Can i just say something and you guys tell me if you can relate? :
>dont hate my life but want to die more than anything
>feel like nothing really means anything
>the only thing that will keep me from killing myself is finding a qt 3.14 who is a cute trainwrek and make a half-assed attempt to save her
>will probably kill self in next year
>have some close friends who think im joking or something
>pic related
>not really depressed, just in this weird in between land
>zero ambition (given)
>don't really want a gf unless it's the one stated above
>realize stated above only appears in movies
>eat like total shit but be skinnyfag
>wish for the sweet relief of death more than anything
Any of this apply to you, usually juat lurk here but i feel like if this clicks with anyone you guys are here.
>>27501367
you'll be okay mate
>>27501387
ya im still probably kill myself but thanks
You sound a lot like me. I have an unhealthy obsession with girls who are self destructive and I want to constantly be someone who they're calling for help when they need it even though it's bad for me. I think I'm just too insecure to imagine being with a normal girl and her actually wanting to be near me
I'm skinny to the point that a doctor commented on it and said I need to start eating a lot more the last time I got my tetanus shot.
And most of all I just don't feel like I'm part of the world. I'm a uni fag even though I'm late 20s because I worked after highschool and I don't really like my life, but I don't mind it either and objectively it's pretty good. I just don't feel like I actually am any of the places I go, it's like I'm always at home, sitting in my room watching TV even when I'm in class or talking to someone.
Half the time the stuff I say doesn't even make sense and I can't communicate because there's so much going on in my head that just doesn't sync up with anything
It's like I'm just dreaming all the time
I want off the ride
>>27501367
Do exercise, eat more protein, stop those shitty habits of browsing dank memes all day long.
Man up.
>>27501409
Nothing wrong with that though, what matters is how you live your final days
>>27501367
very close to me brother
