>people being nice to me makes me uncomfortable
>good things happening to me makes me uneasy
>relatively good periods of my life are spent waiting for catastrophe to strike
What is this abstract hell?
Anybody else know this feel?
>>27577977
>people being nice to me
>good things happening to me
>relatively good periods of my life
No, I don't know any of those feels
>>27577987
I know, I know, they rarely happen to me too, that's why when they do it feels surreal and I freak out and can't enjoy it
>self-defeating personality disorder
>Be nice to people
>Bad things happen to me
>Having to deal with assholes in my life and going through hell
I think i'm on the wrong side of my life here
>>27577987
People weren't so kind to you anon? Or is that life in general for you?
>>27578128
I'm kind of a shit person so it's natural
>>27578149
That's unfortunate man, hope things brighten up for you
>Inb4 normie