I just want to feel good about myself, /r9k/
>>27494317
I would like that too. What is your story anon?
not possible in hyper-specialized society
get fucked on drugs
>>27494342
>20
>always tired
>never been loved
>no gf ever (obviously)
>failing college
>can't study
>my parents still treat me super well even though I'm a big failure which makes it even worse for me
>>27494317
>>27494342
You willnever feel good about yourself as long as you're not lying to yourself. In the emptiness of life, any action taken by you is utterly pointless and pleasure is so quickly gone that it might as well not have existed. The only way to distract yourself from it is wageslaving or vidya, but in the end you'll die and none of it will have mattered. Your entire life will just be forgotten, and you won't even have felt good about yourselfsweet dreams anon
>>27494479
It feels bad I know. I have been depressed most of my life. Im the same way as you but 24 and my parents only provide money and no support or anything else. I should be grateful for that I guess but I feel like killing myself because of that.
It seems you are also suffering depression. What you described are basic symptoms of it.
I wish I knew the answer but I am in worse condition than when I was 20.
>>27494317
go fuck yourself with a beyblade
>>27494628
You dont need to try be in control anon. I know you are hurting.
It is ok anyway. There is no objective goal of winning in life anon.
>>27494690
Would like to interlock fingers with me anon?
you will in 5 years or more, dont worry anon
Work out
Read the red pill
>>27494317
>feel good about myself
Get a personal trainer. Personal trainers are best ego boosting cheerleaders.
Alternatively you could volunteer somewhere. I recommend an animal shelter, the VA, or a children's hospital.
I felt invincible after working myself into a rage today, thinking I was too good to work in a noisy, boring manufacturing place that people with an IQ of 90 could do.
I drove to work, decided not to bother going in, then drove home with the intention of then applying to a bike shop. As I was getting ready to do so, I could feel that physical-feeling pressure of anxiety starting to press down on my head again, like it always had. It was like slowly deflating.
I persevered and went to the shop, asked the owner if he was hiring, and he told me he wasn't.
Now I'm here, not exactly sure what to do to avoid getting yet another lousy low-skill job, because it's >>27494349
Same. For some reason for the past month people have been asking all the time if I'm tired. Why the hell do they think Im tired? It makes me feel so damn self conscious, do I just have constant bags under my eyes? Is it because I'm frowning often? I don't get it, i get plenty of sleep and I'm rarely tired during the day
