i'm thinking about killing myself again. does anyone want to talk? :(
>>27646014
If this is an ongoing problem anon, and if you really don't want to end yourself (asking for reassurance on r9k), I'd suggest seeking out professional help, no matter how much others might shit on that idea. Someone can help you out. Even just talking to family and friends about it can help. Hope you start seeing the colors in life again, anon.
>>27646014
>killing myself again
>>27646047
thanks for your kindness. my family won't talk to me anymore and i don't have any friends. therapy hasn't worked before but when they put me on lithium for a while it alleviated the suicidal feelings at the cost of my humanity i guess.
maybe i should do that again.
>>27646101
I don't know if you take meds or not, but treating depression like a character flaw is bullshit.
Is a broken limb a character flaw? No, it's a treatable condition.
>>27646132
don't really understand what you're saying.
so far the depression has been pretty resistant to treatment. i've been on all kinds of drugs. they medicated me for depression as a little kid even
>>27646170
Get out of your self obsessed bubble and educate yourself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMRrCYPxD0I
if that's what it'll take to get you to stop posting, I'm all for it
>>27646264
love alan watts.
>>27646014
im having one of those nights as well, fortunately im at work rn so theres not much i can do about it
>>27646014
You're an abomination. Kill yourself.
>>27646511
hope you have a good time at work.
>>27647197
eat shit.
>>27646014
Why are you even here? Tumblr is the place for your kind, just go there.
Fucking subhuman trap faggot
You all have mental illnesses. You're degenerates.
You look at women and think it's all just an act. You see femininity as a play that you can perform.
You will never be that. You are men pretending to be women, and that is the end of it.
You will never bear children. Your bodies will be mutilated, and even if you look nice when you're young, your mannish features will creep back in and you'll look shit by the time you're 50.
You can hold out hope than somebody might love you in a real way, but it'll never be a normal love. It'll be you both settling for each other; degenerates attracting each other.
You'll never be housewives with kids. You're a failure as men and women.
The only people who will tell you that you 'pass' are internet freaks who want to fuck you. Nobody in the real world is fooled by your voice, your masculine jaw line, flat ass, man hips, etc. Try and give me examples that I'm wrong. They're all men that look like bad Barbie dolls. Again, you don't know what it is to be a woman and you're just pretending. Badly.
Realistically speaking, you really should just kill yourselves.
>>27647276
Please kill yourself you vapid attention whore.
>>27647472
wow you're fucking horrible.
>>27646014
Do have any way to talk one on one? I'd be glad to listen to your feels.
>>27647534
I'm realistic. Trans people are modern day circus freaks. They're a modern disease.
They're enabled by a society that preaches 'acceptance' of everything, where as in reality, they're just resource drains with nothing useful to contribute.
I hope the recent economic modelling comes true: the world economy will capsize under the $24 trillion cost of climate change. People won't have as much time for your degenerate shit then.
>>27647550
>I'd be glad to listen to your feels.
Degenerate spotted. You'd be glad to listen to their feels as you ask to see their penis.
Don't pretend this is out of concern.
>>27647276
i actually did, really easy night workwise. and seeing someone else deal with this shit put me on a better track
>>27646014
Hey trap nigger I'm down to chat bro what your contact is homey?
>>27647472
/thread
Oregano commenterino
>>27647534
He's not the mentally challenged deviant who floods this board to advertise his cross dressing fetish, though.
>>27647575
this
desu I fap to shemales, their only value as human beings is as sex toys, they really contribute to anything that can advance humanity in a measurable way and like the freaks they are the porn thing is actually and degrading and I enjoy see their useless meat being profanated by another disgusting idiots. i need help tho.
at least women can give birth and really have different brains that can came along with new ideas. ashemale is just a man pretending tobe an idealization sexual thing to pleasure another man.
>>27647685
btw I fap to them because humilliation is extremly pleasant, like the another anon said, they are circus freak their performance sex is a kind of monstrosity bizzarre act, almost like a stupid ritual videogame or a comedic ridiculization act, btw I have never meet or fucked a shemale, probably cant even get an erection if I see the damn thing irl, the same way i fap to zoophilia but will never fuck and animal irl is just gross.. i need mental aid tho, pills or something
>>27647590
>Degenerate spotted. You'd be glad to listen to their feels as you ask to see their penis.
I can see penis or porn wherever I want. I like listening to the problems of others as it lets me forget my own.
>>27647575
the biggest reason i stay alive is to spite people like you, fuck your world. fuck you. im going to enjoy watching your botched attempt at civilization drown in shit.
>>27647928
of course you do, that will be the only thing that makes you happy, the destruccion of good things, since you are a mentally ill
>>27647928
You seems to have suffered a lot.
You like to be humiliated because it confirm the way you feel about yourself.
Is there anything you want to talk about?
>>27648022
what's good?
i anticipate your response will the same bloated unsustainable amerifat lifestyle that put us on the death track in the first place. how do you blame problems caused by industrialization and consumerism on trans people?
>>27648327
capitalism will take care of everything.
as long as its allowed to states its case.
leftist are trying to destroy the free enterprise system, which trans people are part of the left wing looser.
>>27648387
>capitalism will take care of it
>muh free market will take care of everything
>everything meaning me and people like me in the dominant class
>the invisible hand is gonna give me a reacharound
u funny
>>27648521
money doesnt care that youre an unpassable trap.
anyone that have the will to succeed can make it.
the real free market could also work for you anon.
it would let you starve to death, or force you to give back to society by sucking dick for a living
I don't get it. If some one wants to change their body it shouldn't matter why. Just live and let live. Their lives aren't effecting yours. Just let it be.
>>27648626
it costed the states 15 000$ for his meme operation. money would had been better spent searching for the Sasquatch or giving boob job to hot chicks.
the way i see it, op should suck off more than 750 dicks to give back to societies
>>27646014
Do you have a dog? This could really help you
>>27648626
Except they're lowering the standards of society, making people think it's literally acceptable to mutilate themselves for a mental illness.
Teenage girls cutting is wrong, so why the fuck would you condone some guy cutting his dick off? 99.999% of these people would never do this if mommy and daddy had let them express themselves more as a kid instead of forcing rigid gender roles on them.
IT IS A MENTAL ILLNESS. A MODERN DAY FETISH. CROSS DRESSING TAKEN TO THE EXTREME.
>>27647928
You haven't managed to spite me. You're still literally the bottom rung of the bottom tier. Nobody seriously gives a shit about you.
Whine about it all drowning in shit all you like, but there is never going to be some uprising where you freaks are suddenly accepted or revered. You're resource hogs... nothing more. Nothing less. When civilization crumbles, nobody's going to bother trying to keep you alive. We'll take real women. For breeding. No need for a living breathing fleshlight.
None of you even have any talent. They can't even find a tranny to play a tranny, lol. Ask Amazon. Or as I recall, they tried to, but you were all too butthurt about the idea of having to play a man as well as a woman. Kek. Kys.
>>27648327
> how do you blame problems caused by industrialization and consumerism on trans people?
Totally the opposite, those both factor contributed to generate a full generation of deviant males idolizing the sexual objects that modern society put on a pedestal: women. Trans people even adopt this stupid shallow life of consumption and waste that womens do on many areas of eonomy.
>bloated unsustainable amerifat lifestyle
Having surgically operations, buying makeup, taking a bunch of hormones and pills, buying stupid costumes and clothes to look like womans, doing exercise endlessly on stupid machines to look """""sexy"""" and passable is just as vanal as the very american lifestyle you mock, just for the sake of being another genre that supossely is a social construct and defacto wron... if only THE TRANS lifestyle is the worse economically and drainning modus vivendi than both women and mens combined, oh the irony...
>>27648813
>>27648856
are u okay, anon?
tfw no trap gf
OP, lots of people like you and want you to be happy.
Just ignore the trolls.
>>27649063
I'm cool, idk about the other guy though.
>>27649365
>implying 95% of the population don't think you're all sick fucks
>>27649448
Whats wrong with loving somebody?
Everyone can be loved.
I will hangout with anybody that I like, date those who I'm interested in.
>>27649499
>tfw no trap gf
You're fetishizing mentally ill people. If you were interested in loving everybody, you'd be concerned with targeting the much larger population of mentally stable females.
>>27649536
>mentally stable females.
Top kek
>>27646014
If you want attention just post your spread ass and we'll rub our love out to you. When finished our love will be spent until it recharges and you may get some more attention.
>>27649536
trap like to be humiliated and submissive.
Which I find really hot.
Tfw no sugar daddy
Rich anon, help
>>27646014
I'm also disgustingly lonely today, add ms on Kik, enpizzle, like seriously anyone
>>27650215
What you want to talk about, friend?
>>27647472
>it's all true
i wish the internet never tricked me into being a tranny
>>27650319
You went for the operation?
>>27650331
just hormones
>>27646014
It's sad that so many people fell for the transgender meme. Just because you don't feel happy as a man doesn't mean you'd be happier as a woman. Especially when you can't be an actual woman. The human body and reality doesn't work that way.
I feel really sorry for trannies. They got tricked into this shit.
Good luck trannies and I hope the trend dies out soon, before more people get dragged into it.
How old are most of you trans anons?
I always had some urges to be a girl since I was little, I never liked being a boy but I kept soldiering on. I'm 27 now which is too old to even try but as the years pass I only feel worse about myself, I know people will can me a degenerate but trust me, if I could just be a normal dude I would be happy as hell actually.
It's like when you're a little kid and have dreams of doing something but then you discover the harsh reality of life and you will always be the sad loser that will never accomplish anything in life.
Also I hate that lgbt board, even the trans people there are terrible. They basically get into catfights and try to shit over each other, it's a worse version of cgl. Less burando with more vendetta and the same amount of tripfags.
Did anyone experience love after transitioning?
>born alone
>die alone
Idk life is so hard
>>27650429
i did, for a few years. it was nice until he dumped me for a real woman and started a family. now i'm old and used up and expect to be alone for the rest of my life, as well.
>>27646014
Bad idea kiddo coming to this shithole. The population of this board are miserable fucker who blame all their problems on women or the next person in their line of sight. They speak of degeneracy as if they weren't attached to the word. They get off on making people feel like shit, because deep down they are worthless and contribute nothing to the real world but malice and chaos. I wouldn't even bother listening to these Fuck faces, all they are going to do is tear you down to feel better about themselves. If you sincerely want to talk to someone, you can text or kik or whatever form of communication you want, I'll talk to you.
>>27650364
>Just because you don't feel happy as a man doesn't mean you'd be happier as a woman. Especially when you can't be an actual woman. The human body and reality doesn't work that way.
Exactly.
>>27650537
That's sad, that's also my biggest fear.
How are you holding up?
>>27650611
poorly. i pretty much detransitioned after moving back in with family.
>>27650761
Ouch, life must be really hard for you.
I still have some hope to find love one day.
I've been running on faith those last 5 years.
I'm so sad.
>>27646014
I want to kill myself. I've been up for 24 hours and have been up all night every night since Friday.
Shit sucks. Life is so lonely. Mental illness sucks. Depression, bipolar, SAD is nothing anybody chooses. Nobody would ever want to live life miserable. It's like getting addicted to meth without even taking a hit, your brain just feels like shit all the time.
But yeah, almost felt like walking down the street to that lonely freeway bridge a few hours ago.
>>27650872
I really don't know what to do.
What's keeping you alive?
Do you have some hope or you don't want to hurt your family?
>>27648813
Do you wear hats like this or live near a lot of people who do? Are you voting for Trump? Do you realize your hate ISN"T going to fuck with us at all?
You:
"HUrrrrr---duurr....trans people scare me, so everybody shouldn't be trans at all!""
>>27646014
Seek professional help for your illness
>>27650949
>>27650949
>>27650949
Getting fucked up might keep me alive. I just want to bomb a huge hill on my skateboard and fall down and fuck myself up pretty bad.
My family would be hurt if I killed self, but I wouldn't feel them being hurt so it would be okay.
>>27646014
Why do you want to kill self, OP?
>>27651062
You mean using drugs?
>Trans thread
>Hasn't devolved into porn
I'm so proud of you guys!!
>>27648661
20 bucks/BJ??
Get real dude
>>27651548
Oh good, Pizza's here to shit up another thread and proselytise his sick ideology.
>>27651990
Sick ideology? :c How do you figure
>>27652079
Self mutilation, self sterilization, etc.
>>27652107
Oh, ya that's true. Though I've never advocated for SRS so don't crucify me for the self mutilation one my dear sweet anon.
>>27650983
>tfw go to a therapist hoping he'll make you accept your vagoogoo, start being attracted to people and stop wanting to look like a dude
>tfw apparently it's impossible
>tfw instead they make you accept yourself as not normie and go on hormones
>tfw looking like a dude and functioning as one actually helps you but you still have bad feels about being degenerate
>tfw you kinda wish you went back to not being attracted to people because now that you're attracted to grills you know the pain of friendzone
Mixed feels. I'm ftm btw.
>>27647534
he s right though.
You know he is right.
>>27651548
Shut up pizza. I already hate myself enough and you're way cuter than me.
>>27646014
the problem is you losers think that changing your gender will magically cause all your problems to go away since your views are that the other side has it easier, it doesn't.
Every side has it own problems, learn to fucking put in blood, sweat and effort.
>>27652193
everything revolves around gender for you losers. The world has other things than just physical attraction.
Why do trans-gender people feel like that did humanity a favour and don't expect any struggle in life?
You want normal? THIS IS NORMAL! Normal people struggle in life, You will struggle too! learn to focus on other things besides gender and work hard. I see meet lazy entitled transgenders.
>>27648626
thats exactly the problem, they dont let us live, they molest us nonstop with their disgusting shit.
>>27652317
no, most the world doesn't give a shit about you. This is your problem. You want to be treated special for being trans. You are just like us, normal.
Now learn to make a living, just because you have to struggle in life doesn't mean normal people don't have to.
Harden the fuck up and do something. Also stop talking of only gender 24/7, you depress yourself with it.
>>27652279
>born in rather poor family ("they cut off our electricity" tier but not "nothing to eat" tier)
>work since you were 16, have a decent corporat job currently
>at the same time graduating from the best uni in the country
>supporting parents financially instead of the other way around
>have a bunch of hobbies
>have a good social life, dozens of acquintances and a few good friends to hang out with several times a week
Are you 100% sure I'm more lazy and entitled than you, bro?
I have a decent life, now that I function as a guy. It just pains me when I think about how it's much more difficult for me to find a partner than it would be if I was normal.
>trans here btw lol
Why does no one adress that trannys do the same thing as females on this board. Also i have no remorse or pity for you you disgusting degenerate faggot. Youve done this to yourself.
>>27646014
Go ahead, no one cares.
>>27652382
Big talk, Post one good hobby and proof.
If you are thinking video games, dont even bother to reply.
Actual fucking hobby with proof.
Example: woodworking? show me your latest project and tools.
>>27652375
i was talking about transpeople.
because im sick of tranny threads and dick pictures.
>>27652198
Nah, that's just a macabre fantasy from the perspective of an average dude. Obviously if you're not trans then imagining yourself transitioning would scare you and seem horrible. It's p simple. One could easily rewrite the post from a different perspective to make being an average guy seem awful.
>>27652216
I'm really pretty average anon, you should strive to be cuter than me. And it's okay to hate yourself if you let it motivate you to change yourself. Don't sit and do nothing about it.
>>27652396
Trannies are the bane of women everywhere. You will not meet a tranny (besides the illustrious bailey jay) who isn't a bigger SJW than every legit female you've encountered combined. And they always complain about things that real women don't care about. It's delicious. Support your local loud tranny.
>>27652446
Drawing, playing instruments, travelling, sometimes other kinds of hand works (like recently we're making an armour out of EVA foam with friends). It's just hobbies though, it's not that I'm particularly good at it. There, a doodle I did recently. Sometimes I make money off drawing, but it's very rare to make the same amount as from my regular job in a month
Now what, a picture of my student's ID? Not that I'd bother to post it, but it's actually kind of flattering you think I'm lying.
>>27652586
Post the original, without the filter you added.
>>27652606
Eh, alright. You made me plug in my phone since I'm at work. Good I had it there anyways.
>>27652606
Another one I had on my phone before I leave. My shift just ended, gotta close the office and go rant to my friend about tfw no gf over a bottle of vodka.
>>27652650
>>27652685
Pretty sweet work, just stop ranting about the gf thing k? Don't whine for 1 month and your chances will increase by tons
>>27652484
>I'm really pretty average anon
Yeah, super "average". I bet you also started when you were 14.
>Don't sit and do nothing about it.
Too late for me. Every time I ask something on /lgbt/ they always answer with post 20 it's impossible and I shouldn't even try anymore.
Robots are nicer here than the MtF in that board and you know we don't have a hugbox here.
>>27652484
if you rewrite the post with a tranny perspective you will disown every logic involved. only some absolute biased trannys will think it makes sense.
and pls you fucking freak take a brick and bash your head in, im sick of you disgusting attention whore.
>>27652706
Thanks, I guess I should listen to that advice. I mean, I'm happy just having a bunch of close friends, but recently it's been hitting me because of what one friend said about people like me not being prospective because we can't have biological kids, and my dream is to have family (probably doing in vitro on my gf if I manage to get one, maybe getting my gay bro who isn't planning to have kids to be the bio father).
Have a good day anon
>>27646014
>trans
I think you should consider it.
>>27652748
Oh anon. I can't garner any ill will towards you because somehow in your own backwards misguided way you actually care about me and think that I'm hurting myself being taking hrt and living as a woman. I wish I could hug you.
>>27652733
I started at 19. And you really shouldn't compare yourself seriously to somebody's most flattering pics. This is why people who use Facebook are depressed. From their perspective everybody looks better than them. It's bs.
And yeah I don't really go on /lgbt/ either it's a bit lame. Btw you should know it's not impossible to start post 20s. It depends more on your skeletal structure desu.
PLEASE DO KILL YOURSELVES
You're all mentally ill beyond repair and you shouldn't legally be able to adopt. You're cancer to the human race. Just do it already, do it please. Kids are already being forced to learn there's more than 2 genders in elementary school, that's so fucked and it's all your guys' fault. GUYS NOT GIRLS. Just do the deed and kill yourselves already. Have a huge suicide meet-up I don't care, just die.
>>27652919
its true i care about you, like i care about a shit turd when i flush it.
i simply want to get rid of it.
>>27652919
>you actually care about me and think that I'm hurting myself being taking hrt
Some people might think that, other just think the idea of a grown man acting like a dainty woman is fucking disgusting. Fucking abominations.
>>27653018
You only say that because you wish you could flush yourself down the toilet. It'll be okay anon.
>>27653169
See you do care in some way because it pains you to see people transition, you think it's harmful. Come receive your hug.
>>27646170
How utterly american
>>27646014
kill yourself faggot, its the only way you will feel better.
>>27653276
I'm not worried about YOU, I'm worried about what the fuck you'll do. It's terrifying to empower mentally ill people. I'm so fucking scared to have children because there's people like you in the world. I'm scared you'll rape my son or daughter while acting like a mother figure which would cause their guard to go down. You guys should be stuck in gas chambers. Shove your hugs up your probably diseased ass.
>>27646014
>i'm thinking about killing myself again
GOOD!
muh 'when society collapses'
muh biological truthisms
muh chromosomes
muh mental illness
muh unnatural
muh fucktoy sex objects
muh evo-psych
muh feelings
muh abominations
everyone is a piece of shit, the world is dying and people argue about pointless shit while doing nothing. live and contribute to society, build, research, improve, make connections, love, create even if you can't procreate, leave behind a legacy that people you have connected with you will carry on, whether people prosper, or if not, then make something irradiated savages in the garbage camps of the future will remember in legend.
jesus, trannys and robots are in the same boat, everyone is all in the same boat. even the rich cunts who jet around doing whatever they like thinking they're above it are stuck on this shitty rock. we're all going to die. grow up
>>27653509
>we're all going to die
So then why care about living? That makes no sense. I want to live happily and safely, these things don't make me feel safe. I don't give a flying fuck about your hippie bull shit everybody love everybody guys logic. These things are trying to get rights such as a gender neutral washroom.
I live near Toronto, Toronto is extremely sjw and pro-trans. Shit like THIS happens when they get rights: https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/u-of-t-college-forced-to-cut-gender-neutral-bathrooms-after-peeping-inciden
They'll act like lesbian girls when they are straight men essentially, and get away with peeping. This is only the beginning, I'm waiting for the news for them to become child predators now.
I live and contribute to society and do my best to do the rest of what you have mentioned. But I also have to consider how to fix the bad as well as make things better. The world would be so much better off if these things didn't exist.
>>27653368
Wow what the heck. Of all trannies I'm definitely not the one you should be worried about. I just want to live my life in peace bruh. I have no idea how you created this tranny rapist boogey(wo)man for yourself, but that's pretty nuts tbqh. Like just statistically, that's an extremely unlikely scenario to have happen to your hypothetical children. Get your priorities straight gosh golly..
>>27653641
Maybe kids was a bit too far. But you guys are so much more prone to being sexual predators in general: https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/sexual-predator-jailed-after-claiming-to-be-transgender-in-order-to-assault
Is it possible to find a bf as mtf? I'm so lonely and sad always.
Im lonely as fuck. Any qt trannies from Europe want to talk on Kik?
>>27653736
kill yourself you fucking monster
>>27653736
Do you want to talk on kik?
>tfw cis male
Feels good, man. I never want to know this feel.
That said, I'll throw a bone to a passable transsex. It's the face that makes the woman, mtf or natty.
>>27653698
>You guys are so much more prone to being sexual predators
You know that isn't true. Men (as in, the cis variety) are way way more likely to be sexual predators. And please, don't cherry pick these sporadic incidences of some clearly insane person pretending to be trans to exploit laws. I mean look at this guy.. no way is this person actually trans. Actual trans people are petrified at the thought of being even remotely tied to somebody this creepy and depraved.
OP do you really think that /pol9k/ is the best place to talk about this?
>>27647472
>trans people has an incurable mental illness, so let me make them feel much worse about.
You are a fucking asshole. I hope you suffer at least on 10th of what trans people suffer.
>>27653736
I met the prettiest/coolest person on here.
Im straight and she a trans, but if I wasnt a robot I would definitely have dated her.
I went full beta orbiter mode and blew it.
So, like everybody else, if youre cool person, you will have a chance.
Keep improving yourself and someday sugar daddy Chad will be yours.
>trans
>again
When it's genuine and not just a cry for attentionstream it so we can watch
>>27653638
>So then why care about living?
personal fulfillment, honestly we should allow euthanasia to exist so that anyone tired of life can check in, because it's unfair on the individual to have to splatter their brains up a wall, or just lay down and wait for it if living is so bad
as for the trans stuff, there are a lot of people who aren't really trans who transition as a sexual fetish. transsexualism is caused by neurological defects that happen in the womb. there's nothing innately wrong with it morally. but there are plenty of sexual deviants and fetishists out there that take advantage of pro-trans legislation, just as there are a lot of political crazies out there who force trans issues as a way of forcing their own. a lot of the trans rights movement has been co-opted by upper middle class women who spend too much time online, eat too much, wear thick rimmed glasses, and think that anytime something makes them feel bad, something other than themselves is to blame. they say they're 'queer' or 'nonbinary' to force themselves into a movement nothing to do with them to achieve their own political aims of smashing the patriarchy as if patriarchy was a saturday morning cartoon villain cabal of deliberately evil men. these same activists will buddy up with feminists that call trans women men who in turn buddy up with conservative christian groups to block trans based treatments from insurance programs. trannys are a tool that various groups use, either as examples of degeneracy, moral degeneration, sexual deviancy, or freedom and 'anyone can be what they want to be'. don't be fooled. being trans is a medical condition, the treatment is medical transition. some dude in a dress jerking off in a neutral bathroom (established to pacify the nonbinary politcal SJWs in the first place) just proves the dichotomy.
