Why shouldn't I kill myself?
>Not good at anything
>Make things worse for everyone
>Drove what few real friends I once had away and haven't made more since
>Upset even online friends
>Annoying
>Selfish
>Awkward
>Cringeworthy
>Have zero passions
>Have zero hobbies
>Only things I still enjoy are anime and masturbating and because of class I have very little time for either
It's not going to get better and as long as I live I'm making it worse for everyone else. It seems like a good option although I'm scared to do it.
Up to you honestly, but you could always become a cockholster and please men with your mouth and asshole.
>>27536650
I'm crossdressing and people masturbate to me, that brought me some temporary validation. But what I want more than that is to be loved by someone, maybe, but that definitely won't happen IRL. I don't even mean romantically.
But after a short period of time I'm back to feeling just as shitty as I was before.
Sorry for rambling.
>>27536566
Theres nothing on the other side anon. Just wait for biological immortality to be developed.
>>27536566
I want to see shit go down, whether it's Trump or Hillary, shit will go down, I want to see it.
>>27536566
ill be your friendo senpai
do you have a kik, steam, or skype?
you cant be that bad
>>27536898
I don't want any more online friends unless they'll treat me like the piece of shit I am and often. I appreciate it, however.
how can I stop being a slut, how can I rid off my sluteness and find someone with similar interests, it's so hard.
>>27536907
why would you want to be treated like shit anon? Clearly you're in a bad place and what you really want is to be loved and appreciated for who you are. Im offering you this chance. Not in a boyfriend kind of way but as a close friend, I want to make your life better even if it is just a little bit. Give me a chance please.
>>27536816
>There's nothing on the other side anon.
This. Try to stay as least miserable as possible till we ascend into virtual reality glory.
>>27536953
>why would you want to be treated like shit anon?
Because I deserve it. I'm sorry but I'm going to have to turn you down, it won't make things any better. I have a very small number of online friends I am close to and I still feel this way. Sorry.
>>27536713
>But what I want more than that is to be loved by someone
Why would anyone love an attention slut who lets everyone see their intimate parts?
>>27537042
Even before I started doing that I was unlovable and that hasn't changed.
>>27536953
>>27536713
>>27536566
>>27537022
You dont. You said it yourself you wanted to be loved in a nonromantic way. I want to show you that type of friendship is possible. You can remove me if you feel like it's going nowhere, ok?
im leaving this here for you OP[email protected]
message me if you're willing to give me a chance. I can promise you I would be really devoted to making you feel loved and appreciated in a nonromantic way. Hell that's what id like too. I'm sure you're a good guy anon, let's be friends.
>>27537069
At that point there is still hope, no matter how little. Now it's over, you dumb faggot.
>>27537075
I want to be loved in a nonromantic way IRL.
I'm sorry, but this isn't going to help. I do appreciate it, though.
>>27537075
I meant I wanted nonromantic love IRL. Sorry, but it's not going to help. I do appreciate it.
How can I stop being a slut and find someone with similar interests and settle down, so fucking tired of my shitty life.
>>27537102
>>27537127
Just try this once will ya? I'm giving you the option of completely throwing me out if you don't like how things go within like an hour.
Where do you live by the way, who says we couldnt meet.
>>27537161
I'm not comfortable giving out my location.
I will message you but it's pointless.
>ITT Hal trying to be a special snowflake with his online depression for online attetion
>>27537479
No, not at all. I see how it seems that way, though.
>>27537491
Keep telling yourself that.
There are tons of people waiting for your death since you are such a shitty attetionwhore
>>27537520
I wish some of them would encourage me or mistreat me.
>>27537479
who's Hal?
>>27537531
A shitty attetionwhore who make all this "im depressed" threads for attetion.
>>27537565
is everyone on this board some named known faggot that does dumb shit constantly?
>>27537593
Standard circlejerk bullshit m8
>>27537618
surely some people must be not cancer here?
>>27536566
Just because you want attention from this kind of stuff, I hope you get killed somehow
>>27537479
>literally giving him attention and even more of it just by mentioning his name
>>27537674
/r9k/ is /soc/. /b/ and /circlejerking/ at the same time!
>>27537531
A dumb piece of shit who makes 90% of all the "I want people to beat me to death and torture me" and "I'm worthless and I want to die" type of threads with animu grills as OP pics.
I say dumb because anyone who tried reaching out to him on steam knows that he deletes people for no reason and is surprisingly rude sometimes. He also deletes his posts randomly.
He's probably just very mentally ill. Doesn't sound like depression though, more like extreme narcissism and a bit schizo/bipolar maybe.
>>27537823
>A dumb piece of shit who makes 90% of all the "I want people to beat me to death and torture me" and "I'm worthless and I want to die" type of threads with animu grills as OP pics.
I would stop if I had someone to put me in my place. I need someone to mistreat me so badly.
>I say dumb because anyone who tried reaching out to him on steam knows that he deletes people for no reason
There are reasons for it.
>Doesn't sound like depression though, more like extreme narcissism and a bit schizo/bipolar maybe.
I've been diagnosed and I'm certainly not narcissistic or bipolar.
Do you want a friend? Let's give it a shot[email protected]
>>27536566
another reason to kill yourself
>Only things I still enjoy are anime
>>27537935
Read the thread, people tried exactly this in this very thread.
>>27537977
didnt you say you would message them fuckface?
Isn't anime a hobbie? I think watching anime is a hobbie for many pple
>>27537977
I am trying to make a friend, if you do not want one then why did you made a thread like this?
>>27538171
see>>27537479
>>27537520
>>27537565oc bloxoc
>>27538171
To vent, anon. I did not say I wanted a friend.
>>27537823
>this post
>I deleted him yesterday cause he refused to talk to me
>sad that not even a submissive trap would like me
Well now I don't feel as bad as I did last night, but I'm still lonely as fuck
>>27538308
It's not that I dislike you, I just wasn't in the mood to talk at the time and it's not my strong suit anyway.
>>27538308
And I'm sorry, by the way. I'm willing to try again but I doubt you're willing to.
>>27536566
This is the cycle of hell we build for ourselves, we don't kill ourselves and we just live on as the same shitty person. Why? Why do we desire to live so much?
>>27537823
He is not depressed, he is using it just as his "gimmick"
>>27538378
>>27538232
Hey OP guy who emailed you here.
I assume you're about done with our conversation. If that is the case, I accept it you did say you weren't wanting to meet friends. Hopefully you can find someone to love you in real life, I really do hope for that.
Good luck out there friendo, I don't think you should throw in the towel so soon.
>>27538378
>>27538400
no, you GENUINELY were not interested in talking to me at all
the ONE time I told you to think of something to talk about you asked me tone up the abuse
you didn't ask about any of my tastes, my interests, my looks, my age, my job
NOTHING
sure, I'd be willing to try again but I if you're going pull the "not in the mood to talk" again and just being on to please me then just dont bother
>>27538412
I've been diagnosed but I'm not going to argue this with you.
I'll stop making these threads now since they focus too much on my identity.
>>27538429
Thanks, and sorry.
>>27538308
is he a cute trap? sauce
>>27536566
>>27536713
I'll tell you this, you got some serious mental issues and if you ever got those resolved you would probably thank yourself for not offing yourself.
>>27538595
People have called me cute but I don't believe them
>>27538878
PICS IS WHAT WE NEED
I
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NIGGA PLS MY NEGRO
P I C T U R E S
UP IN THIS BITCH
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>>27538878
So no dice huh?
fuckin shit I didnt think I would get so hung up over this, I guess THIS is why /r9k/ hates online relationships
>>27536566
So real talk.
How do you think you drove away your friends exactly? How old are you. Do you truly have no hobbies? None?
>>27538916
I'm not foolish enough to post pictures on 4chan, especially when it's already tied to my identity.
>>27538949
We weren't in a relationship. Please don't become upset.
>>27538980
What a bitch just post one
It can be a simple pic
>>27538971
>How do you think you drove away your friends exactly?
Being weird and annoying and unusual.
>How old are you.
18
>Do you truly have no hobbies? None?
I wouldn't call anime a real hobby.
Please stop bumping this thread.
>>27539004That's very, very dumb. I don't want people to repost my pictures every time I post in a thread, get laughed at, and have it screencapped. I don't think I'm cute in the first place so there's really no point. If you want a trap so badly just go to /cuteboys/ or /gif/, there are plenty there who are much better looking than I am, I'm sure.
>>27539092
lmao nigga thats y nobody be wantin u cuz u actin like a busta ass fool hehe
>>27538980
You say you want someone to abuse you but you're the one treating others like shit
>>27539157
It wasn't my intention. I didn't mean to sound rude.
Start smoking weed dude: You will forget all of your problems. It makes masturbation feel 10x better, it makes food 10x tastier, it makes shitty music, tolerable and amazing music, transcendent.
>>27536566
no-one said you shouldn't kill yourself iirc
>>27537873
Fuck you attention whore. Why make threads like this then constantly?
>>27536566
add being a crossdressing faggot, thus an embarrassment to my family, to the list
>>27539362
To vent and perhaps to talk to other like minded people, but people focus too much on my identity and that's not changing. Apparently if I say something about disliking myself or not wanting to live and post an anime girl instead of a frog this happens, so I'm no longer going to make them.
>>27539362
he's crying for help you fucking autistic spaz
>>27539389
You seem to always post the same picture of shrimp girl. I think this is how people are catching onto you.
>>27539411
I only saved the image recently. My pool of reaction images is just small because I only like a few.
>>27539007
You're still pretty young, have you heard of quarter-life crisis? Everyones weird and annoying, there's ways to turn-the-wrist with that though.
Anime is totally a hobby, sounds like you grew up somewhere that people just don't respect it at all. I wasn't so into it but had lots of friends in RL who were, and that was back when it was way less cool.
Anyway, I get you want the posts to stop. If you wanna talk to someone who's not trying to steamfaggot hit this 4chan email of mine.[email protected]
>>27539409
no hes not
>I would stop if I had someone to put me in my place. I need someone to mistreat me so badly.
havent many tried? hes literally attention whoring
>I don't want any more online friends unless they'll treat me like the piece of shit I am and often.
2 dudes in this fuckin thread, lookin at a third here >>27539444
>>27539444
you sound way too mentally healthy to be here
>>27539485
Eh, I usually make advice threads and just answer peoples questions. I dunno. I don't feel like a normie, I guess I count as a wageslave or something.
>>27539463
if you dont think this is a desperate cry for help and it isnt blatantly obvious from this thread you are by far the biggest retard on 4chan
>>27539485
same brother
>>27539444
I'm not the depressedfag but you seem sort of chill so is it okay if I send you an email too?
>>27539554
Go for it man, its fine
>>27536713
This is why we need a trap/shemale friendly society. A place where we can be amongst and support our own. We should also have a hierarchy based on dick size and lewdness.
>>27539554
and just who the fuck do ya think you are you slimy lil cunt?
>>27536566
because you're white and we need more of us.
don't let the jew have his way with you my supreme friend.
