Things never get better.
Nope. It just gets that much worse. You'll probably beg for death before it's over.
>>27594927
Not for disgusting cigarette smokers, at least.
>>27595017
Eh, I don't smoke. Just needed an edgy gif.
>>27595054
Oh, then you actually have a chance.
>>27595100
Probably not. I'm an edgy, stupid, mentally ill loser.
>>27595175
> I'm an edgy, stupid, mentally ill loser
Do you think you are the only one? Cause you are not
>>27596251
Nah that's why I am here
>>27594927
They won't. But you will.
>>27594927
Does it matter? Why do you care how "good" "things" are?
>>27596607
Because my subjective experience is at the root of everything.. well, everything me.
>>27596646
That's not things though, that's you. You can change your subjective experience.
>>27594927
Life's a risk carnal
>>27596675
Not really. It is largely out of your control, without serious long-term effort. You really think someone here is capable of that? I'm really not.
>>27596696
Retards and bronies make tulpas all the time, and drugs are always an option.
>>27594927
Giving up is so easy because it doesn't require anything of you today.
Put in a little more effort today then you did yesterday.
Or stay beta.
>>27596743
I am on an antidepressant. It makes me not want to kill myself and dulls my negative emotions but that's about it. If you're referring to the other kind of drugs, I'd be down to try something like LSD if I had the money or means.
>>27596765
Couldn't care less about social hierarchy. I've always been an outcast and for good reason. It's not because I'm special, I'm just broken.
>>27596771
Antidepressants are jewish suicide pills, I meant real drugs.
>>27596797
Money, means. If I could get real drugs for $5 a month I would. At least some of the relatively safe, interesting ones.
>>27596786
Being broken should have made you want more.
To be empty and lacking drive is pretty shit.
I've always felt empty not even all this extra money makes me happy just comfortable.
stop running in circles
>>27596251
Do you think there can only be one?
someone please kill me
i can't escape
>things never get better
>just waiting for the moment to kill myself
Haven't done it yet because it's a "launch the nukes" option and I don't to end up in fucking hell because a supposed all knowing and all benevolent creator won't give any leeway for putting me into this shit and then doing jack all to help me. I mean I don't expect much when there's billions of others alive, but come on.
time for a change
>>27598595
Yes. It's like Highlander.
>>27598846
Neither can I. Hold on. Good feels are coming.
I wish there was more I could do, because I know that feel precisely.
