>tfw hebephile
I am only attracted to girls age 14-18 anything else disgusts me. I live a fairly normal life but i will never be able to find a partner that i am really attracted to.
Is anyone else struggling with this? How do you deal with it?
Normal porn isn't doing it for me anymore i hate those big roasty whores i simply don't find them sexually arousing.
I don't know what to do i feel sick but i'm too afraid when i talk to somebody about it they will think i'm a sick pedophile.
I thought this was just a phase but i'm 23 now and i still don't find girls my age attractive. I'm getting scared that this will be how i'm gonna be for the rest of my life.
I want to be normal.
>>27514656
You're normal. Feminism and Jews forced out that social norm long ago, now women pop out kids at 30 giving birth to hopeless autists like you and I.
>>27514707
>tfw my mom had me in her 30s and i'm autistic
Maybe you're right but i still feel sick to my stomach. I usually watch porn with petite girls because nothing else gets me off anymore and i'm too afraid to browse jb.
Is there no treatment for us? I really want to find women age 20-30 attractive but i just don't ;_;
Holy shit I was just about to make a thread about this, I'm 25 and can't see myself taking anything over 19 seriously. 17-19 fresh out of high school preferably. I'm basically fucked and only getting older by the day which makes everything worse. We fucked our lives up man, we should have been feeling like this at 18-19.
>>27514656
Can't you go and see a therapist? I mean I don't think you are sick or something, I even know that feel a little but try to talk to a doctor qualified to answer you.
Hoping he won't call the fucking cops on you.
>>27514775
I'm here with you bro.
>>27514776
I don't have a therapist and i would be too afraid to talk about this desu.
I prefer ages 12-15.
I fell in love with a 13 year old girl, well it was her voice on MSN chat, back when I was 14. I've never been able to get that voice out if my head, the beauty and innocence of a 13 year old girl is the epitome of what makes life worth living.
Why not consider moving to Argentina anons? It's all good and legal there.
>>27514656
>but i'm 23
Dude, I had a 17 y/o gf at that age
>>27514908
How did you meet her?
originale
At least you're not a zeophile
>>27514932
we had some friends in common
autists are generally very innocent, having never had much real experiences, so women intimidate them. young qt girls seem friendly and less scary in comparison.
I don't suggest fixating on them too much though. especially if you're looking at content that can get you sent to prison and assraped by tyrone. it's perfectly okay to look at innocent pictures of a girl like erika and admire her cuteness but don't fall into the abyss.
>>27514892
Age of consent in a lot of the US is 16 or 17, problem is people (women especially) really look down at guys that don't date "within their range". Blame it on feminism I don't know, but I do know 100's of years ago it wasn't uncommon at all.
>be incredibly smart and only wanting a mature women
>only attracted to teenagers
life is suffering
>>27514975
>so women intimidate them
Girls that have had over 2 bodies intimidate me
>>27515083
wat?
o r i g i n a l d e s u
>>27515200
The main reason i'm attracted to younger girls is they're most likely more pure and innocent. They haven't been spit roasted at frat parties or fucked by a random guy they met at a bar. I'm not intimidated by women in the least.
OP here. I'm interested in hearing how normals see women. Are you not disgusted by their roastie flappy vaginas? Don't you think they are too big?
I feel like hebephilia is the normal view of the world desu.
Please teach me
>>27515279
hebe is too old famalam
>>27515320
I'm glad i'm not you desu
>>27515336
I wish I wasn't me too
>>27515247
>not intimidated by women in the least
how many girlfriends have you had? how many of them did you have sex with?
>>27515247
What's wrong with a girl that some sexual e.x.p.?
>>27514908
>>27514656
Not to one-up you and turn this into a contest, I'm just corroborating your point, a 16 year old girl used me as her fucktoy when I was 25.
Also, OP
>>27514656
>I am only attracted to girls age 14-18
>18
omg u r a monster how dare u im calling the police for being attracted to legal adults
>>27515539
*has some
>>27515347
exclusive or non exclusive?
I'm in the same boat as you but i like older women too so i really lucked out.
>>27515560
>16 year old girl used me as her fucktoy when I was 25
greentext faggot
>>27515279
I care more about a woman's looks in ehr face and overall body since it's what I'll be looking at most of the time. I stick my dick in her vag, I'm not going to be staring at it 10 hours a day.
However unkempt bushes, or just pubes in general, are a deal-breaker for me.
>>27515389
why does that matter?
>>27515539
Some exp is okay, but most don't just have "some" by 21+.
>>27515581
Not exclusive, but close enough to it that I might as well be
>>27515616
because it proves you're intimidated by women. you really think a guy with a healthy sex drive is going to not date or at least fuck if they're confident around women?
>he isn't broad-spectrum
I can appreciate truly beautiful little girls like Mara right up to sagging, curvy milfs who are only good for fucking like pigs.
Who /broad-spectrum/ here?
>>27514656
I used to have this problem until I found anime. Now I can jack it to cartoon school girls without any ethical ramifications.
Had a 17 yr old gf at 26, best ever.
>>27515677
patrician spotted
original2345
>>27514656
Perfectly normal. It's only within the last 50 years or so that it's become frowned upon thanks to feminists.
Why else would British hookers offer school uniform dress up if it was a minority thing?
>>27515687
What did your parents or friends say?
Did you ever take her home from school? Must have been awkward as fuck
>>27515696
Just remember. 3D is pig disgusting. Through brainwashing myself I have been able to avoid any salacious thoughts about real girls that could hurt me or them. This is a great plan, nothing could go wrong.
>>27515640
life is suffering breh.
>>27515583
>working slavewage job
>want to kill myself
>years since my last girlfriend
>almost everyone except for myself and the manager & shift supervisors are underage or barely-18
>new girl gets hired
>emo qt
>used to be emo/goth myself
>I show her how to do the job, I crack jokes and generally try to be not autistic
>talk about terrible emo music and whatever else
>she's always laughing at my jokes and touching my arm and drawing things on me
>weeks go by
>She mentions the fact that she smokes weed
>cool so do I
>occasionally get high in the parking lot after work
>more time goes by
>I end up working a different schedule
>really miss her 2bh
>see her on the bus one day
>she's on her way home from school, in private school uniform
>muh dick
>says something like "do you want to come over, I have the place to myself :3"
>figure she means getting high
>can't do that right now and pass
>later realize she meant my dick
>start hanging out with her outside of work now, just getting high with other people
>really think hard about if and how I should do this
>quit my job, which I was planning to do anyways, so I can be with her without it being weird at work
>finally accept her offer of "DOING STUFF" at her place after school
>cont for space
>>27515826
Pls anon tell us you railed her while she wore the uniform
>>27515826
Cute. Are you guys still together?
>>27515826
>get there
>she's still in her school uniform
>muh dick
>she tells me to chill on the couch for a second and that she's gonna get changed
>roll joint
>she comes back in a loose shirt and booty shorts
>MUH DICK
>we smoke and watch TV
>she's sitting so close to me, leg to leg and shoulder to shoulder.
>she wants me
>trying hard to contain all of the spaghetti in my pockets
>tell myself "okay just like kiss her for a bit since it's been forever it'll be like a practice gf and then after tell her that you like her but she should be with someone her own age and get the fuck out of here"
>kiss her
>she kisses me back and pulls me in by the back of my neck
>think "okay.... okay... okay.... maybe make out for a bit you know you're already here may as well make the best of it but don't fuck her and be a gentleman"
>start grabbing her tits over her shirt
>she moans in approval, grabs my thigh
>"okay, just make out hard for a bit, but that's it"
>hand under her shirt
>tease her nipples
>"OKAY THAT''S IT NOW DON'T TAKE IT FURTHER"
>she's moaning and wants more
>hand down her pants
>"NO, NO STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS IS THE PNR"
>she's now grabbing my dick through my pants
>".............shit"
>run to her bedroom and she then rides my dick into the sunset
>came buckets
>immediately felt awful afterwards
>"so uh.... this wasn't.. your first time"
>she laughs
>she had more sexual partners than I did, girls included.
>she routinely calls me over, day and night
>she's cucking some Nice Guy her own age who showed up at her door one morning to walk to school with her and she was rushing me to leave before he showed up
>went on for months
>I brought up the idea of actually dating
>we went on one date
>it was... eh....
>she immediately dropped me afterwards.
Anyways that's how I got hep C. was expecting more than just that 2bh
>>27516080
>hep C
B, hep B.
Learn the difference, kids.
>>27515653
Umm no, I'm not intimidated at all by women. I'm not looking for a quick fuck,in fact if I was just looking to get laid I would rather fuck a milf by a long shot. If I'm going to invest my time in someone I want to make sure she is up to standards. I really am sorry, I just cannot take girls in their 20s seriously. Besides the fact that they don't look as good as they did at 18, I have to deal with all their emotional baggage, bitterness etc.
>>27515826
>>27516080
Great story
>>27515616
What I meant, poor use of words sorry, what's wrong with a woman that has gone out to explore love, bf's, and etc?
I asked a friend something similar one time, he said like it's the best feeling when "you know you were her first one." So it was an ego thing.
>>27514656
Isn't the legal age in Japan 13? You can move there to fulfill your jailbait desires OP
>>27516158
>not looking for a quick fuck
>standards
>cannot take girls seriously
>emotional baggage
>bitterness
do you realize this is all things someone whose intimidated by women but doesn't want to admit would say to justify their not getting with women?
your mind is giving you excuses for continuing to avoid women.
>>27516080
>>27515826
Damn anon i did not see that shit coming made me kek
>>27515247
for me it's the opposite.
Teen girls are fuelled by raw hormones and will fuck anything with two legs, sometimes four, and will try to do almost anything and everything just to try it out. Ain't nothing innocent or muh pure love about them.
>>27515279
>>27514656
On the other hand when it comes to dating I prefer girls in their 20s over some college or high school girl.
I can't relate to some 16-19 year old whose entire world still revolves around going to class and what happens in school. Oh wow, Briffany broke up with Thaddeus in the cafeteria? Let me go watch paint dry because that's much more interesting.
SOMETIMES you'll find a girl who's mature and wise beyond her years, but even then she's probably still going through her "finding things to be outraged about and join a club for". You just want to grab her hand and be like "bae, you're wasting your time and energy with this. It doesn't actually matter".
And finally there's the fact that they (generally) just want to get fucked up drunk or high or go clubbing at least once a week and you just want to stay in and watch a movie with them. You've been there before, presumably, and grew out of it or it was never something you were into. You stay at home and she goes out with her friends and she accidentally falls into a pile of dicks at the club.
Again, I'm speaking in general terms. Some 20something year olds still act like that, and some <19 year olds also just want to stay in and be comfy with a movie or a book or whatever else.
>>27516221
it kind of is but not really.
13 is the minimum age, but it varies from district to municipality, and even then there was a federal aw that forbids and fornication between an adult and anyone younger than 18. Even the age of marriage for girls is 20.
The only way you'd get to fugg a 13-17 year old Japanese schoolgirls was if their parents legally approved of your relationship and gave their consent.
>>27514656
>tfw Europe
>tfw I can easily fuck girls as young as 14 as long as I'm not paying them or anything like that
Though luck, OP
You're mentally and emotionally stuck in childhood. Trauma must have stunted your growth.
If you heal your past traumas of regret, shame, anger, grudges, grief ect. By talking them out or writing about them in a journal or expressing them so they don't stay repressed, then you will mature. And when you are matured/healed you will be attracted to people on your age and new general maturity level.
>>27514656
>Is anyone else struggling with this?
I would not call it struggling
>How do you deal with it?
Fap when I am horny, then don't worry about relationship stuff (which is easy for me since I am a loner).
>Normal porn isn't doing it for me anymore i hate those big roasty whores i simply don't find them sexually arousing.
Try reading erotica.
Or if you need something visual, try loli.
Plus there are plenty of performers that you can easily imagine are much younger then they really are.
>I don't know what to do i feel sick but i'm too afraid when i talk to somebody about it they will think i'm a sick pedophile.
If you really feel like you need to talk to someone then ONLY do it anonymously online.
>I'm getting scared that this will be how i'm gonna be for the rest of my life.
Could be worse, at least you have legal options of sexual partners. Exclusive pedos are cursed.
>I want to be normal
Well you can be normal in every other way if that makes you feel better. Who you are attracted to is only a small part that makes up who you are. Don't let it define you.
Besides, in reality almost everyone is attracted to that age range on a physical level. If you look at it that way you are normal in that way.
I have the same problem, except the complete opposite. I'm underage and only attracted to 18+ males. I don't know why and it's scaring me too, because I know that any rational adult wouldn't want to date an underage chick. But I just strive for such mature psychology and mentality that they have, people my age rarely have that. Like, I haven't met a single person my age who would be as mannered as a 20 year old, perhaps I've just looked in the wrong places.
Currently I'm attracted to a 29 year old guy, he doesn't have a girlfriend or a job or stuff but he's 13 years older than me. I'm basically fucked because I keep trying to bump into him on purpose yet I'm too shy to start a conversation, plus he probably thinks I'm a weird stalker.
This kind of autism deeply sucks.
Pic related, is the guy.
>>27516585
will writing it out on 4chan help?
>>27516626
Oh look it's literally every metalhead ever.
Also you have to be 18+ to post here senpai, sorry.
>>27516626
Not as bad, just wait a couple of years, a lot of older guys are willing to date/fuck a 16 year old
>>27516626
inb4 ban
It's baid of course, but still deserves the ban.
In related news, pic related is 14/15
>>27516626
...wait, is this b8 or not?
>tfw no big titty 16y.o.Stacy cheerleader h.s. grill to use me as her fucktoy and dominate the shit outta me
literally unfulfillable dream at this point. why even live
>>27514769
>Is there no treatment for us?
None that works.
>>27516695
>>27516712
>>27516730
It's not bait, I'm serious about this issue. I've taken like 10 Aspie tests and all of them have said that I'm extremely neurodiverse, I'm afraid I might be a very severe case of autism.
inb4 ban
inb4 underage b&
>>27516760
>16 yo
>big titty
gross man, why would want to ruin a 16 yo's body like that
>>27514975
>so women intimidate them.
It is not that they are intimidating.
It is just that we don't know how to properly interact with them, or almost anyone else for that matter.
>>27515046
Solutions
Have mature woman as friends and pardners
Have teenagers as secret fuck toys.
That is if you have the social capital to pull it off, which being on this board sort of implies that is unlikely.
>>27515687
same, she was 16 i was 26 (legal here, aoc is 16). i already told my story on r9k before.
best year of my life but her family eventually pressured her into end things (not only because of the age difference, they didnt like me much). Still talk to her from time to time.
I absolutely loved being the mentor in the relationship, helping her figure things out, serving as an emotional anchor for her teenage drama, seeing her experience things for the first time, i loved it all.
But its a hard path to follow, your friends and hers will talk the usual shit behind your back, that's never easy to deal with. My parents asked me if i knew what i was doing but after that they didnt bother me anymore and started linking her quite a bit.
Would do it all again.
>>27516680
Sure it would. You can express your self to others and get advice from them this way. And the advice could help, along with feeling heard and not alone in it.
>>27516816
cuz ygwbt is my """fetish"""chestlets drool big tits rule :^)
I wonder if this thread will get deleted for no reason like the pedo threads do?
>>27516825
it means the same thing. if you weren't intimidated you'd fumble through interactions till you learned. just like if you weren't intimidated you'd date and have sex till you understood how to please women.
>>27514656
I've just accepted the fact that I will be alone forever.
>>27514656
Good taste is not easily found.
>>27517222
If you are going to get personal.
Personally I have no interest in social interaction. I don't care about women or romance. Social interaction is not satifing to me.
But I have met other people with my condition that do not share my view and wish to interact but are unable in a satisfactory way no matter how much they practice because even the fundamental simple stuff is beyond them.
I really doubt many people are actual intimidated by women.
>>27516626
Youre probably one of those savage white trash girls that hangs out with guys like that. I wouldnt want to date you either.
>tfw you will never be enough of a normalfag to meet or attract teenage girls
>>27517433
that's like saying most people are non-confrontational, not because they're scared of getting beaten up or being humiliated, but because "they just don't particularly care about fighting".
>>27514656
>I am only attracted to girls age 14-18
Oh, so you're a healthy man.
Absolutely haram.
VR is for you
>>27517616
>being attracted to girls 20 years younger than you
>healthy
if you walked into someones office, and you caught them watching youtube videos of young teens doing gymnastics, would you be suspicious? im trying to think of a way to play this off so my co-wrokers dont think im a sicko. would it be beleivable if i said i was watching a video of my niece who was at a competition?
>>27516816
Because it isn't ruining them at all, it's making them much hotter and more fuckable.
Most women with big tits had big tits when they were 16.
>>27517721
>being interested in gymnastics is now a bad thing
Just tell them to fuck off since it's none of their business.
I was lucky enough to stop being an aut-stronaut around 17, had a girlfriend that was 15 and my birthday was first so for a while I was an 18 year old fucking a 15 year old with a rape fetish.
It was definitely hotter than 30 somethings sex
>>27517709
>implying this isnt the normal working inscting of a healthy human male who knows older women are not as fertile as 16-22 year old girls
>implying this isnt simply the evolution making you attracted to female prone to carry healthy children and not fucking OLD EGGS
>>27517709
Hot girls remain hot as you get older, kid.
>>27517582
I can't speak for non-confrontational people so I am not so sure your analogy holds.
Maybe they rationally asses their own strengths and weaknesses and determined that combat is not their strong point so it is best to avoid it and leave it to the experts.
I personally love martial arts and have a strong interest in self defense, and even I don't go looking for random street fights because that is stupid.
And not what I think about this analogy makes little sense.
Someone could be rational in fearing confrontation as a likely result even if you are good at it is injury.
Being scared of talking to people is dumb. The worst that could happen is you sound like a idiot or something. Extremely rarely is it life or death.
>>27517833
That is if they dont have to work and can focus only to keep their beauty intact (and have good genetics), which usually isnt since globalization is making both parents in a family work to substain it
ITT: autists with high standards will never get laid
>>27517721
Well I would be annoyed you are doing that shit on company time on work the work computers but I am kind of a hard ass about that kind of shit.
Would not care what it is. If it ain't work, I ain't happy.
>>27517972
i think he meant that hot girls will remain hot in the sense that there will always *be* hot girls around regardless of your age and that you'll continue to find them attractive
or put more eloquently here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CloEsLecn5A
>>27518184
>implying the age wouldn't be lower if people actually spoke their minds
>>27517721
yeah man, dont be retarded.
do that shit on your own time in your own house, no need to get in trouble.
>>27514656
Whats the fucking Problem man, when i was your age i was literally fucking a 16yr old girl. But Athen again, that is legal in my country. Now im 30 and my current GF is 18. Girls absolutely dig older dudes man, just dont expect them not to be a fucking nuisance without a dick in their mouths. God young women are stupid.
>>27518184
No, youre retarded
Take a beautiful girl and make her work in a coal mine, then we will see after 5 years if shes still as beutiful you moron
Whereas a fucking beutiful rich woman who will never work a day of his life will still keep her beuty
>>27514769
Wtf is jb
>>27518306
>God women are stupid
Fixed that for you.
>>27518326
Jail bait newfag
if you were tall and you had like a young girl while you were in high school it was the best
Is it okay for a 26 year old neet to be dating a 17 year old slut with daddy issues?
>>27518405
>daddy issues
You should bail right now if you know what's good for you.
>>27514656
Your one to cry I was finally going to lose my virginity to a 39 milf and couldn't get hard to save my life. I am legitimately thinking about suicide at this point. I never fucking asked for this shit in life that I receive. FUCK
>>27518415
Oh no, I'm not any of those people, I just know the guy. I just seem to be the only person he knows that thinks it's a terrible idea.
>>27518489
You'd think the whole daddy issues part would inform him of how bad his whole situation is
>>27518405
Thats really, really a nice age gap, would bang without pity
>tfw she calls you daddy
>>27514656
are you sure it isn't because your self esteem is so low you simply can't imagine yourself with someone of your same age but perhaps with someone who is younger and also easier to have sex with?
