who /dead inside/ here?
jus checkin
im pretty dead inside lol
of course, yeah. soon I am going to be homeless, I'm sure that will make me feel somewhat alive. I will not kill myself because this is the only life we get so may as well stick around and see what happens, live through even horrible though it'll suck, juzz do it brahhh
kinda feels exciting
>>27664940
how come ur gonna be homeless anon?
>>27664857
I think it feels worse when your life actually isn't that bad compared to others because I just feel like I should be able to make it work but I just can't, would literally kill myself if I didn't care about family and afterlife.
>>27665021
> afterlife
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>>27664960
cuz i am 24 and living at my mother's for too long. she's already called the cops on me many times and shits just getting worse and worse so I know it's going to happen already. oh well. it'll be an experience. i might hitch hike to the city (500km away) in the summer. I gotta get off the streets before winter though because winter would be a bitch.
>>27665021
I know how you feel anon. I'd kill myself if not for the pain and knowing this is my one and only life. and maybe a slither of hope that maybe i wont feel so lonely one day
>>27665059
i recommend you do your best to make arrangements right now
being homeless is probably not great. im lucky in that regard, im 26 and i think my parents would let me stay forever. im quiet and just keep to myself
>>27665048
You never know wtf is there when you die, who has it right? the sandniggers? the sniper dot people? like honestly there could be anything, its a scary thought.
>>27665065
See I don't care about life, even my own life is expendable to me there's nothing here for me and I know it.
>>27665103
> no one knows!
pretty obvious its just nothing though
What is the point in asking that faggot, you should already know that everyone who browses this board is a lonely /dead inside/ fuck.
Anxious, paranoid, depressed. Constantly dwelling on the fact that I'm a failure. Lexapro 20mg daily. Alcoholic, down beer every night with klonipin while watching anime. The works.
>>27665158
But its not. there's always that what if.
>>27665126
iktfb
if i were to become homeless id probably just find a little corner to sleep and waste away doing the bare minimum until i died or someone rescued me (yeah right..)
>>27665170
>Anxious, paranoid, depressed. Constantly dwelling on the fact that I'm a failure.
Same. I've felt this way on and off since I was 12. Of course, the last few years have been worse. Since school is over and now I'm just a NEET.
>>27664857
I'm dead inside and a miserable self-hating cunt.
>>27665191
eyes stop working and you can't see
tongue stops working and you can't taste
brain stops working and you can't experience or process information
this shit is fucking obvious at this point so shut the fuck up with your "we cant know!" bullshit
Spiritually dead or a zombie at most. No idea what to do with my life, I'm barely finishing college, it's 5AM here, I was supposed to have a lecture at 8:30AM but I'm gonna miss it again.
The thought of beginning to work all day all week after college is a nightmare, I don't know how am I going to do this. And even if I manage, I'm still 24 and KHHV.
I don't know how am I not going to kill myself if I make it to wizard status. And the problem is I can't just do it, my parents are nice people and would suffer immensely from it.
>>27665314
I would think it would be better as a neet. Currently in college and the added stress of daily class/hw makes me want to jump out my window.
>>27664857
> who /dead inside/ here?
This is 4chan you fucking idot
I'm very dead inside. Feeling worthless and shitty. /help/
Am I the only one who fantasizes about getting shot in the back of the head?
all that keeps me going now is psychedelics
>schizophrenic
> college dropout
>forced to be neet by my parents
Hell yeah I'm dead inside!
Yo hit me up if you got some extra bleach lying around cause I sure do hate myself and want to die.
>>27664857
Half dead
More dead than I'm willing to admit but also less
I'm just trying to ignore myself atm
>>27666362
This will either end spectacularly or very, very badly
>feel as though my mind is in a constant fog
>have no energy for anything
>feel like a 70 year old man in the body of a 22 year old
>constantly at war with the thoughts in my mind
I honestly don't know how I haven't killed myself yet. I don't even know where it all went wrong, everything just feels like a blur.
I NEED HELP BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
>>27666663
Whichever one kills me
