>be me
>in highschool
>quiet loner who gave short answers
>always saw other people chatting and laughing
>somethings they would say something to me or about me and I would respond weakly
>always thought they talked to me because they had some obligation to be nice to me
>thought I hated it and preferred if they left me alone
>as the time went by they basically stopped
>I was practically a ghost in the class
>only one teacher tried to keep me relevant but everyone just nodded and that was it
>started missing social interaction
>never thought they truly wanted to befriend me
>thought of myself as boring and useless
>most of them didnt know me before
>wondering if they were just testing me to see what kind of person I was
Did anyone ever have my experiences in highschool and life in general? I have a few more thoughts and I will share them if anyone wants
I see. Im feeling it again online
>i will share them if anyone wants
you still here op? post em
>>27588493
Bless your soul. I will try
>>27588176
I wish I had a story to tell op, I just kinda went there, did the dos, and went home to shrivel up and die
>>27588176
yeah normies did the same thing to me in high school
in fact it was about 95% women
they approached me with this friendly tone that made me think either they were attracted to me or they thought I was retarded
probably the latter
as a side note if you ever want to scare someone away just make sure you reply to al they questions with yes/no or straight answers
"when's your birthday?"
"january 25th"
*silence*
>>27588617
>tfw i helped a fellow robot out
one of the few feels i enjoy
my whole life has been pretty much exactly what you described. i had maybe 1-2 "friends" in high school and though i tried to convince myself that they genuinely liked me, it never worked and i always stayed up at 3-4am thinking about how they're pretending to be nice to me while plotting and talking shit behind my back
>be me in highschool
>freshman year
>quiet loser I still am
>go through the classes everyday talking less than 10 words each
>I am fine being alone but the only thing I cant do is let everyone know I have no friends
>met a "friend" from middle school
>he was into faze and quickscoping shit
>my only hobby was playing video games and i hanged around with him
>he was basically a brad and could make friends and fuck bitches
>had nowhere to sit at lunch and didnt want to sit alone and look loner
>clung on to him and sat with him and two other guys
>didnt really talk to them just played games on my ipad while listening to them talk
> somethings I came in and my "friend" added me in.
>enjoyed that life
>next year he moved away and left me alone
> i still see those two other guys and act if we were complete strangers
>wonder if they remember me as I do
>>27588745
I do that anyway. I have no clue what to do in those situations
>>27588838
ask "and yours?"
or "and you?"
or "yours?"
ask back
force the other motherfucker to speak
>>27588838
yep I did it for so long I forgot how to do anything else
I decided to be lonely and I got my wish
fuck my life
I guess ill pump them out and for anyone to see
>be me in highschool again
>forget what grade this was
>joined a sport to change my life and get in shape
>it was a middle year and all I did before was play video games so I badically started from nothing
>the guys inside were all chads and brads
>first thing a senior asked me if I had gotten laid
>panicked and lied about it
>he kept asking for details and i fudged it
>then i just said nah i was kidding
>silence ensues
>that guy was kind of an asshole to me but for that reason I liked him for it
>he was real with me, no fake bullshit
>did less than minimum in the class
>coach always said I was doing good but it was all that kiddy bullshit
>never actually did anything in the sport
>those guys any time they would see me in the hallway would call me
> I would do me quiet and bare acknowledge and that was it
>next year the ones who didnt graduate became strangers again
>anytime i saw them in I would look at them and get ready for a call
>they would just look ahead and pass me by
>never got the call again
>me again
>forgot the year, its all blurry
>only talked to this one dude from last year
>told me to join this class with him for next year
>next year comes and I am in it with him
>in a few weeks he transfers to another school
>meet a fellow loserfag
>befriend him thinking this is the kind of person that will be my friend
>goes well I guess
>take our lunch to the library eat and play shitty computer games with another edgy kid who was really dumb
>kid cussed everytime he talked
>play computer games everyday I think he was a poorfag
>loserfag actually befriends another dude from our class
>I pretty much fade away and become a ghost again
Cont from last part
>after i lose my friend I meet another dude in the class
>plays a ipad game I also do
> we play it together and become "friends"
>this guy isnt a loser, he has friends,good grades and looks
>sit with him and his friends at lunch
>table is pretty full
>somehow get in
>I dont know how to keep a conversation at all but i think i managed
>lunch felt like it was only a minute
>felt happy for ahwhile
>didnt go sit with him all the time. I wanted him to think I had my own friends and would go to the library
>one day i am in the cafeteria I pass by the lunch table seeing if he is there
>he is there but with another loserfag like me
>see he is just smiling and saying anything nice to the loser like me
>get a sudden realization
>he is just too nice of a guy
>I am practically a charity case that he works
>never sit with him again
>see him in the hallway would say a brief hi and act like friends
>never asked why i didnt sit with him anymore, guess he didnt really care
>even the hi in the hallway faded
