who else /selfdestruct/?
Everything is going great and I can see myself looking for ways to fuck it up.
I'm waiting till the time is right
I feel so weird about everything, confused by my own thoughts and motives
It's not even intentional
It's just something I have to do
Story of my lyfe
>>27473991
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwUL-MSFGBw
It'll happen my friend.
Six months ago I had a girlfriend and a 70k per year job. It was too good to be true.
Now it's the single neet life for me.
>>27473991
>tfw you already poisomed your body with all kinds of toxic substances
>tfw hoping to not live enough to really have to pay the price for years and years of abuse of the physiology of your body
I dont want to live on this planet anymore
I was going out with a string of early twenties girls and then met this wonderful woman in her early forties, fucker her for a while and everything was going great, she had her shit together without being a normie and adored me just as I was and I repaid that by finishing things with her when I got the chance to fuck a hot as fuck 20yr old.
20yr old turned out to be crazy and I had to kick her out after a few months.
Spent months miserable than out of the blue, the 40yr old got back in touch, willing to let the past go entirely, we've been back together a few months and everything is perfect yet I just spent today talking to an ex who I know has no issue with being a casual fuck and planning to go over next weekend and see her new city centre place and stuff and I know I'm going to fuck her and ruin everything.