Suicide
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Who else here /absolutelyhopeless/ and /literallysuicidal/?
How are you gonna do it?
Why haven't you yet?
Can we have a commiseration thread about the futility of life
Why are you suicidal, friend?
>>27542632
Luckily I live in a state where it's relatively easy to buy a gun.
I figure if I'm going to do it, that's the quickest, easiest, and least painful way to go.
I haven't gotten to that point yet; I still have a little hope that things might get better, but it's nice to have the option.
>>27542632
I'm too much of a pussy, and, somewhere in the deepest dark hole of my mind there seems to be a miniscule amount of hope.
What a life.
>>27542649
I'm disabled with kidney failure. Even if I could trick someone into loving me I'd be nothing but a burden. I've lived like this for 5 years and the prospect of living such a dependent, lonely life is very suicide-worthy.
There's no reason to view life as meaningless. None of you are black, I can confirm that. You all have a chance at a relatively average if not good life. If you're at your lowest point now, guess what? All you can do is move upward, if only a little. Not a crabsinabarrel but climbing up the ladder. Good luck guys.
t.black guy gonna off himself because of /pol/ truth
>>27542687
>>27542710
What hope do you have? What could improve to make you love life?
>>27542778
>you can still settle for an average life
suicide it is
>>27542778
the rise of black male / white female porn will make more women want to taste a chocolate stick.
>>27542842
I don't have any specific hope, rather a general hope that one day I might feel better and not want to kill myself.
I think I'll wait until my cat dies. She's 15 so it's only a few more years. I can't stand the idea of her being neglected in her late life. She's my best friend.
I think what I'll miss most about life is my favorite tv shows.
I can't decide how I'll do it, and I don't know what I want my last memory to be. Ideas?
>>27542973
Build an atomic bomb and detonate yourself with it in a densely populated city.
>>27543147
I don't hate other people
>>27542842
I'm only nineteen
>you have to be twenty-one in my state to buy a handgun
If I get to the point where I'm a twenty-five year old NEET, then I'll seriously consider it.
>>27542632
When I think about that I'd prefer to be dead it sometimes gives me this weird happiness rush.
I then stop giving a fuck and do shit.
Doesn't last long though.
It's like becoming Smug Pepe.
Also, I don't want my parents to find my body. What do?
>>27543215
But I do. And once you're dead you won't care about all those people anymore... So you'd just be doing me a favor.
>How are you gonna do it?
probably ligature strangulation
shit sounds so metal
>Why haven't you yet?
i have given myself a year to try and turn things around and my mom
i have a blog about my adventure in being /sad/
>>27542885
Too bad porn represents the degenerates of society. All I ever wanted was to marry a beautiful homely girl and have three daughters, but that won't happen. Failing college (nigger can't into IQ), speech impediments, whatever money I have I blow it on food but I can't gain any weight because I never eat the shit I buy. I'll probably die to over salinization but we'll see.
>>27543277
>my mom and i have a blog about my adventure in being /sad/
explain?
I don't want to hurt my parents.
>>27543252
I know that feeling oddly enough. It's like once I've given up all hope a little ray of light peeps through for a moment, keeping me alive for a short while longer.
Feels great while it lasts, it's like I can see a way out of my situation before I realize it's too hard and give up hope once again.
>>27543278
Every girl is a little degenerate. They are the same species as us after all, more or less. Sorry about the speech impediment though. That fucked my confidence into the grave too.
>>27543431
It's just so comforting to know that nothing matters and then you die anyway.
Why limit ourselves?
>>27543478
>Why limit ourselves?
Reality.
>>27543325
my mom is keeping me from offing myself and I have a blog
they are separate things
>>27542632
Only reason I haven't ended my life is because I don't want my family to through with that pain. Ironically its that selfishness that's making me live therefore causing me further pain yay.
>>27543605
Wanting to spare your family the pain isn't selfish. What does your future look like?
I thought all day today about shooting myself.
Not gonna happen though. I actually assume that things will improve.
What a fucking idiot.
>>27543757
I'm going to college and I'm majoring in environmental policy and analysis. I just just wish I knew how to make new friends. I have only one here and I thought making them would be easier at a university. Guess not.
It's really difficult to find a decent way to kill myself. If any anons here can give me pointers on obtaining barbiturates in the UK I'll be thankful. Right now the plan is Valium with alcohol but I've read that it's unreliable.
As for why I want to do it, it's because I realise as a person I simply cannot change and improve. I've failed the first year of my university course for (what's going to be) 2 years in a row now; not just because I found it hard but because I didn't even try. I have very few good friends, because as much as isolation hurts me it's far better than interacting with people.
The worst part is that I realise my life isn't even that shit. I had a chat recently with an acquaintance/friend where we talked about life issues (which was super fucking draining, by the way). Her life had been certifiably worse than mine, and though she also felt suicidal she does an incredible job of dealing with it. I just feel that in my position literally anyone else would be doing great things, but because of who I am I just let everything go to waste. And I can't change it, so I might as well remove myself from this world.
I haven't done it now because I live with my mother, and it would be too apparent if I just went out one day and killed myself. She's going abroad this summer for a holiday though, so hopefully I'll be dead by this August. I said the same thing last year though, haha. Sometimes I also think about leaving my twin brother behind, which is super fucking painful, but he's doing pretty well for himself nowadays, so I think he might be able to handle it.
Sorry for blogging. Again, any tips on getting a hold of barbiturates will be much appreciated.
>>27542632
I'm going to wander around the desert until I die of dehydration.
It's easier to let nature kill you than it is do die by your own hands
>>27544578
I also plan to at least try not to put too much emotional strain on my family.
Ideally I'll try to have an "accident", or die of an easily preventable disease like obesity or something.
