I am an autistic 21 year old kv manchild who lives with his parents while studying. I am worthless scum and I do not see any way my existence makes the world a better place. I am less than I beta. I am a gamma; men disrespect me and women despise me and won't even let me orbit them. Despite this, some people in real life have said I am not ugly. Is it possible that if get seriously into lifting and turn my life around I could become a beta or even a Chad?
>>27510940
Lol no you are scum just kill yourself.
>>27510940
You can be one right now honestly. Just dress spiffy and make quips every few minutes. I can't help you with the meeting people part because I'm no good at that but you can definitely pull of the normie look.
>>27510940
Im 100% positive with that face depending on how tall you are you can make it as relatively chad, just drink some protein shakes, gain a few lbs, lift, and find some masculine hobbies maybe. You can make it kiddo
>>27510940
This pic is for confirmation. I am who I say I am.
>>27511011
You'll never be a Chad. You're a solid 4/10. You will find a woman and have potential to be normie. "9
>>27511006
I am 5 ft 11. Average/decent tier height. I think my shit personality will still hold me back though.
>>27511011
Lmao you already chad bro, tf you talking about
>>27511011
Shave and dress well, you can attain status as a high-ranking cyborg. Also, you're 21, use your next years wisely (ie lift weights and don't get addicted to anything, especially not alcohol.)
>>27511011
>beard and mustache don't connect
May as well never grow facial hair buddy
>>27511033
Chads are not kv at 21. Plus I live with parents and do a pleb tier STEM degree.
>>27510940
do not lift. lifting is for faggots. Just put some minimal effort into shit, get friends (doesnt matter how autistic they are), get drunk and shit will happen eventually. Dont make things too complicated. And also you must leave your parents house and r9k forever.
>>27511028
>I think my shit personality will still hold me back though
Maybe. Doesnt mean you still cant score and get your life together if you have some confidence in yourself and from this pic >>27511011 you should. You look like two totally different people. Second one is what you should be shooting for when you start lifting, other one you look a little kiddish, but again packing on some meat and lifting will fix that
you're decent looking, lifting is unnecessary
Most women are turned off by my autistic af personality. I think even if I get good at lifting I'll still be a retarded loser.
>>27510940
Maybe if you get fit before you lose your hair
>>27511101
>I think even if I get good at lifting I'll still be a retarded loser
Well you'll be a swole retarded loser, which is way better than a 300lb pure fat retarded loser. Trust me, you'll thank me when you can walk into a restaurant without getting scoffed at and barely being able to fit into a booth.
>>27511101
No lifting will give you more confidence and in turn will give you more personality, plus you will look legitimately better
>>27510940
GEEEETTTT THEEEEE FFUUUCCKKKK OUT OF HERE CHADDDDDDDDD
REEEEEEEEEEEE
REEEEEEE
REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>27510940
>>27511011
Shave that shit, get a haircut, dress better and lift. You will look decent. But you will never become Chad.
>>27511144
Won't living with my parents still fuck me up though? I don't really have any proper friends where I live either.
>>27511143
>>27511144
Lifting takes too much effort. You can achieve the same effect just going out sometimes and not being a faggot.
>>27511161
>Won't living with my parents still fuck me up though?
No 21 is still young enough to make new friends and find a gf and even still be living at home, although you need to get working on all that as soon as possible. You goin to school?
>>27511148
If I'm so Chad then why did everyone ostracise and mock me in school? I was the butt of the every joke. I could not stare at a girl without being laughed at.
You look a lot like this guy, so you could probably pull it off.
>>27511181
>waaaah i dont wanna lift mommy, i just want to be a little bitch who gets fucked by chad after he takes my oneitis because he can because hes literally stronger than me waaaaaah
Fuck dude, lifting so you dont get your assbeat in this world should be enough reason too. I know when i was 21 i was fucking huge and nobody fucked with me and people brought me along to repo cars for that sole reason
>>27511216
So you're saying only tumblr is attracted to him? That's a fate worse than death
>>27511209
Maybe they were jealous, maybe you were a scrawny little bitch, who knows
>>27511209
Because you played video games and sat inside instead of doing sports you fucking normie
>>27511237
just dont be a faggot and nobody will fuck with you.
>>27511237
I do some push ups and pulls ups in the morning. But you're right. I should take lifting more seriously. At least then maybe I'll get shallow girls.
>>27511266
Yeah everyone thought I was gay at school. Not even feminine just weird and shit.
>>27510940
Grow a beard
Holy shit
Grow a beard and you will be swimming in pussy
>>27511216
Some girls seem to like him. But I think that's largely because of his persona as the doctor. Should I just start behaving like the 10th doctor would that work?
>>27511266
>just dont be a faggot and nobody will fuck with you
Yeah bro, walk on fucking eggshells your whole life so no one fucks you up because you dont wanna lift. Good plan, ladies love that.
>shallow girls will be interested in me
No dude, even non shallow girls will be more interested because you are actually working towards something which already has inherent value in itself in this world. Being able to kick ass is a great tool in this world for men and is something our society has valued for literally all time. Stop being so negative and thinking in terms of being black or white
>>27511347
I have a beard. See the image above with the timestamp.
>>27511011
you look good dude, you just need to build your body, shave, and get a good haircut.
You will build character when you start talking and people notice your gains.
At least you look decent man, no luck for us butt ugly guys.
>>27511289
Fuck meant to link you this>>27511365
>>27511336
With faggot I meant anoying person not gay.
>>27510940
>weak jaw
>pencil neck
>beady eyes
>balding
You've got the face of a typical beta orbiter.
Unless you're 6'2"+ then forget about Chaddom.
>>27511161
It will, I have a coworker who is45 and lived with mummy still and she's damaged goods-
>>27511400
I think some females see me this way. The ones that think I look decent probably hate my personality and that's what ruins me. I need to lift and do well in my degree. Then maybe I'll start attempting to get a gf. However that means I'll probably be a kv until 24. Fuck.
>>27511470
Okay my first comment was a bit harsh.
But in all honesty, your biggest flaw aesthetically speaking is your weak jaw.
You should consider surgery/implants.
Also, figure out what you want to do with your hair.
Chad's not even a good guy
what the heck is ur problem bud
jus b urself
>>27511470
>>27511514
his jaw is finebut the nose on the other hand should be your #1 prio. it's kind of clunky and looks rather crocked. Other than that it's mostly your hair that could be worked on
Not certain I deserve to be here, but some girls have asserted that I look like Ben Affleck, so since then, I've had my confidence climb.
Otherwise, I'm 5' 11", so I'll leave you lot to debate endlessly on whether that's sufficient as height.
And, lastly, turns I could hold out conversation a fair bit if I'm not too tired, but I've yet to see if that can take me to sex. What's a good place to meet young girls where they won't be inhibited about being sluts? I was thinking that eventually I could be hired at some shitty summer camp gig where the girl employees might have to resort to me because I'd be the only aged male around, and they wouldn't too feel bad about fucking me since it would never get out.
Oh and am HHKV.
>>27511652
Just shave, dress better, take some better pictures and prowl okcupid.
>>27511679
Hmm on point anon. I'd set those as my main targets. I wish I could grow a beard, but by this point, I've assessed that I'm only cherished a stupid impossible dream since I can't seem to be able to grow one.
And fuck that about OkCupid. There's no way that competing against 400+ thirsty guys for the attention of a single girl that forgets about you once she's "bored with this app for virgins xD". I'm sticking go only real life and tinder.
>>27511728
I'm only cherishing*
Apologies. There's seems to be something driving me to type rapidly and sloppily. And english as a second language if I that can spare from some of the backlash of "you type like a retard" replies.
>>27511728
No worries man, and hey you make a good point about dating apps. I only recommended it to you because most robots are way too anxious to start a convo with a girl irl (well, at least me anyway, my anxiety is insane.)
>Just gotta be yourself man, that's all it takes
>>27511652
you're actually extremely attractive (need to get a little more sleep though) but your attitude wrecks the entire thing - if your self esteem was actually better you wouldn't resort to being girls' last resort at some middle of nowhere summer camp. work on that and you'll be fine
>you will never be chad
Fucking kill me.
>>27511652
AAAAAAA YOU'RE SO CUTE
>>27511876
I see you a lot on /r9k/ and /soc/ and something about your face just makes me fucking hate you desu familia
>>27510940
>he's white
>he considers himself to be worthless scum
aaaah numale, fuck off.
>>27511886
Thanks :3. I'd reciprocate that you were quite tsundere yourself, if only I could see you.
That said, I never saw anyone ever call Ben Affleck "cute", so it bugs me when people call me cute though, because it feels like I'm not Ben Affleck :c.
>>27511911
Thanks senpai.
Orange anal content
Could be a lot worse man
>>27511832
That photo doesn't actually divulge that much of me, because I steer my chin forward in there to mask my recessed jaw, while the IRL me probably is robbed of 2 points on the X/10 ratio. That and my nose being a little arched in "jew way" which also is hidden on this picture.
I appreciate otherwise that you be saying this to me :3. I admit that I sometimes am convoluted in the lengths I'll go to find love or sex, but trust me, I know that girls never have found me attractive beforehand. I may be full-on autistic but I'd have seen it if they were interested by me. But still, this was a huge boost anon-fu. Not to sound stalky, but I'll remember your comforting words for weeks on end.
here's a reminder that if you're ever comfortable enough to post a picture of yourself online for public viewing, you cannot be a robot
>>27510940
>less than a beta
>gamma
pick one, faggot
shit am i tripping balls now
i don't care
be it as it may
Don't even lift.
Stay exactly the way you are.
Watch Doctor Who.
Pick up whovian whales.
I believe in you.
normy or shit
i dont lift
Everyone ITT is average looking, no excuses
>>27511911
>/soc/
hahaorigi
Youre a piece of shit like everyone else, dont let anybody tell u different
>>27512116
you don't lift? i don't believe you...
>>27512203
ill take it as sarcasm
Nice thread, help me too /r9k/
>22 kvh
>Work full time as GNU/Linux sysadmin
>Have own flat
>Can hold conversation about anything
>Have hobbies like badminton, cooking and baking
>Started lifting in October 2015
>I don't play any video games or watch anime
Still no gf. I also have no clue how to meet new people. Any tips mates?
>>27512460
if yu really are as you write. you have autism if you dont have a gf
Sup guys,
Should I be shaving my face?
Also r8 me
>OP u not bad lookin
>U still a fag tho
>>27512493
get rid of the bun right now fuck
>>27512555
>bun.
that isnt his hair you fucking autist
>>27512460
More or less this >>27512488
There is no reason you've made apparent for you not having a gf...also you're super normal. Not like...an insult. Just bafflement. You're cute and your description is great. So obviously there's something you're not telling us.
>>27512493
please shave
>>27512460
If you wanna meet girls, wherever there are girls is a good place.
Hopefully find places where chicks are bored, such as a queue for something or the street. Say hi and act casual, it actually works.
>>27512116
Start taking female hormones asap. You already have a fem face and hair. Honestly looks like you were made to serve white cock
>>27511006
It would drive me insane to date the one on the right knowing I'm not dating the one on the left. Like my body would be telling me I need to mingle with left's genes and my biological clock is ticking down on this inferior female on the right.
>>27512794
id cut your dick off desu
>>27512493
You remember the ex-army guy stuck in the elevator in Devil (M Night Shyamalan?) You look like him.
>>27512843
You never know, right might have a perfect ass. Bet it looks pretty good in that skirt either way senpai
>>27512843
I know bro, i know
Original
>>27512488
>>27512733
here >>27512460
Well I'm also skinny as fuck right now. I'm 178cm and 56kg.
I think I saw you in a thread a few days ago. Lazy as fuck, still actually have that thread open in an old window, so I'll copy-paste it.
>2007 (19 at the time)
>fat-ass 5' 7" manlet virgin
>homeschooled since 13 and possible Aspergers so weird as fuck
>women treat me subhuman
>suddenly realize how fat and ugly I am after years of thinking I'm the shit
>get down to 145 and get /fit/ by running and dieting
>pic related, it's me in 2007
>finding that women respond to me less than ever
>try to combat being manlet by wearing lifts to put me up to 5' 11"
>still nothing
>early-2008
>year has passed since I got /fit/
>realize a lot of shit
>realize that I'm undateable down to the very core because I'm a fucking aspie weirdo
>realize that all this work I'm doing is pointless
>realize that it's not worth busting my ass with exercise and dieting because it makes absolutely no difference in how women react to me
>realize may as well be a fat bastard eating what I want and laying around the house
>blow up to 240 pounds by the end of the year
>never look back
>gave up all aspirations of having a girlfriend or even female friends of any kind
>actually find some kind of bittersweet solace in this
Moral of the story: Try and fail, but at least fucking TRY. Knowing I'll never have a girlfriend no matter how hard I work is fine, because at least I gave 110% and a god-honest hard effort. I'm okay because I know I genuinely tried my best to get there and I really pull out the stops, which is something most robots can't say. Sometimes you just fail no matter how hard you do. That's life.
If you're truly undateable, it'll be because of your personality, not your looks. I've seen countless dudes that manage to both be somehow uglier than me but are in relationships with passable women. Looks deffo help, no doubt about it, but your personality is the true deal-breaker in the end.
start lifting heavily and get a better haircut, trim your beard bro.
Also get better clothes
>>27513046
>wearing lifts
thats why lad
>>27513084
That was at the very tail end of my journey. With or without them, I wasn't getting laid. I still wear lifts, but they're for helping me reach and see shit at where I work. The urge to look good and find a woman is LONG gone, so it's not for appearance.
I'm a total dog now and am not afraid of being one anymore, because I get to eat as much as I want, laze around the house instead of exercising, don't have to shower, shave, and I get be a drunk. I don't even wipe my ass half the time, because it makes no difference.if the effort I make is 110% or 0%; women will treat me exactly the same whether I bust my ass or not, so why bother?
>27513046
Yeah, same with my brother. I feel ashamed to claim this about him behind his back, but he's pretty darn ugly (as am I) but his personality has always been top-tier (to normies anyways) so he's always had friends and he's now dating one of the hottest girls in his grade. Sluts care a lot for looks, but for the more mature girls that genuinely yearn for relationships, I think they let looks subside as a factor and look mostly for personality. He gives me hope.
Any advice for improving?
>>27513192
Put on a little weight, and lift. You have a good face, but it seems a little skinny.
>>27513046
I disagree so much with the moral of this story.
I was happier when I didn't try. I wasn't a winner but I wasn't a loser either. What some people would call an omega. I was fine doing jack all day and having long ass hair and dressing like a vagabond and playing pokemon as an adult.
Then I started trying and became a loser. If I stopped trying, I'll be forever a failure. I can't go back now. I used to say "at least I didn't try" but that's not true anymore. I tried and failed. I spend time and effort into something that's not giving any fruits. I used to be content with mediocrity, now I feel like killing myself every other day.
If I make it in the end it'll all be worth it, but so far I'm wishing I never tried.
>>27513332
How long ago was this? Because I felt like shit about trying and failing also, but it's a hard truth I came to accept with time. I just HAD to know if women were possible for me, and when I figured out it wasn't, it sucked hardcore at first. But, like I said, it's a truth that I had to accept. It ate me alive until I just became numb to it. It resurfaces maybe two or three days a year where I just feel like a sad sack, but I suppress it back down in to the void.
>>27513400
I feel like that in general, it's kind of a life thing, but with women I started trying two years ago.
It's addicting, too. I improve my looks and personality constantly and I get better responses from girls. I always blow it and end up making a clow out of myself in the end so I go back to feeling like shit, then when I think I've given up I get a positive female interaction out of nowhere and the cycle repeats. It's like a rollercoaster than cycles between feeling like being on top of the world and feeling suicidal.
Before I started trying life was pretty stable and that is something I won't have until I succeed. Most robots won't succeed, so I don't recommend trying.
>>27511011
funny, your face reminds me of Jak from the ps2 game.
>>27511011
You have got some good shit working for you. If i get your looks that would a massive upgrade for me. I'm like a 3 and you're like a 7 or something.
>>27513177
So what you're doing is since you failed at getting a relationship with a girl, you've straight up given up on your self-image? It seems like you're trying to spite women by self-destructing after failing a couple times. Sounds pretty childish, sempai. At least care about yourself or no one will care about you at all. Trying is good, but your attempts are in vain now that you gave up. There is no solace for that. It's not too late to start again.
>>27511011
dye your eyelashes seriously
>>27511357
Well it can't hurt if you're already a KV
no
you'll always be a gay retard
>>27512493
Normal looking, 5 probably
Do me bro
Sub 2/10 calling in. Should I kill myself?
>>27513656
I've walked this road for so long that there is no going back. So much time and thought has gone in to conditioning myself to ignore women. I don't even look directly at women anymore without feeling as if it will make their day worse. I don't look at them, they don't look at me. It's not the best system but it's the only one I've got.
There's nothing wrong with realizing you will never be able to do something. I take comfort in knowing. I'm not worried that, say, I'll never sprout wings and fly, because it can't happen. I'm not worried about dating anymore, because I know my personality just doesn't let it work out. The very concept of doing anything with a woman besides talking to them in some kind of cashier/waiter role is just so.. alien to me now. It can't happen, and that's why I'm not worried about it anymore.
>>27513786
post feet
0riginal
>>27513858
Is this b8?
I know that r9k is full of autistic retards that can't judge someone's looks for shit (like those that say that Elliot Rodger was good-looking), but you're fucking fine, dude. At least 7,5 imo. Kinda like Kurt Cobain.
>>27513858
Woah...I-I think you're much higher than that. And...I acutally like your hair...which is not something I say often to longer haired guys.
Don't kill yourself. Obviously I've only seen this one pic of you but I think if I saw you in public I'd be interested, you seem like my type. Quite obviously the kind of person that posts here, but still s-sexy
>>27512116
I like the samurai hair, friendo
>>27513970
obvious bait. fell straight for it baka
>>27513872
You've lived more than half your life without a gf before you realized that you should get /fit/ and eat healthy, so there is no reason you can't fix yourself 9 years later. When you worked towards being healthier, you more than likely got a confidence boost which made you feel better about how you see yourself. You look like a badass in >>27513046
, the same time you were fixing yourself not-so coincidentally. Just have a goal to do the same thing again, but don't even focus on doing it for someone else, rather do it for you. You'll feel a lot better about yourself and won't even care what others think of you because you'll KNOW that you have the confidence to achieve what you set out to accomplish. If you do choose to not have a gf in the process or in the result, then fine. You'll be a lot better off knowing that you pulled yourself out of the pit you dug yourself into. Perhaps even when you do fix yourself, you could meet someone. The future is uncertain and therefore can be anything, just make sure you are contempt with how you shape it and yourself. gl, anon
>>27513046
Damn you looked great in that picture, and if boots made you hit 5'11" you definitely were tall enough. You never should have given up on life senpai, but at least you tried. I wish there was a cure for all of our aspergers. I just wish so much I had something to blame it on, I had lyme disease as a kid so I blame my autism on that but I just wish I could know for certain what caused it. Is there anything you think caused your aspie-ness? I'm guessing homeschooling certainly didn't help.
>>27514313
I meant content not contempt
