Do you still hope secretly to get a girlfriend?
>>27655548
>Do you still hope secretly to get a girlfriend?
yes. that's the sad thing. I'm getting /fit/, I started wearing the right clothes... I'll probably be a decent-looking guy this summer.
But I'll be a total robot inside.
And I'll talk exactly to 0 cute girls.
>>27655548
yep
i thought i was over it the last couple of years, and the first qt i met being little more than friendly made the feels come back
>>27655548
>secretly
Not even secretly desu.
>tfwnogf
No, I have the urges as man have. Emotions, desire to be with someone, to bond with someone, but I quickly realize that's not something that will happen.
Women have no emotions, they are only about face, status and money. As soon as you show emotions you emasculate yourself and she will dump you. Women are boring, have no interests. They are just not humans.
Only thing a woman has is a vagina and even in old times boyypussy was better than a vagina so I plan on travelling to bangcock and fuck some boipussy.
The dream is alive and well
However I'm a piece of shit, so it will remain exactly that, a dream.
I wish someone's hotwife will have an affair with me and leave me humiliated afterwards.
Nah, I have a waifu
I dont need 3dpd
Why the fuck I would run after some human species called "women" ? They do nothing and get dicks, only women you can get are ones dumped by chads, and you have to work hard on them, disgusting.
>>27655548
No, the idea is so far fetched to me that I couldn't handle it at all.
I am used to my routine of living and don't see where would I find atleast 2-3 hours a day to spend with someone else and waste money on. I can't rely on anyone but myself and I would lie if I would say I could care about someone else more than about myself. I know it is incredibly selfish but it is true. I don't see how others can get so attached to an another person, I was never in love and don't understand the concept of loving, to think about someone else in my free time or what, I really don't understand it.
that girl is pretty though
Yes I'm losing weight (2.5kg 1 month so far, but I did some muscle bulking before I started). Girls sort of liked me before when I was ottermode in my teens.
>just go out and hit on girls they care about your personality
I have social phobia and depression. It's not an option atm.
And frankly /r9k/ has made me reflect on practically every woman I've encountered. No I don't buy the redpill shit. But actually trying to understand their motivations for their actions (which were confusing as hell) is more than enough to make you a bit cynical. I've met my ideal girl though.
Life doesn't feel real anymore. There is no point in imagining spending my days with some girl when reality is bullshit to begin with.
>>27655548
already got one idgaf.
inb4 normie reee
>>27655548
Sometimes I do OP, but I probably won't and I act on that probability.
I have had 3 long term relationships, and they all went to shit, and I don't expect the next one to work either.
>>27656137
Oh, you're witty one
GET OUT CHAAAAAAAAAAD
REEEEEEEEEEEE
How many people here wake up without their life feeling like some surreal parody of existence?
>>27655548
a part of me yes. but i am slowly destroying that part of me.
hopefully once that part is gone i can start planning my suicide
>>27655548
I do, but only secretly. I realise it's probably not going to ever happen. Except for getting a good job, I have no new ways to improve myself, and I doubt that will override everything horrible about myself, if it even happens.
>>27655548
Kind of
I had a girl who texted me often
I found it annoying at the beginning
But she stopped recently after we connected and now I really miss her and can't stop thinking about her.
>>27656310
I wake up in pain and panic. Dread when I realize I haven't had a dream in so many months now and I think I'm losing my visual imagination. It's just not nearly as vivid anymore. And it takes forever to construct an image. It also doesn't appear visually anymore. It's like it's just a memory.
Then I take my SSRI's and eventually I start getting better.
>>27656310
It depends.
If I sit by my computer I can generally block out all thought and just not think.
But whenever I stop the thoughts come back and I want to die.
>>27656495
Don't let go of your chance, anon
>tfw trapped with my fat practice gf
NO ESCAPE
>>27657100
>trapped
Anon give me your location. I'l call police. If you don't know construct a kaleidoscope and try and find the north star. Note the angles and describe the surroundings.
>>27657162
I think I am locked in her basement. She is feeding me candy all the time to fatten me. No idea why.
Yes. Secretly.
I already have one, boy this board is sad
>inb4 newfag
Yeah ive been lurking /b/ and /pol/ for the past year or so
You robots just need confidence and drugs to get you started banging
>>27655548
>tfw dont even care much about sex
>tfw just want to fall asleep to a girl thats not above or below my league while cuddling with her
>just want to feel something else than loneliness and emptiness when i get home
>tfw not even having dreams about having a gf anymore
>tfw not even happy in my dreams anymore
>>27657100
The practice gf meme is true?
>>27658942
>3/10 gf, this is probably the best I can do.
>calls her practice gf anyway
No. I have accepted that my fate will be to either die alone, or marry some random fat ass bitch.
I will never have the happiness of waking up in the morning, receiving a text from my gf saying "Good morning", then another text near the afternoon of her asking me to go meet her and then finally meeting my 5'3" qt3.14 gf with shoulder length hair, mediocre sized boobs and a regular sized butt down at the park.
Why must life be so unfair? Why do some people get everything they want, and others don't even get the fucking scraps?
Kill me, please. Seriously, just fucking do it.
Nah, I'm open about it.
>>27657509
Agreed. The sooner you fags stop caring so much the easier it becomes. Q
>>27658578
This EXACT feel is the feel that plagues my daily life...
>>27659133
You're a self pitying faggot thats why.
