How to stop feeling suicidal?
I'll post Asian cuties, and you'll tell me how to stop shitting mentally on myself.
I do have a job, so I can spend money to feel happy.
Wish I knew.
Have an Asian cutie.
I'm just going to continue posting cuties at the rate of how quickly the 'unoriginal comment' BS can be fooled.
Also, more than ever, I'm considering either cocaine or meth.
Both woould be incredibly poor life decisions, but at this point, why not?
>>27595662
Right back at you bud.
Hope there's someone with sense here.
Also, is tor a reliable place to get cyanide?
>>27595779
It's probably easier to make cyanide yourself than to buy it.
>>27595797
I live in an apt with another human.
There's no way I can covertly "cook up some cyanide", nor do I feel like trudging through 9 billion "lul i troll u hurr durr' posts about making sparkles or bubble crystals to find the actual recipe for cyanide.
Nor am I confident that I'd succeed.
>>27595647
Get help, go see a therapist
>>27595647
Make a serious attempt at suicide and then fail.
That's what I did, twice.
Second time was two days ago and I feel like shit. I don't have the heart to leave my family in that way and I'm fucking up my body more and more with every try.
First time, I electrocuted myself with a toaster oven in a bathtub. Failed miserably. Suffered minor burns and sore muscles.
Most recent, I just downed a bunch of sleeping pills and liquor. Threw up for 5 hours and haven't been asleep since Thursday.
If you don't have a quick and surefire method, don't bother.
>>27595647
You need to go through a perspective changing experience. I recently went through one (won't go into detail) and I've been feeling better ever since. Been fapping less, realized the pursuit of women and sex is a waste of all good things a man possesses (time, money, energy, etc.), my outlook has turned for the better and I'm feeling good about myself for the first time in a long time.
You won't know where to seek out this experience until you find it, or rather, it finds you. It could be a conversation, a drug, or something you see. It will fill you with hope.
Not sure if this helped you.
>>27595647
You got any friends to hang out with?
do cardio, eat veggies, might not be the cure but it will help a little
>>27595839
Just start growing some castor oil beans, then Breaking Bad it. I refuse to look up how to make ricin, but castor beans are so full of the stuff you could easily kill yourself several ways using those. Burning them and inhaling the smoke, making a tea from them, drying them out and grinding them up to a powder/flour.
For suicide of course.
>>27595779
if you're planning to swallow cyanide you're gonna have a really bad time :^)Hang yourself instead
>>27595647
my step-mother says it's just your brain testing you to see how strong you are.
whenever I had those thoughts i would act on them though. cut my arms up pretty bad and got kicked out of my home
>>27595647
>tell me how to stop shitting mentally on myself
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. Whether you learn and apply it yourself or with a therapist is up to you, but outside of medication it's the best proven treatment for both depression and anxiety. Look into it and give it serious consideration.
>>27596341
Pretty much this. It's lame but no one can tell you the answer because it's specific to you.
>>27596442
>Cognitive Behavioral Therapy
How do I get into this?
>>27596438
Not good, what happened then?
Remember everyone, if you must kill yourself use nitrogen.
If you cannot have a good life, at least allow yourself a good death.
