What is your dream /biggest goal anon
Are you still working on it, have you given up, but do you still think about it and consider it?
I always wanted to be a movie actor, and it eats me inside that I dont know where to start, I just made a list of actors with some of their roles which I want to imitate, but I just don't know anymore, and it eats me inside that I dont know what to do
I have given up on everything.
I don't even try anymore.
I know that everything I put my mind to, any project, I fail.
Whenever I think of something I want, from buying something for 20 U$D online to getting a decent job, I just remember myself: "you're shit. Don't do it because you will disappoint yourself later."
I don't even day dream anymore.
I never expected to be where I am right now at life. I don't know how I got here, anon.
I don't feel like I have any control over what happens to me, maybe not even my own actions.
I don't know if I have a wish. Maybe I just want the pain to stop.
>>27657219
Always wanted to be an artist, preferably an animator. So while growing up I spent many thousands of hours practicing drawing from life, anatomy, digital painting, and timing myself to draw very quickly, it felt fulfilling and something I was born to do. Lost fate in myself and others eventually; haven't drawn a picture in 8 years, and spent 6 of those years drinking around 30 units of alcohol a week, but I have been recently sober for two years now. My soul feels empty and tired of this planet. I promised myself to never draw again but i forgot why.
I want to be a musician. After years of just making songs on my computer but not knowing any music I got a digital piano. Been learning for a few months and now I'm starting to learn a few pop/indie tunes that I like, which is good I guess. I wish I worked harder though.
>>27657549
This is one of the saddest things I have heard here, please get back into it anon, make some kinda pf comic book about what have you been through and end it with drawing yourself drawing
I wont let this thread die I didn't had a pic related
I want to have a family of my own and not having to worry about money. I am a simple man.
>BMW E34 M5 looks pretty cool tho
>>27659276
>i want to have a family
hi chad! want to hit the club later??
>>27659313
Let me correct myself
>a family with a beautiful, loyal wife
>>27657219
>pic
>stronglifts
you might as well give up now
>biggest goal
to die
edgy m8
>>27659276
>>27659418
>a family with a beautiful, loyal, loving wife
This. I pretty much gave up at this point, though.
>>27657219
Fucking the most shit up everywhere, especially when it's legit without being SJW tier
I wanted to become neet and I achieved it. But now I'm looking for a new goal
