Who /completelyfucked/ here?
>turning 30 in 6 months
>100% hermit, haven't left mothers house since Feb, 24, 2001 (15 years ago) except to go to the hospital
>dropped out in grade 8, no marketable skills, no savings
>no friends or other human contact other than mother
>giant penile varices and balanitis that won't go away for years so I can't walk without pain/swelling
>no life skills except how to do laundry and dishes. Don't know how to drive, do taxes, or sign contracts/checks
>clothes rotted away in ~2003, wear pajamas I bought online, don't go near open windows and sit in dark
>job market is saturated here (Western Canada) and wages are extremely low
>you need to live with 6 other normies and work minimum wage jobs that don't pay you enough to even eat, you will just live to work
>college is oversaturated and even graduates can't find work here much over minimum wage if at all
>cost of living extremely high due to chinks and other foreign capital flooding the market, insurance costs are astronomical and utilities are too
>would just live to work, have no private space to jerk off to hentai, wouldn't be able to afford lube, no private bathroom to wash lube off cock, no prospects for the future - complete dead end
>no credit score, no referrals, no network to get a job
>mother is a smoker who just got hired-fired and is dubiously employed at this point
If my mother dies I am completely and utterly fucked. Homeless at best, in prison for murder and psychosis at worst.
You should probably legitimately end your life, it seems really miserable. You have excuses for everything, blame it on others. Which is a sign of a weak human.
How does anyone fail this hard at life anyway lol.
>>27511451
Why don't you use all this time you spend inside to take distance education and learn some DIY skills? A little earning is better than nothing. You can buy and sell everything online, don't need any human contact. Maybe require to leave the house only to go to courier your things.
>>27511488
>>27511451
Like this anon said, you are making a lot of excuses. I bet you don't even apply for jobs since you just automatically think "whats the point". I personally know high school dropouts that are very happy with their life right now since they made the effort.
But you... you think you are owed everything without effort..
>>27511451
become on those wpm typers that make a good amount of money at home just typing things fast or learn web and design.
>>27511451
>college is oversaturated and even graduates can't find work here much over minimum wage if at all
lol how would you even know this op
OP is LOW ENERGY
also, how are your teeth?
>>27511451
I have no advice for you anon, can't imagine a way out if my life was that fucked.
I thought NEET life was best life?
>>27511451
I'd say take a bus to the Midwest dude.
Even wage cuck jobs give you enough to (in time) have more to do since housing is pretty cheap here.
If you can't do that then, it was nice knowin ya robro.
>>27511451
NEETcucks on suicide watch again
>>27511451
>would just live to work
That's what we all do, anon. Our free time becomes more enjoyable that way, instead of defining our happiness by itself.
>>27511763
He probably doesn't have any happiness in his dweller life anyway
>>27511815
I edge to furry porn and other fucked up shit for 6 hour sessions, 3x a week. I blew out my dick veins doing so.
Including furry cuckoldry porn and pussy gape which are the only things keeping me alive outside of video games and anime.
>>27511872
So you mutilated your dick (even more than Mr. Shekelstein did) by fapping for hours on end every day?
That's some proper insanity anon.
>>27511902
Yeah, I have balanitis too. Pretty sure shotgun mouthwash is the only panacea at this point. Didn't go away with steroids or protopic and the skin is taught and shiny as fuck.
>>27511488
Loads of people have terrible lives though. And it's not like socially integrated people are really that sensible or mature. I read news articles every day of people doing ridiculously stupid shit.
At least a mentally ill hermit has an excuse, what excuse do socially integrated people have for wasting their lives, or living idiotically?
you can always move to a new city and just be homeless
>>27511451
look up nitrogen exit bag
it's supposed to be painless and it's what I'm considering
I'm sorry things worked out this way for you senpai
I just started criminology and I am learning about people like you.
>>27512061
>society judges us as worthless losers
>most of them have no concept of what gets us to this point
normies ree
So you would prefer to be homeless than having to get a job? Most people don't want to work because it usually isn't fun, but the alternative of being homeless is much worse. You have to get out of your comfort zone eventually or else you are fucked. There's no way around it. Just apply for a job and try to get ahead of the race before your mother dies.
>>27512163
Actually this text book describes it perfectly. I was once a drop out shut-in NEET myself, so I can confirm it's accuracy.
You guys would be surprised at how much these people know about the type of people that venture on these imageboards.
>>27512061
Weird. I came from a family full of alcoholics though I have never drank in my life which is probably part of the reason I never coped with the bullshit, I might try drugs and see where I end up.
I played everquest in 1999 and sat on something awful, came over here in 2003 for old /l/, /b/, and old /g/, and have just been consuming escapism since. Only quack I seen (head of children's psych for my province) said you could not be addicted to video games or the internet in 1997, he was on the news in 2001 after the faggot wrote a book on it. God damn normies.
>>27511451
Are you me?
I'm turning 27 though.
>>27511451
>haven't left mothers house since Feb, 24, 2001
da fuq
>>27511451
At least you aren't dead yet so you pretty much still have a choice. You will never get a woman anyway with that deformed dick so why don't you just become a priest?
>>27511451
me. i'm completely fucked OP, without a doubt.
>about to turn 19
>drug addict
>not close with family anymore
>homeless
>jobless
>social anxiety
>no friends
>going to apply for welfare soon
>planning on spending any money i can get on booze
death is coming, slowly but surely.
>>27512187
Autistic psychology and criminal justice major here. I can confirm we know everything about the robot.
>>27512289
>about to turn 19
>fucked
>>27511451
>no referrals, no network to get a job
>>27512313
>society knows and does nothing
>you are in the expected "bad yield" number
>>27511451
I feel your pain op. I only made $42k this year and have been struggling to find that next job that'll pay in the 50k+ range. Not to mention my girlfriend and I have been busy at work and haven't had a chance to be intimate too often.
But if you work hard you'll overcome. There's never a reason to give up.
>>27512356
Is it time to start brother?
>>27512356
So very soon, Insha'allah.
http://www.youtubemultiplier.com/56de5b3119a7f-so-very-very-soon.php
>>27512373
There's too much irony and sarcasm in this one post.
>depression at age 8, very unhappy family situation and get bullied every single day
>300 lbs from emotional eating by age 11
>getting straight A's and in gifted math/english age 12
>drop out of school age 13 and stop leaving the house, 400 lbs
>parents divorced age 14, mother kicks me out when i refuse to leave my room for 6 months straight
>1 suicide attempt and several psych ward visits with psychosis age 15, live with disabled NEET paranoid schizo dad in a crappy apartment
>age 16 rolls by, bed overtaken by insects, 24/7 internet or sleep
>age 17, 18 and 19 are spent sleeping on floor in a tiny closet with crippling depression, 24/7 internet or sleep, 450 lbs
>age 20, teeth start rotting and breaking after not brushing my teeth for a decade, talk to myself for hours on end from the loneliness and have completely lost contact with reality
>never learned to drive
>never went to high school
>never had a friend
>never had a family member that i had a positive relationship with, my mother got remarried into a new family and disowned me and my dad
>haven't talked to a human being except for my father in half a decade
>apartment has deteriorated into complete filth, bug infestations, broken toilets, ripped up pillowcases i haven't washed or changed in years, towels are nailed down over all the windows to keep sunlight out, go months without showering at a time and wear dirty clothes 24/7, we haven't cleaned once
>starve myself and go from 450 lbs to 350 lbs, still want to live
>don't know a single person except for my father IRL who has gone insane over time and is also bedridden on the internet 24/7 except for going shopping two times a month, have no life skills and terrified of human beings, live entirely off of father's disability/SSI income and will inevitably go homeless when he dies since i am completely useless and dependent
i am /completelyfucked/ without a doubt, a waste of human flesh
>>27512373
I feel for you, bro. I still haven't been promoted so I'm only making $150k a year. My gf left me a month ago, and the last time I had sex was two weeks ago with slut I pulled from a bar.
>depressed for as long as I can remember
>moved around a lot as a child, never had friends
>ate lunch in the bathroom or in the library back in high school
>dropped out at age 16 because muh anxiety
>never learned how to drive
>got my GED after dropping out
>attended community college classes for two years (parents drove me)
>in all that time, never interacted with other people or raised my hand to ask a question
>spent all my free time in my room watching anime and listening to music
>eventually discovered online classes and stopped leaving the house entirely
>got my associates degree late last year, my greatest pride in life
>anxiety got worse after graduation, had a panic attack and landed in the psych ward, where I was committed for 14 days
>fast forward to now
>unemployed 23 year old fat khv
>still listening to angsty nu metal and watching anime
>complaining about the women who never gave me attention on the internet
>parents are starting to get sick of me
>often go months at a time without leaving the house, parents pick up my psych meds for me
>hopeless at life
I don't know how I managed to achieve as much as I did earlier in life. Even finishing high school seems like something a superior human being would do. All I want to do is see Japan before I die at this point.
>>27512528
Proof pic of something nasty in your house?
>>27512528
>drop out of school age 13
How is that possible?
Isn't elementary education compulsory?
>>27512695
I'm in Japan right now. It's worth every penny.
>>27512785
>implying i could afford a camera
>>27512913
I got kicked out for lack of attendance in middle school and never went back, nothing happened and nobody noticed
>>27512528
i-it gets better
>>27512528
Are you fridegbro?
>turning 20 in 3 months
>haven't left house since december
>dropped out in 2012
>last "friend" abandoned me
>only human contact is family I'm desperate to leave
>socially retarded, no normie work skills
>mother is losing house because she's a psycho hoarder
I plan to get storage, hobo around and start to enjoy my life.
>>27513232
How much would a trip cost? Where have you visited so far?
>>27512528
Post room dude
>>27513974
>20
You still have 10 years to turn it all around. After 30 there seems to be almost no coming back.
>>27511451
>be me, 21
>no high school education
>is a NEET
>diagnosed with schizophrenia
>>27514218
feels when that but 27
Bullshit is this real? Sounds comfy
>26 y/o
>still on /r9k/
>>27511872
I'm scared to fap now.
Did you deny yourself orgasms over and over?
>>27514159
I promised if my life didn't have purpose by 20 I'd off myself.
>>27512695
Go. It will change your life.
>>27512373
I feel for you, I've only been promoted once so I'm only making $300k a year. Both my girlfriends left me a week ago, and the last time I had sex was two days ago with an anal slut I pulled at my daughters school evening.
>>27511451
Hongcouver I'm guessing?
>>27511451
right to work is one of the human rights. hit the temp agency hrd enough and you'll have a job even if its not one u want.
>>27511451
>100% hermit, haven't left mothers house since Feb, 24, 2001 (15 years ago) except to go to the hospital
This is what i dont understand, how can you not (if it is nice weather) have an URGE to go outside and enjoy the weather?
>>27516134
>This is what i dont understand, how can you not (if it is nice weather) have an URGE to go outside and enjoy the weather?
He most likely does. But then realizes that there is nothing to do outside and no one to do it with. He realizes he is alone in the world and nobody would care to go outside with him. He would then go back to his mattress lying on the floor and cry himself to sleep
