So son...what did you spend that birthday money I sent you on?
>>27610814
A kobra sight for my AKM
Small penis humiliation and ssbbw porn from clips4sale :(
Lottery tickets, booze and weed. What the fuck else am I supposed to do with extra cash...
Marijuana and hookers dad
Prostate stimulators and cuckold porn with 3 black people and 1 white woman. Also I used the rest to pay for a trap hooker in which I sucked her dick and began to cry.
Nothing. It will probably end up going into my auto-renewal subscription.
>>27611317
aloha akbar
I put it into high risk investment and turned the 100 dollars into 130. Wanna go grab a beer?
>>27611821
wanna go grab a shower?
Every time I get money for Christmas or a birthday, I just think "Great, that's my rent paid for the next couple weeks"
Getting socks and shit as a present is legitimately nice now.
Then I go spot some high school kids surfing in a youtube video, enjoying their summer breaks, remembering that one summer I spent when I left 6th form where every day was spent biking with friends or doing something great, embracing the amazing weather and knowing that I'll never have that again. Seeing a young boy and girl share an ice cream realising that I missed out on young love
I don't know how much longer I can hold out like this
Honestly I think I'll kill myself the night before my next birthday if I still feel this same shitty way, I feel like a fucking deflated balloon
Debt. Barely made a chip in it
>>27610814
A mechanical keyboard
>>27611821
How could you have risked wasting the money I gave you like that?
>>27611988
Honestly I know replying to posts like yours are almost entirely futile and are only met with faggotry but I'll do it anyways.
It's true you'll never have the same kind of joy you had as a child again. That is over in life. But there are new joys that you can experience now thst you wouldn't have been able to as a child. That's what life is. There's stages to it. Be happy you have memories from your past stage and look towards new paths to happiness.
>>27610814
just staying alive actually, because it's one of the very few income sources i have
School stuff
Porn stuff
>>27610814
I went to a japanese restaurant with the gf. Ramen was pretty good.
>>27612182
Don't worry, I wasn't memeing. One of the most depressing aspects of this site is that the majority of the time, it's just someone posting a false opinion or situation to get replies, similar to people that post bullshit Facebook stories for likes.
I know you're right, it all just stems to the fact that everyone seems to have moved on in life except me, still stuck on a shit minimum wage job watching friends advance through the careers they landed.
Honestly don't see suicide as a terrible thing anymore. I'll apply to the military this year and, failing that, I think I'll gas myself
Why the fuck I'm even typing this I have no idea, sorry man. I'm usually pretty cheerful through the day, but as soon as it gets late I get depressed as all fuck and it just pours out
alcohol and micro transactions for vidya
>>27612714
just saying that you are not the only one that feels like this and i hope everything is gonna work out for you mate
>>27610814No words are needed here.
