain. Got scared.
Tfw schizoid with schizophrenic mother
I wasn't meant to reproduce
