Who /ABUSIVE CHILDHOOD/ here?
>>27700119
Tell me more op. I'm here for you.
>tfw there's cp of you online
>>27700119
>>27700409
pls share story
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>>27700119
Me.
Brought yo yoj g#
>>27700409
Is it cp or just nudity because you make mountains out of molehills
>>27700409
Story please.
>>27700383
Drunk Stacy for a mom, abusive Chads for stepdads.
>>27700409
Same.I had a weird dream I saw it on 4chan, it actually scared me because I woke up still thinking it was true
Weak mom.
Alcoholic step-dad who accused me of doing drugs and belittled us for every little thing.
Nothing dramatic on my end, though.
>>27700532
I'm fapping to what could very well be (You) right now!
>>27700575
>Admitting to fapping to CP
>>27700119
>Raised in a single mother household.
>sister always called me a faggot when I was 6 years old.
>would chase me around the house with a knife.
>I tried to hang myself and my mother laughed because she told me "you're going to break the light if you try hanging from there" -- or something like that.
>sister would show me pornographic footage and telling me it's a sausage spilling out cheese.
>she would often try to practice oral on me, and got her friends to join in.
I'm quite the fuck up because of it, well at least I like to put some blame on it.
>>27700634
your mother is an asshole, your sister is yandere incestruous.
>>27700595
>Implying
Sent from 600000 BC on my iStone.
>>27700634
Poor baby got free blowjobs
>and tries to suicide
>>27700720
>it was without his consent
>his sister is clearly mentally ill
>he has been abused otherwise too
>he was a child at the time
>implying men cant be raped or abused sexually
I don't even remember much of it
I was talking a little bit about it here the other day, I remember getting my teeth pulled out with pliers and being fucked pretty brutally
the weird thing though is it doesn't really bother me, I don't think about it at all until I see threads like this
>parents were only concerned with outward appearances and looking like a happy family
>family obviously not happy
>Alcoholic dad, cheats on mom all the time
>Mom takes out anger and frusteration on us sometimes
>Dad is macho mexican, tries to make me and my brother macho
>Worked for brother not for me
>Dad just calls me a sissy faggot all the time, and makes fun of me for being fat while growing up
>Mom gets in fights with him for being mean to me tries to protect me
>she tells me the only one in the world who truly loves me is her.
>only she will protect me, all my friends will leave me as soon as things get hard
>During fights my mom would regularly pull a knife on him if he came near her and told me to call the cops
> Afterwards she'd cry and ask us constantly if she was a bad mother, if she was crazy, etc etc.
>Start getting anxiety attacks around puberty age. They're fucking terrifying, it feels like I'm dying
>mom cries asking God, why can't i be normal
>Dad takes away all my books and M:tG cards cause they're the devil
>Panic attacks constantly for 3 years, never got real help only got sent to priests
>I've been exorcised twice
>I'm now constantly paranoid that people are taking about me or saying mean things about me
>Full of anxiety on a daily basis
>Trying to make an okay life for myself but filed with so much doubt and self esteem
>pretty sure my brother and sisters are all fucked up with depression and anxiety too
>tfw we all learned to hide it since all we learned from our parents is that outside appearances matter and people are constantly judging you
Im also trans on top of all these other issues which just makes it worse honestly. My dad beat me up when he found out i was hiding clothes in my room when i was 17
>>27700887
I'm sorry anon. That sounds terrible.
does anyone have a fear of yelling now
whenever I hear someone angrily yelling, I get super tense and uncomfortable
>>27700887
fug :o
>>27700720
>LOL just man up you pussy
>Its not rape because a girl did it
Kill yourself you fucking normie faggot
>>27700991
Thanks anon. The best we can do is try to move forward i suppose.
>>27701033
Yeah, it sets me into panic mode and i get this horrible walls closing in on me feeling
>>27700887
>fat mexican tranny
YIKES!
>>27701130
I'm not fat anymore at least. One positive about constantly being worried about your appearance is that it motivates you to work on it.
>>27701176
do you at least pass or youre in full tumblr delusion mode?
>>27701207
Yeah i pass in everyday life senpai.
My Brother and I were. Stepfather used to beat us with boards and would make us stand in a corner from once we woke up until our Mom got home from work. He used to make us eat out of dog bowls and would make us fight each other while him and his drunk friends bet on who would win. My Mom was a meth addict and didn't give a shit. My Dad never cared about us. He only got us for a few hours once or twice a month. I'm 22 now. Mom is homeless and don't give a shit. My Brother has a child and lives with his girlfriend. We hardly talk besides on Facebook a few times a month about video games. I have no other close family members or friends. I just work and come up to my dog, order pizza and watch Netflix or play video games. It sounds like a miserable life and I am pretty lonely, but it's peaceful and I wouldn't change a thing about it.