I have become so apathetic to life that I now am no longer depressed by the pointlessness of it all but rather feel as if because it is pointless I don't have to meet up to any sort of special purpose, this brings me a new found peace. Anyone else get this feeling? Its like an emptiness yet not emotional emptiness, in fact I can hardly explain the feeling, but I feel like I can live life now from this standpoint
>>27575653
I know exactly what you mean
I still slip into depression pretty often, but sometimes I have a lot of fun when I realize I'm not bound by what other people expect or think of me
I feel somewhat similar. I used to worry about my life and living up to my families expectations but now I just sort of flow down the river that is my life
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>>27576081
Yeah I focus my life around my inner expectations now, I only care about obtaining my own goals for myself and not others
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>>27576201
Well done, anons. You've finally found the correct path to happiness. You don't work to impress people, so much as let them decide whether or not they're impressed.
It can still go much farther. This is somewhat surface level.
I read this entirely in Benders voice.
>>27575653
Same, ironically I also have more "confidence" now that I've stopped letting normies stress me out.
I want to be productive, just not productive for a society that is obviously not as morally righteous as it claims to be.
I never felt I had to meet any sort of special purpose, probably from not being raised religious, so I knew life was meaningless when I was about 3 and my dad told me when you die they just bury your corpse in the groundlike everyone else lmao, never had a moment where I had to admit I didn't have a special connection to god or was going to go to heaven or whatever
>>27575653
you're 80 years late for Sisyphus
