Only when I'm on speed. Then I'll spend like 5 hours obsessively arranging stuff. It's crazy.

>>27686533
that's weird. does it bother you or do you enjoy the arranging of things when on speed?

>>27686509

I used to be on meds at 18

It died down after 25

my compulsions will flare up under stress but I can manage them and calm down

I do notice I still do some rituals out of habit since the movements where programmed hard having them through childhood.

It gets better over time op

try st johns wort if you are not taken any-other meds

>>27686561
I neither like nor dislike it. It's just a sort of compulsion, but in a way I suppose it's calming. It's just that sometimes I'll finally get stuff exactly the way I want it, and then my jaw drops when I look at the clock and see how much time has passed doing the same mundane shit. I have mild obsessive tendencies on any given day, but stimulants just send it way over the top. I wonder if it affects everyone with OCD that way.

>>27686621
I will look into that, thanks. I hope you're right, I'm 25 now and I've had severe OCD since I was 10. I just hope it can get better.

>>27686727

you probably already noticed it flares up the more anxious you get and you get more tired and anxious preforming the rituals.

sometimes you will get a window of opportunity to think clearly and logic will start falling back into place

whenever i see a frog, i have to scream reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i was about to kiss a girl yesterday and i saw a frog over her shoulder, you know what happened next... life is agony why does god curse me with mental illness