What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
And finally rate your life / 10
My snake motivates me to keep living. If I die now, nobody else could take care of her. I still live with my family, but they're afraid of her and wouldn't take care of her. My snake is my only friend.
Overall, my life isn't that shit, I'd rate it a 4/10. I'm just a whiny mother fucker.
>>27538922
Also I forgot to mention that I don't think I'm succeeding in life. I stay inside all day and only go outside to go see my therapist.
>>27538958
What do you suffer of ?
Also what species is your snake ?
>>27539028
I have a regular ball python. Got her because I've always wanted a snake, so she's very precious to me. I go to therapy because anxiety and depression bullshit. It doesn't really help tho.
weed
vidya
music
no
4/10
>>27538854
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
There are no such things, honestly the only thing that prevents me from killing myself is family. As soon as mom and pop bites the dust, i'll end my life.
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
Silly stuff, like new manga chapters and new experiencemaybe today is the day when i'll meet somebody
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
I'm a failure. Finished HS with honors and now i cant finish bachelor thesis two years in a row
>And finally rate your life / 10
3/10 - i'm a poorfag in 3rd world country.
>>27539056
Those are pretty huge arent they ?
Its cool that youre still there for your snake Anon
my will
God
faith in myself
forgiving myself
knowing other people have it worse than me
forgiving others
10/10
>>27539168
Yeah they get pretty big. My snake is still really young and fits in my hand but I can't wait till she gets big. I feel like a parent.
>>27538854
Books
Biochemistry
Biophysics
An insatiable desire to know, almost made me kill myself when I was a kid cause I really wanted to know what happens when you die. Realized I wouldn't find out about other cool stuff if I killed myself and I'd die anyways so might as well do the other stuff before finding out and being unable to find anything else out.
Also baking
8/10 although I might die of stress and am poor as shit
The things that keep me alive are dying.
>>27539282
can you tell us more ?
>>27539282
That's because you're letting them die mate
My sister
That the chick I met in Turkey could be a NAWALT that still loves me
I still have a chance at getting an educayshun
Drugs
And alcohol. Alcohol is my friend.
Not yet. But.. We'll see how it goes. But I'm in pain
Before emigrating 2/10
After emigrating 4/10 (so far)
New animes every season desu senpai
Fear of death only.
God i'm a horrible person.
>nothing really
>see above
>no
>5
My parents are the reason I live. I consider myself pretty good at what I do and I like them a lot.
I feel mildly successful at life.
But for some reason I still feel dead inside, and the thought that I get older by the day is the reason. I fear more to grow old than death itself to be honest.
I'd rate the current 25 years I've lived 9/10.
>>27538854
My life has gotten a lot better since I turned 18.
What motivates me to stay alive is that I think there are a lot of experiences and places in the world that i want to have and see, respectively. I've traveled to 30 countries over the course of the past three years, have lived overseas, and have friends scattered everywhere from Iceland to Iraq to India. I have a decent job, great friends, and a cute, high-earning girlfriend.
However, I don't think I've succeeded in life. If anything, I'd say that I'm living a fairly average, albeit more spontaneous and exciting existence that most people in the Western world. I've done some cool shit, but a lot of people have done cooler. I make decent money, but a lot of people make a lot more.
DESU, I don't even know what I want to do any more. I could be happy just giving society a finger and living in a cabin in Alaska for a few months or years, doing some commercial fishing on a boat, tromping around the world, and working in third-world countries for dirt pay. I don't know if I want a Normie existence with a wife and kids and an office job or a slightly more exciting one.
Whatever. We all gonna die and nobody is gonna care anyway.
>>27538854
>trying not to be absolute shit at art
> art visibly improves quarterly
>no, it's been a downhill for a while, not seeing the rise on this ride
>8/10, no struggles or poverty, cause hard working parents but it's a complete waste on me just sitting on my ass and drawing all day.
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
My friends and gf. Not them, but the thought of how they'd react if they learned I killed myself
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
Fantasizing about a happier future
Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
No
And finally rate your life / 10
3/10
>>27538854
i escape by playing video games and watching shows
>>27538854
Don't see the difference between the first two questions
>TV, games, anime, occasionally books, hobbies (drawing, programming, music), one friend, good food, hentai, alcohol
>Sure, I've had a pretty good time of it so far
>9/10, lucky to be born into relatively wealthy, supportive family with no major physical or mental disorders
Feels pretty good man
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
Girls and drugs
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
To succeed with girls.
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
No. I'm a virgin.
>And finally rate your life / 10
5.
>>27539968
omg such linear thinking man.
>i did this, but someone did something cooler, and someone did something cooler than them, and so on and so forth until you reach the end of Coolness Road and everyone plunges into a grave
you'll be caught in that vicious cycle of trying to do something cooler than the next guy with that type of linear thought.
Hm
>heart, lungs, blood, mitochondria, medula oblongata etc etc
>my sons. They need a father, so I'll be that.
>no
>depends on perspective. In my country 2/10. In the west 4/10. In the world 11/10.
Hopes, dreams, fantasies, all fueled mainly by fear and misery.
3/10
>>27540229
>>27539968
That's not really the point. I don't care too much what other people are or aren't doing - I'm sure there are plenty of folks who sit at home all day and are much more happy than I could ever imagine doing. My point was only that I don't think I've "succeeded," in a grand way, because I haven't done or accomplished anything particularly noteworthy.
>>27538854
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
Anime, videogames, internet stuff in general and that's about it.
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
This is a tough one. Nothing really. I TRY to set little goals/things to look forward to and hope I can make it and then I think of another one. Like right now I'm just thinking about making it until Dark Souls 3 is released and that's somewhat keeping me going.
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
No. I'm a 32yo neet that lives at home with disabled parents that keep getting worse physically and mentally over time which is also stressing me out badly.
>
And finally rate your life / 10
I don't know. Feels like 0/10 to me but I know I still have it pretty good despite how I feel and I have access to a lot of things since my family isn't exactly poor. 5/10 maybe.
>>27538854
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
My backlogs (anime, literature, video games, movies, comics etc)
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
See above
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
In a sense, yes, but I will consider myself succeeded when I graduate and get a job, then start living alone and work on my backlogs in my free time, that has been my goal for a long while.
>And finally rate your life / 10
8/10 I guess, 2 points off because I had some depressing moments, mostly because of my existential crisis which is still there
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
Music, Hope, Hatred
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
read above
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
My life haven't started yet
>And finally rate your life / 10
6/10 because i'm not born in a shithole like brazil
>>27540166
Just about the same as me anon except for the hentai and family that understands mental illness. Either i git gud enough and someone wants to hire me or i get kicked out and waste away and starve/freeze to death. I dont care what happens anymore at this point though
>>27538854
killing yourself is a big decision. thats about it.
2/10 because im not starving or something
>>27538854
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
Web dev/programming in general, the desire to git gud at it. My dogs. My brother whose a total chad. My one good friend.
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
Webdev and maybe one day a qt gf. I wasnt autistic before muh depression and still am not, its just that ive gained 40 pounds and dont go outside kek
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
Fuck no. Im 21 living with my parents and a NEET
>And finally rate your life / 10
Before depression 8/10, i was once a chad in a fraternity and gf and everything as a freshman in college. One day i changed. Gained 40 pounds and grew a neckbeard. I thought i would get out of it. I never did. Dont really see the point of human interaction anymore. Normie life doesnt appeal anymore and i see it as a big fake theatre play
Now, 3/10. My parents have money so i wont starve and i have an internet connection so im cool with that.
>>27538854
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
Family. My dog.
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
Kind of same question.
Dunno, maybe it'll improve, maybe some opportunity will roll around. I've been making some little improvements like exercise and stuff but it doesn't seem to improve that much over all.
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
Not really. I'm not 20 yet so it's too early to say but I've definitely dropped the ball up till now. I wish I'd joined a sports team and socialised more.
>And finally rate your life / 10
maybe 5/10.
What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
I generally try not to reflect on my life. I've recently stopped drinking which has reduced my anxiety levels a lot so i guess thats a plus.
What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
Graduating from college and hopefully getting a job I'm comfortable with in my chosen field. Maybe one day getting a girlfriend who is faithful.
Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
I have pretty low expectations so I would be tempted to say yes. That is as long as my life keeps going in the direction it currently is.
And finally rate your life / 10
7/10
>What are the things that keeps you alive Anon ?
Basically my oneitis, internet and my passion for poetry and philosophy
>What motivates you to keep going and to stay alive Anon ?
I want to receive the Nobel Prize for Literature and/or to get engaged with my oneitis
>Do you think you have succeeded at life Anon ?
I don't know it, I just know that both my aims are very difficult to reach.
>And finally rate your life / 10
8/10 because I live in a good city, my family is quite rich, I get along with everyone and I'm cultured, refined, smart and talented, but I'm a narcissistic KV with poor social skills and a face like Adam Driver.
