So my mother is crying and in bad mood because of me again. I want to kill myself so this won't happen anymore but that will just make things worse.
>>27555077
What happened anon-kun?
>>27555077
You won't be around to see it, so what the fuck do you care? Just kill yourself already you selfish cunt.
>>27555077
how did you make her cry?
>>27555090
She asked if I am still on my meds and I didn't answer. Then she asked if I am in a bad mood and I said I am always in a bad mood and that I can't talk to her about my problems because she would just get sad.
You have to explain how you made her cry. Why would you just make a stupid statement like that without explaining what happened and what you want?
>>27555116
Take your meds, asshole, she pays for them.
>>27555116
Try to live without meds or explain to her why you don't want to take them.
As far as I'm concerned you should try to get by without them.
>>27555116
Why the fuck are you allowing yourself to get guilt tripped by her like this?
You're not responsible for someone else's happiness, anon, certainly not someone who fucking brought you into the world for selfish reasons.
>>27555147
I don't live in USA. She is not paying for them.
>>27555116
if you stop taking your meds randomly, you'll go ape shit. you need to ween yourself off of them first, but sounds like you actually need them so fuck you.
>>27555163
I don't want to take them because they don't help me and I don't want to deal with the side effects.
>>27555164
I feel guilty for existing and causing her all the pain that I did by existing.
>>27555169
Meds don't help me. I just want to die, but I can't because she said she will kill herself if I kill myself and I don't want her to be sad.
>>27555168
No, she still pays for them outside of USA. Medications are not covered under any country. The rest is covered in other countries yes, not medications.
>>27555241
you and your mother are both fucking insane. uggh
>>27555241
Stop being a fucking ass. She is a good mom she made a suicide pact which means you need to grow up and take your meds.
>>27555241
>>27555241
Dawgs you're being like guilt tripped extra fucking hard by her.
The only way to break the cycle is to change yourself and learn to recognize emotional manipulation
>>27555266
Psychiatric meds are covered 100% by mandatory health insurance (you have it if you have a job, are student till age 26, or pay 20 euro per month).
I don't know what you are talking about really.
>>27555282
Suicide pact is no good.
>>27555298
I know, I am trying to get a job so I can move away.
>actually caring about being a disappointment
lol you're a cuck
i said plainly to my dad that the only way i'm leaving the house is if the cops come, taser me and drag me out. i know he won't do it.
>>27555241
>I don't want to take them because they don't help me and I don't want to deal with the side effects.
Meds don't start working after like 1-3 years
>>27555318
Have you tried talking to your psychiatrist about changing your meds it seems more like that your mental illness is improperly managed then you're a terrible disappointment to everyone in your life you know?
>>27555345
You are talking out of your ass, familia.
>>27555352
I stopped taking my meds and now he is not going to believe anything I say. He will say my state was improved when I was taking meds because that's what it says on the release sheet. I can't go back to him.
Stop pushing your shit to your mother, or anyone else really, and start pretending to be happy and well adjusted human bean. At least then you dont have to feel bad about being burden to everyone.
>>27555385
How do I pretend to be happy when nothing gives me joy? I literally only sleep, eat and shitpost on 4chan. I do some weightlifting but it's horribly boring. I am trying to get a job maybe that will fix it otherwise it's just game over for me.
you're a fucking spoiled brat.
>>27555410
>you're a fucking spoiled brat
No, I am not.
>>27555420
stop acting like a whiney fucking baby and man the fuck up
>>27555404
>How do I pretend to be happy when nothing gives me joy?
If something was giving you joy you wouldnt have to pretend.
>>27555434
Your advice is the same tier as "b urself".
>>27555446
he shouldn't be himself if he's just a whiney bitch that feels sorry for himself all the time. he should take his god damn meds and try to better himself instead of wallowing in misery. i
>>27555460
>advocating the pharmaceutical jew
>>27555323
I'm taking your fucking Pepe, bitch
Man i got you, i mean, i used to feel the same as you, my mom already knew i wanted to kill myself, she used to cry, try to talk with me, but anything wolud male me feel better, i used to just study, play on pc, sleep and eat. Then I got a job, and by this, started to know more people, then got into college, found real people and suddently my meds kicked in and i felt great. Like I said, I got you, now I sing for a band, work and have money to do things I like, girls like me now, my life just got twisted and i dont feel like comitting suicide again.
>>27555090
HIS NAME IS FUCKING ALTON VAUGHN YOU KEK.
HAVE SOME RESPECT.
>>27555460
>lol just man UP u pussy
Wow real fucking helpful there, Ronda
>>27555460
>hurr durr jus bee urslef
I literally dont understand how the mind of a normie works
>>27555761
oh fuck anon, someone with almost identical name went to school with me
Just kill yourself OP. Your mom will get over it (probably rather quickly). And you won't feel bad ever again.
>>27555826
normies are the way they are because instead of acting like whiney special snowflakes, they get on with life and enjoy it, regardless of the hand they were dealt.
>>27555881
but they were dealt the good hand, that's why they're normies
Don't worry op. Everything is going to be daijobu one day.
Quit feeling sorry for yourself. Its obvious your mom cares so just be honest with her. and least you have someone willing to listen. be grateful, asshole.
i'm so sick of having to care about living
>>27555881
Could you at least bother to spell "whiny" correctly? Jesus fuck I hate norms
Why is this thread full of fucking namefags?
>>27555990
go away nonanon
>>27555881
I bet you were dealt an easy hand, but since you are a normie you think it wasn't that easy.
>>27555954
And tell her what? That I just want to kill myself so the torture will finally end? That her help causes me more pain since getting help is bad and I will have no friends if I get any help.
>>27556082
I got dealt a pretty shitty hand which I'd rather not go into detail about. I've wanted to kill myself before, had serious mental issues, but last year I went back to the psychiatrist and actually made an effort to be happy. Shit doesn't happen over night.
>>27556082
ok nevermind this is b8. you are just an attention faggot
>>27556209
What would be a bait? I don't get it.
>>27556109
I tried talking to psychiatrist multiple times and nothing worked.
>>27556109
oh so you're a mentally ill cunt with too much self-esteem and confidence
>"Anon, I love you, and you can talk with me about anything. You know that."
>tell her about my problems
>she starts crying
>>27556238
wah wah. I have help but dont want it. wahhhh. feel sorry for me anons.
>>27556238
well then, you need to find a new psychiatrist.. one that will prescribe you adderall. It will keep you focused on other things like chores and school work. you'll be too busy to get depressed.
>>27556240
Yes I'm mentally ill, but I actually wanted to change and be happy.
>>27555881
Well I am terrible at pretending to like stuff I hate and to hate stuff I like to fit in with normies, I cannot tolerate to be an hypocrite.
Also I was delat a very shitty bunch of cards, small dick, effeminate body, true manlet, etc.
