>Be NEET for years
>Dropped out from public school due to social anxiety, especially around women
>Used to be obese but started working out
>Started job and work with girls from high school
>Got job where my one IRL friend works
>First day today without him being there
>mfw today was a total Anxiety shitshow of them calling me shy, Girls from highschool talking to me
>mfw the 31 year old manager asked my age while I was grabbing something from the walk in freezer and when I told her 18, she said I was too young to be seen in there with her and walked out
>mfw a girl from highschool told me I can't even make conversation and kept talking to me throughout the day
>mfw the manager who worked there today was one of those quirky older women
>mfw the whole day she was constantly correcting my fuck ups and making my anxiety flare up by constantly calling me shy and saying I should loosen up
>mfw a girl from highschool introduced me to a qt I didn't know who was new and probably said she wanted to meet me and I completely fucked up the introduction by kind of spazzing out and going for a handshake but fucking it up because I was wearing gloves and just kind of awkwardly moved my arm around
WHY CAN NORMIES SMELL MY FUCKING ANXIETY LIKE A FUCKING SHARK TO BLOOD, THEY SWARM ME AND CALL ME SHY.
Are you really 18? If so you're going to okay man, this is part of growing up. After a few months at your job you will gradually level up your social skills and look back and laugh at all this. To get good socially you have to go through shit like this, I did at 23. I wish I did at 18 I would be better off now.
>>27541912
Yeah, Turned 18 this year actually. Graduated three years early after dropping out and going to a "work at your own pace" community school.
Good to hear that someone has moved past this shit. Do you have diagnosed social anxiety or any mental disorders? I have depression and anxiety, Usually just cover it up by being overtly nice and courteous but think that just gives me away since sometimes I quite literally feel like a Robot masking my emotions
>>27541994
I also dropped out and graduated at a go at your own pace continuation school, I graduated a little late though and it made me even worse socially. You're going to have a few more embarrassing moments but after that your social skills will skyrocket. That's what happened to me.
why the fuck do extroverted people always fucking have to bring up how shy someone else is all the time? I guess it's in their nature to just say shit with no filters on their thoughts, but fuck it gets annoying and never helps anyone not be shy or awkward and can just make it worse by shining a fucking spotlight on it.
Today:
>"you're so antisocial anon!"
JUST
>no one talks to me
I can't say I understand you anon, I've always been forgettable
>>27542184
I feel for you
Attention is great. It's just kind of like a really attractive girl squeezing you a bit too tight, At least how I imagine it would be like.
It's just weird man, Especially with girls, Losing weight and becoming a decent looking human being while still being the scared fatfuck on the inside is horrible
>>27542108
Rather that than them silently hating you
>>27542322
them silently hating is fine, much better than some annoying fucking low IQ monkey who can't keep their fucking mouth shut for a second without chatting or gossiping about the most mundane pointless fucking shit to anyone who will listen starts telling me I should "talk more". extreme extroverts are just the fucking worst. i'd rather be around someone who doesnt say a fucking word and just gives me cold death stares all day than these types of cunts
>>27542594
No, you fucking piece of shit, you're wrong
>>27542146
EVERY FUCKING DAY ALL THE DAY ALL THE TIME
>>27542146
Those where the exact fucking words I had a Stacy tell me recently.
I almost fucking ree'd.
>>27543473
Should of asked if she wanted to fuck. You know that's why they say you're shy,right? They want the cock
>>27543725
This is true. Met my fourth gf this way
She asked why I was shy at work then later that night, I was pounding them sweet walls
>>27542108
They need to constantly reaffirm their selfish nature
>>27544448
Jesus, why the fuck are normies so selfish?
>18
>have worked at 2 different mcdonalds since october
suffering
>women literally cannot stop talking to you
>complains
>>27544873
>Mcdonalds
Jesus christ dude, Get a good wagecuck job at least
>>27545532
no one else would even call me for an interview.
>>27545195
Implying being an "attractive" robot isn't worse than being an unattractive one.
People expect me to be Chad Thundercock but what they get is Beta Ray Bill
just whip your dick out at them at the first chance you get
and shout
>LELOUCH VIS BRITANNIA COMMANDS YOU: DIE
>>27545657
I didn't watch Code Geass so I feel I won't be able to deliver it with gusto
>>27545682
well i mean all other things being equal at least don't kill yourself until you've watched it it's not bad desu
>>27545722
tHERE'S ONLY one correct way to watch Geass and that was with /a/ while it aired
>>27545657
>tfw getting fired tommorow
fuck it, I'm going to calll in a fake bomb threat then scream this tomorrow when I leaveI work at a school
Currently trying to work my way into getting NEETbucks. Either that or suicide. Not about to do this for the rest of my life.
>>27545964
NEETBUCKS is hell get a job
>>27544773
Because it's their basic nature
>>27545791
Totally disagreed. given that in my experience Code Geass is still entertaining even without /a/ on rewatch. Plus a lot of people watched it outside of 4chan too.
>>27542184
iktf.
Kinda like it doe
FUCK YOUR MANAGER, ANON
>>27542026
>>27541994
This is how to get social skills. You brute force the password until you realize something clicks.
>>27547730
This is a good way to get fired and banned
>>27547823
>banned
Wat
If every single word of every single thing you wrote is true then you are attractive and each girl is flirting with you hoping that you respond like a normal person.
>"are you okay?"
>"why are you so shy?"
>"no need to look so sad all the time"
>"are you mad?"
>"why do you look so angry all the time?"
every fuckin time
can we just try to have a conversation without you having to point out the flaws about me
>coworker trying to matchmake me with some single mother
SHE HAS AN ACTUAL CHILD, IT'S SAFE TO ASSUME SHE DOESN'T WANT A SOCIALLY RETARDED MID 20s KV MANCHILD IN HER LIFE TOO.
>>27548576
they actually just want money.
>>27548366
Don't want to toot my own horn. I'll just say I've been a fatfuck outcast my whole life.now I've been working out and lost the weight along with me being 6'1.
I know they're trying to flirt but I have 0 social skills. I just can't hold a normie conversation seing as how my interests are weird things like manga, fitness, music and posting on a self loathing mongolian fly fishing website
Honestly, I feel like my life is a big joke or some type of fatal flaw experiment. I just can't deal with social situations but I crave them. My biggest hope is that a qt will understand how I feel, How trapped I am and love me for it
>>27548586
Emphasis on manchild, I work part time and live with my mom and he know this. She isn't getting shit from me.
>>27548607
Pump and dump m8
>>27541844
>Be NEET for years
>Dropped out from public school due to social anxiety, especially around women
>18
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>>27548704
What are you trying to say? I dropped out early sophomore year and finished my schooling in three months at a community school. I was NEET for years
>>27548687
>socially retarded kv manchild
>pump and dump
Yeah thanks senpai I'll be sure to b myself.
>>27548736
It's really that simple. Be yourself. She'll see through your facade and reject you. Be truthful and fill that pussy up! Good luck!
>>27548508
Plz, iktf allll too well robot anon
>>27541844
Same shit is happening to me dude wtf
