Im having trouble finding a way to word this to try and google it so im asking you guys.
Basically im a big normal looking guy, a feel normal and then i get horny and i want to be a sissy trap for a man or a woman. I acknowledge im bi but im worried about this fetish because it's what i fap to 70% of the time 20% of the time i use tights and a skirt.
I wouldn't have a problem if it wasn't such a big difference from when I'm im not horny when i dislike the idea of it and kind of want it to stop. I want to throw out my women's clothing it makes me feel weird since im not attractive enough to forsee myself acctually getting a partner who wants that. And even if i did i want my partner to see me as an equal. I just want to be a regular bi guy no gender disphoria and/or desire to be a sissy when horny.
Have any of you gone through this? Is this a phase (i stopped liking pegging as much since accepting being bi). Am i become a degenerate tranny or crossdresser? Share thoughts and stories. Faggot.
Also I've considered i'm gay but i still get horny from doing stuff with women like recently got to touch and sick a girls tits and stuff and obviously i was great. Am i bi preference for guys when horny and bi preference for women when not horny a thing?
also fetish for Chasity.
Embrace yourself.
Sounds like you know what you want, you just need more time and thought to become comfortable with it.
Sexual identity is more or less hogwash.
Do what makes you satisfied and spare no thought to what niches other people would like to place you in.
If you get grief, give it back tenfold, live boldly and vengefully and you will never feel shame.
Yep, know the feeling OP. Replacing /r9k/ with /pol/ is actually helping a bit though
>>27492954
Iktf. It used to only be when I was horny but now I want it all the time.
>it makes me feel weird since im not attractive enough to forsee myself acctually getting a partner who wants that
This is the worst part and makes me want to kill myself.
You're bi with agp
basically the worst kind of lgbt, congrats
>>27494288
Eh, one of the fattest most acne-scarred strangest mildly aspergic furries I ever knew (College acquaintance) got himself a longterm mutt-buddy.
If he can you're either unlucky, in the wrong area or not trying hard enough
>>27494307
I'm not sure he has an accelerated Graphics Port, desu senpai.
>>27494343
autogynephilia you sperg
not everything is computers
>>27494318
>If he can you're either unlucky, in the wrong area
I'm both. There's no hope for me.
>>27494376
>"Autogynephilia" is a sex-fueled mental illness made up by Ray Blanchard.
So some autist made it up and you come here to parrot it nice.
>>27494451
>reading literally only the first line from Google results
>>27494376
So, you're saying it's a kink that triggered some science guy so hard he decided it was the center of an entire disorder spectrum?
Fucking kek.
>>27494505
yeah I'm not gonna read some retards blog for a disorder he literally made up so fuck off
>>27494376
/lgbt/ is leaking
>>27494616
not as fast as /pol/ is
obviously www.besissy.com
>>27492954
your full on gay faggot
op is a faggot
I've been where u are mate. You probably look at porn often right? that stuff can really mess up our sexuality. Check out yourbrainonporn.com. and Nofap. Stop jerking and watching porn and think about such stuff, just have regular sex with girls and after some months you'll be normal. You feel bad when not horny because your sexuality has been messed with in an unnatural (for you) direction. Trust me i've been there and back
>>27492954
So you've got a crossdressing fetish? Not really that uncommon, dude.
If it makes you feel any better, crossdressing is (ironically enough) almost entirely a straight guy fetish. Most genuine gayfags (like myself) aren't into it. It does sound like you might be a little bicurious if you're also fantasizing about guys -- though honestly, I wouldn't worry about putting a label on yourself at this point. Maybe you would enjoy being with a guy, or maybe you've just got a fetish for being submissive in general and you're really looking for some femdom; you won't know for sure until you get out there and explore your sexuality a bit. Try some shit out, see what feels right, and discard the stuff that doesn't work out for you.
>>27496122
>you won't know for sure until you get out there and explore your sexuality a bit
>robots being able to get out and explore their sexuality
Hmm
>>27495250
this
the fetish has been instilled within your psyche. its a nasty weed you have to starve it of its nutrients and it will go away eventually
>masturbation rots your brain!
>masturbation turns you gay!
I want Victorian England to leave. Dudes have been getting off on secretly wearing girly clothing for all of human history. Violating taboos is hot, that's all there is to it.
>>27492954
Watch more sissy trainers, the ones that focus on you accepting it. Then when you come to afterwards you wont feel as bad about it.
Nah dude you're good, just do whatever gets you off, it's not hurting anyone and it's a super common fetish. You'll probably become more comfortable with it over time.
>>27496387
It's not masturbating, it's the exposition to the material and it's quite well known that being exposed to something for a long time will eventually make you like it/want to try to imitate it, no wonders the trap threads became more and more popular with time.
>masturbate to dangerous amounts of dickgirl, trap, big dicks, male-on-male big dick rape, deepthroat focusing on actual deepthroat, not like choking on 5" penises
>sometimes imagine being the girl/trap and feeling a huge dick, as well as being the sexer
>hate having a small penis, but want it bigger, probably going to get dickroids
>if I had a big penis I probably wouldn't turn down anyone, and might end up raping some people
>hate myself all the time everyday and hate seeing myself in the mirror, but don't want to be a woman
>pic related
I hope dreams don't come true.
>>27496523
>MORE popular with time
>dickgirl threads are actually relatively uncommon on /d/ compared to a decade ago, any that exist are usually low quality, often shitposting threads
Fuck you and your meme psychology.
>>27492954
Oh look, another one with autogynephilia. Just accept it and get fucked like the sissy slut you are.
>>27492954
textbook agp, senpai.
>>27496573
Fucking retard futa isn't even close to traps.
>>27493341
This is the best advice anybody can give, they will either set you straight or drive you to suicide
>>27496724
There would be MORE futa threads you cuck. Traps are LITERALLY shitty dickgirls.
>>27492954
might have a lot to do with porn, videogames, social conditioning
there's also elements you can't control biologically, hormonal imbalance, drug side effects, immune system reactions in the womb, genetics.
i think there's some merit to the greek idea of fat distribution contributing to sexual identity. hormones are chemically fats (may be talking out of my ass here) and i've noticed a thick fat deposit on the lips, cheeks, ass for a lot of homosexual males.
it's not just the NWO putting estrogen in your water supply to make you more easily manipulable. It's in your meats, it's a byproduct of exposure to microplastics, pesticides, regular subtherapeutic doses of antibiotics, these things don't just cause homosexuality but neurological disorders that lead to anxiety and depression, which also leads to sexual dysfunction. that's before you factor in things like exposure to lead and mercury (which is still in fluorescent lights) both of which are undetectable.
a lot of it might come down to pavlovian conditioning. the fetish, with all of its components, is word-salad bullshit meant to get you to buy into a possibility where you have a socially acceptable way to get off in the presence of a woman. the massive amounts of porn and media coverage is simply a way to make it a part of your internal discourse, so that when you're desperate and alone in your room you do get off to it. it's like treading a path.
TL;DR just stop being a fag, dude
>>27497074
>i've noticed a thick fat deposit on the lips, cheeks, ass for a lot of homosexual males.
Me too. My face, lips and ass, however, are all skinny as all fuck and I have similar perversions as OP.
>>27496187
Would opiates be a good substitute?
Don't fully purge or reject,but don't become some tranny. Try and accept it for what it is; you're a bi dude who likes to dress up and be girly sometimes. Nothing wrong with that.
>>27492954
Classic binging and purging of a fetish. At the end of the day, it is a fetish. What is a fetish? It is not a lifestyle. It is literally some kind of sexual imprint that most likely happened during puberty.
The first question is: where is the distress coming from? The biggest challenges people face are the distress from a fetish, but sometimes feelings of disgust are fueling it. They are, in turn, part of the fetish - e.g. the feelings of being dominated and being treated in a certain manner.
If there is no identifiable reason that fuels your fetish then it is most likely that you can't cure yourself. You can keep purging and binging, find some kinda balance or push yourself to find a way of reducing your distress.
Just because you masturbate to certain thoughts or feelings doesn't mean you want to be treated like that. I reckon a large proportion of people living certain lifestyles have grown confused via fetishization and ended up becoming something they don't want to be. There is a large amount of trans suicide for a reason.
>>27496122
>crossdressing is (ironically enough) almost entirely a straight guy fetish. Most genuine gayfags (like myself) aren't into it.
Pretty much this. I fell for the "crossdressing = gay" meme and it took me quite a lot of embarrassing and awkward experimentation to realize it was bullshit.
>always been a somewhat feminine dude
>cute, short, soft-spoken, small dick, get off on being submissive and crossdressing
>media/internet says all that stuff means I'm a faggot
>I'm not actually attracted to other guys, though...
>but then again, my experiences with girls have all been shitty, I don't like having to act "manly" and be dominant in bed
>end up experimenting with a couple guys, one masculine and one fellow femboy (who was even girlier than me)
>like getting dominated by the masculine dude... and prostate orgasms are fucking amazing... but really turned off by his body
>the femboy is more attractive... but being with him has all the same problems as being with a normal girl, plus I still can't get past the fact that he has a dick
>femboy eventually introduces me to a qt tomboy girl he knows
>we hit it off, eventually end up in the sack
>she dominates me, ends up being the hottest sex I've ever had
>dear god this is what I've been missing
>turns out you can be a sissy without also being a faggot
>>27496122
Okay, legitimate question. How can one find people who won't instantly be revolted by you when they learn you're into crossdressing?
It's like finding a piece of hay in a needlestack.
>>27498567
On here, anonymously. If you try it irl it's not going to work out well for you.
>tfw just jacked off and all perversions instantly disappeared
>just deleted all my faggot porn
I guess this is goodbye.
:( same desu fahm
>>27492954
Do you look like this?
Fantasies are fantasies, keep them that way. If you have a fem side that's fine but also take pride in your masculine side.
>>27492954
sometimes i think being a trap would be fun, getting your butt pounded and wearing hot clothes is a real turn on, but then I realize I'd have to actually meet another real person to do that and don't want to anymore.
real life sex isn't like anime porn unfortunately
>>27492954
>not being a sissy into femdom
Why do you suck so much, OP?
>>27495250
I liked the part when you said:
>just have sex with regular girls.
>>27496155
Fucking a dude is as easy as going to a gay bar
>>27500804
Not if you're an ugly robot.
This whole anyone can get laid easy if they're gay meme needs to stop.
>>27495250
Daily fucking reminder that nofap is retarded and you're retarded for believing it
>>27492954
Porn addiction
Stop fucking up your libido
