>you've been hiding behind sarcasm and irony for so long that you don't even know who you are anymore
>Anon, I'm already a sarcastic
>you've been apathetic to your own life for so long that you aren't even a person anymore, just a husk off who you once were.
>you've spent so long avoiding people that you don't even remember how to respond when someone actually tries to connect with you
is fucking terrible feel, I think I love myself but I sure as hell don't like myself
I've gone full circle 50 times, my circle isn't very big famalamadingdong
>you try so hard to avoid being cringy or embarrassing yourself that you've just made yourself an invisible loner
CANNOT FABRICATE
>>27533746
Holy shit I know this feel. I have no idea where the irony ends and where the sincerity begins anymore.I'm pretty sure it's the result of using irony and sarcasm as a defense mechanism to keep my distance from intimacy.
>>27535270
Iktfb. I recently realized that I don't even understand the meanings if my own emotional responses to the people around me. I literally can't even tell what my own feelings are about the people I think I might be frinds with anymore.
>all these things happened to me
>suddenly old friends pop out of no where and start talking to me again and I start reverting back
It's all about luck, not personal ability.
>>27533746
This is bullshit. Don't know who you are? Just decide on some positive qualities you like and try to embody them. Unless you're shackled by your pride to a decaying persona rooted in the past, you should have little trouble rewiring your brain to accept your new ideals with an open heart.
>can't walk automatically
>talk like a 4 year old but only when talking to others
>avoid my mirror image for weeks when i get a glimpse on accident i feel like it's another person
>You have been escaping reality for so long you have no idea how to live or survive in actual reality so you keep living in your head instead
>almost never contact others in order to keep them from thinking I'm clingy
>they think I don't like/care about them and they drift away
