And so are you. Let's cry together.
not today my dude
Do you ever feel good in the morning, but then gradually feel worse and worse as the day goes on? Or do you just feel horrible all day?
>>27690436
>gradually feel worse and worse as the day goes on
I just want one friend who thinks like I do where we both mutually understand each other and live life not like the people you see out the doors. :(
Not even 4chan houses people like me. It hurts.
I'm starting to feel good now. Dad was gona throw me out but we worked things out and I'm willing to change for the better now.
Side note though after talking with my college councilor about my light abuse, I really question the victims now, because everything I said or answered to with a "yes" was blown way out of proportion.
I'm alone and happy
I'll just laugh at you fags instead
>>27690238
>And so are you. Let's cry together.
o-ok
>>27690238
I can only struggle forward. My escapism gave me joy, but what happens when I cant do any more for the day?
>>27690238
sometimes i think about the loneliness and get this uneasy feeling in my stomach. like a dull ache or something
hope it's cancer.
I can't even cry anymore
the only thing that makes me cry is fiction
how pathetic is that, like I can't even cry about my own life but I start sobbing like crazy about fake lives
>see people on another board talking about sex
>literally tear up and close the thread
>>27690718
this desu senpai, being alone is great
>>27690799
I was gonna make a thread ages ago about this, but I often wish that I would get cancer or some other disease which would lead to my death. Is this rude to want this? am I selfish?
>>27690238
I walked in the rain for nearly an hour today.
I realize now that I do not walk in the rain to escape my thoughts, but I walk because I am looking for that one true friend that I have never and probably will never find.
I am alone, and so are you. And that is okay because in the end we will greet our deaths as the one friend that we never truly got to have in life.
>>27690548
You question what victims? What was this abuse about?
>>27690976
I feel like a death by cancer is a lot longer and more painful than you would want to endure. I think you're downplaying what it's like to die of cancer.
Idk man
Dr. Shil put me on a mood stabilizer and ever since then I don't feel anything anymore
I guess it's better than over-the-top out-of-control emotions, actually it's way better, but it's still a dissonant, off-putting type of numb
I can't wait to be dead
>>27690879
I'm in the same boat. I don't think it will get better fampai. Music and anime is all I have anymore and sometimes they get tedious as well.
>>27690238
How could I be lonely when I don't know what it feels like to not be alone?
Why do normalfags like you always overrun our board with these shit threads? Tumblr exists for a reason, and that's to give autists like you a playground where you can wallow in your own depression along with other degenerates. Consider using that site.
>>27690238
I love crying, it makes me feel so complete. Like I'm really being myself, being with myself.
>>27690436
it gets worse for me. well, usually I wake up and feel shit, then i wake up a bit more and within the hour of waking up i feel great. by bedtime I'm pissed and sad.
>>27690879
i like it. it's harder to connect with real people sometimes, or even with yourself.
>>27691067
mood stabilizers sound like real depression. no ups or downs. I'd rather just be down.
I hope there's some medication out there that can just make me manic and high functioning all the time
>>27691104
considersuicide
>>27691114
This is easily the worst post I've read all day.
Consider getting the fuck off my board you stupid normie.
no woman no cry
>>27691104
Every once in a rare, rare while you'll feel the same sadness and loneliness that prompted the thread's creation and you'll want to talk about it with others who understand and relate and hear that you aren't alone. Because hearing that others are sad and lonely too somehow makes you not as lonely as before.
>>27691114
>I'd rather just be down
Me too anon
Wallowing in misery is one of the comfiest things I know
The people in my life won't tolerate me doing that anymore though
Shit sucks I'd go back to it in a heartbeat
>>27691189
i feel like there's something important to me about being in pain or sad or whatever. just hurting. it makes me feel like I'm okay.
>>27691182
I'm not the guy you replied too, but I just wanted to point out how shallow this thread is.
There's literally no subject to cry about, like in other threads.
>>27691217
Some emotion is better than the usual nothing!
>>27691182
Don't you think it would be a better idea to seek actual help instead of spreading your depression on a board whose inhabitants don't take kindly to that shit?
Solitude is absolute fucking bliss to me. Anything to be away from the judging eyes, the loud voices, the laughing and the short tempers
>>27691233
Why does there have to be a specific target of loneliness when loneliness is usually all-encompassing?
If someone says "I am lonely", you really don't need anymore to be said.
Back to your comic books or whatever you do.
>>27691114
>>27691189
>>27691217
>>27691238
>perpetual sadness is fun!
please stop this
you're trying to turn an entire emotion into a meme
>>27691233
we're talking about crying in general
see >>27691257
solitude, loneliness, separateness, etc.
has anyone read the descent of inanna?
>>27691257
Yeah, I agree. But there is still a profound loneliness that hits me once every few years.
Just because you hate the people beyond the doors doesn't mean that you can't feel lonely. There are still a wide range of other possibilities.. Imagine if most people in the world aligned with your values, beliefs and interests.
>>27691239
I'd prefer to speak over anonymity than seek guidance by some therapist who took 5 years for schooling who still learned nothing and just repeats cliche garbage at you.
>>27691288
>>27691269
Is it your first time here?
This board is dedicated to crying all day and being lonely.
Making a thread like this is the same as making a thread on /lit/ saying "I like books, and so do you. Let's read together."
>>27691332
>>27691239
Honestly the therapist I've seen don't actually listen to you. They just sort of ask questions you don't want to answer and then refer you to someone else.
I can't tell you how many times people have downplayed the traumas I've told them because they didn't want to or couldn't believe what I was saying.
>>27691351
lit = literature = books
r9k = robot = mechanical automation = ...sadness?
Sure hope the games you play aren't logical. You're too good for them.
>>27691332
>5 years of schooling
>learned nothing
Get your head out of your ass, Anon.
That's not how schools work.
It helps to talk about something that's bothering you, just do it.
>>27691239
>your depression on a board whose inhabitants don't take kindly to that shit?
wtf half of all posts here are self-pitying
>>27691390
>It's my first day on 4chan and I think I'm posting on a board dedicated to the discussion of robots
kek'd
>>27691309
> Imagine if most people in the world aligned with your values, beliefs and interests.
Not to sound pretentious, but I would probably be bored if that were the case, more so than I already am.
I know what it's like to have friends, there are a few friendships I've enjoyed more than others, but people in general are so unimportant to me that I never maintain any relationships, not even with my family. And of course, I do feel regret every once in a while, regret over things I didn't get to experience (kinda like a dying person wishing they had travelled) but I tell myself that it wouldn't have made much difference, and life is what you make of it
I just want friends. I do not care if there will never be any girls around the party or anything. I just want some buddies. I want my own little group. Who cares about girls, there are hookers. But I need friends.
>>27691376
So you decided that your best course of action was to go to an online discussion board filled with people you don't know in the hopes that all your problems would be solved. You're not even trying to come up with a good counter arguemt at this point.
Getting drunk by myself on a Wednesday because I'm 31 year old virgin with two shitty jobs and realistically no chance at improving my situation.
>>27691492
At least you got a source of income, anon. I fucking WISH I was in your shoes. I'd kill for a drink right now and especially, a reason to wake up in the morning. Even if that reason is something shitty such as getting up for a job you hate. Grass always greener I guess.
>>27691492
>he's 31
>he hasn't moved to Asia yet
Dumbass
Why can't there be a /worthless/ board for people like you?
>>27691454
No, what that really meant is that ROBOT9001 has literally no theme. You cannot deduce other than mechanical automation what this board is about from the home page. With literature, it speaks for itself.
Get used to the threads. The site is already shit, and your attempt to suppress of a theme of boards won't change a fucking thing.
May I ask what are /you/ expecting from r9k? Not having a girlfriend? Tinder chats? All that other crap? Because the ones of actual philosophical value get no attention at all anyway.
>>27691533
your talking about all of 4chan m8
Is there any escape robots? I don't want to die, but every second that goes by is another second of suffering.
Whenever I seem to make a friend they end up abandoning me for some reason or another.
99% of people I meet are vapid and boring and not people I want to talk to, and I've yet to meet the other 1% in real life, I've only managed to find them online, and those kind of relationships are doomed to fail, so what's the fucking point anymore.
I just want it to end.
>>27691488
No, it's just comforting for drive-thru "therapy" from my kin on a site where we enjoy anonymity by virtue of expressing their own misery and whatnot. When you realize you're not alone in your loneliness, it's uplifts you from that loneliness temporarily.
I feel like I take a step back for every two steps forward I take.
But I get obsessed about my mistakes and end up jumping from a cliff, losing all progress. I just wish I could disappear.
>>27691577
I know, but I want a specific board so that people can post all their "TFW you have no gf" or "give me a reason not to end it" bullshit and keep it out of our boards.
>>27691632
What sort of boards are you expecting?
>>27691592
>>27691608
Then do it. That's two less normies to ruin our board. Thanks for taking one, err, two for the team.
>>27691646
I'm not saying I want to get rid of all the autism on this board, because if we did then their would be no pathetic people to laugh at. I just want to get SOME autism away from this board and at least not make it seem like tumblr bought their very own board on this site.
>>27691528
This. Go to Mongolia. Throat-sing your pain and your happiness, throughout the plains and into the glorious mountains. Let Mongolia haunt your dreams with the souls inhabiting them. Listen to their story of a paradise turned into an opera of blood, pain and rage. Let yourself be changed by this god-forsaken place, embrace the madness of centuries passed. When you grow old, nature will rock you to sleep and into reincarnation
Then you can come make a thread and greentext it, see if anyone gives a shit
>>27691552
>implying I want any of this to change at all
You just don't get it, do you?
This board made its own theme.
It's not /b/ with a filter.
Me and a bunch of other anons are happy with sitting around here on /r9k/ and talking to each other about something that's eating at us.
We don't come here to have threads like this where the subject is "cry for no reason".
You're trying to tell me that this thread has "philosophical value"?
There's more feeling in a >tfw no gf thread than this.
>>27691732
No not this thread. The other threads that have philosophical value. They get no responses.
>something that's eating at us
Oh, exactly what we're doing. What's eating at us is our loneliness.
>We don't come here to have threads like this where the subject is "cry for no reason".
Just because you don't feel lonely, doesn't mean that everyone else that comes here won't. Loneliness in itself is a reason to cry. Your contradictions are making me angry. You're just an asshole.
>>27690238
I've been trying to organize my porn folders over the past couple of days. It's very disheartening to sift through hundreds of beautiful women that I'll never sleep with. At least fapping staves off the lonely feels for a few hours.
>50k in student loan debt
>25 still haven't graduated due to depression
>Now wage slave and a student
>Fiance was abusive and I left him
> Lonely as fuck.
>Work as a shit tier accounting clerk
>Parents are disappointed in me
>Friends are bitches and stacies
> Not even one true friend in the world
> In love with a European guy who lives 5000 miles away and is probably using me for a green card
> I feel so alone anons
> I hate my life
> I wish I was like all the stacies I knew who got MRS degrees and got knocked up
> I'm so fucking sad and single and lonely
>>27691825
Whoa there, no need to get triggered.
I haven't contradicted myself at all.
>Just because you don't feel lonely, doesn't mean that everyone else that comes here won't.
I never said I wasn't lonely, anon.
>Oh, exactly what we're doing. What's eating at us is our loneliness.
So you're saying that the point of this thread was to say "I'm lonely!" and wait for a response? That's pretty shallow, if you ask me.
/r9k/ is just a place where you can hang out and post greentext stories.
Not all of them have to be about being lonely, but most of them are.
I suggest you go to >>>/b/ and make this same thread, you'll probably get a better response more to your liking.
>You're just an asshole.You're wrong.
>>27691883
How about this:
Go fuck yourself
>>27690993
I love this. Thanks <3
>>27691995
To hear their stories, just like how you want others to read yours and maybe to read others' when "something is eating at you", accompanied by the green texted stories that you so dearly love.
I have no one else to talk to about my crippling loneliness in an informal manner but r9k, so you can kindly go fuck yourself because I'm not going anywhere. You can handle a series of threads that are therapeutic to some people at the expense of a slight inconvenience that only takes a fraction of a second to scroll past (or even better, hide/remove from your sight altogether)
>>27691883
I am a gril with boy troubles too. Please be friends with me?
>>27691632
>I want a specific board so that people can post all their "TFW you have no gf" or "give me a reason not to end it" bullshit
That board is /r9k/, you retarded fuck
>keep it out of our boards
>our boards
LOL sure smells like newfag
>>27692103
It only takes a minute to actually make a thread with a subject and maybe a story or two.
>I have no one else to talk to about my crippling loneliness in an informal manner but r9k
I'm sure >>>/b/ or reddit or tumblr would take you, triggerbot.
If you really want to hear people's stories, go to a threadwith stories in it
It's not that hard, my dude.
>>27692262
>>27691883
Is this a story? Or do all thread creations have to have a punchline, or opening story to satisfy your selfish, inconsiderate needs?
It's an effect I'm not sure you're aware of: They sort of manifest on their own.
I must ask, how new are /you/ here?
>>27692147
>I am a gril with boy troubles too
Normie!
>>27692304
>is this a story
ARE THESE WORDS?
>Or do all thread creations have to have a punchline
nope
>or opening story
Yep, that's about right.
>to satisfy your selfish, inconsiderate needs
>implying
>It's an effect I'm not sure you're aware of: They sort of manifest on their own.
Yeah, people always have a story to tell.
Too bad they might choose to tell it in a pointless thread like this.
>I must ask, how new are /you/ here
I've lost track of time, honestly. I think I started visiting /r9k/ roughly 4 years ago.
How new are you to this board, stressed out dude?
>>27692491
Wow. That reply was teeming with compelling arguments and objective critiques based on your expectations.
I see the light now.
I really do want to better myself but I'm so scared of living like an adult
I don't think I was meant to live past 16
>>27691104
>>27691156
>>27691239
>>27692262
LOL look at this guy, thinking he's using the word "normie" correctly, and thinking /r9k/ is /b/ with a filter
>lel go to reddit and tumblr
those sites are made by and made for social butterflies, aka normalfags such as yourself. In fact the kind of threads you're looking for can be found more easily on reddit, than fucking /r9k/, the board synonymous with autismos, virgins and a frog meme
>>27692575
You missed my post where I literally said that /r9k/ isn't /b/ with a filter.
>>27691732
It's right here.
i don't feel as lonely when i spend my day qualityposting on 4chan.
haven't hanged out with a friend in over two years. haven't had a conversation with a girl in probably over 4 years. haven't had a job in 7 years. I've basically sat in my room for ten years and havent done anything other than get addicted to heroin/get clean.
my 29th birthday is coming up at the end of the month and I'm going to eat with a couple people from my family and some of their friends.... this is my life and I'm just hoping every night I go to sleep that I have a fucking brain aneurysm and not wake up. I really wish I had the balls to end it. I really do.
>>27690238
>tfw have slowly lost ability to cry more than a few tears
I don't even make noise. My suffering is silent.
>>27692653
But you sure as fuck want it to be. The majority of threads in /r9k/ are about "tfw no gf/friends", loneliness and social anxiety. It's baffling to me that you act like it isn't
