Hey /r9k/, just listened to a girl I used to have feelings for get fucked on the phone as I tried to fap. I feel disgusted with myself and I couldn't even cum.
This is my rock bottom.
>>27453385
what series of events led to you talking to her on the phone as she got fucked?
>>27453426
I was texting her as she and him were playing around. I mentioned it turned me on, she decided to call and the rest is history.
Make sure you drink a lot of water OP
If all you do is cry and masturbate then you're gonna need to replace all of those fluids
>>27453473
I make sure to drink lots of water.
Thanks for the positive thoughts.
>>27453466
I usually don't say this but wow, just kill yourself my man. How can you even show your face to them two now? I would be so ashamed
>>27453498
They live around 2 hours away now, so I never have to show them my face.
>>27453498
But then again, maybe she has a thing for you? Not many women would just do that
>>27453559
She still has some feelings for me, I'm sure. But nothing significant enough to matter.
>>27453591
It's not that bad man, at least you have a female friend. The only numbers of females I have are escorts/hookers.
>>27453626
If you can even call her a friend.
She doesn't talk to me really.
You chose this cuckening. Why would you do this to yourself?
>>27453656
I'm a degenerate and desperate
>>27453385
What are the odds that she wasn't really having sex and they were both just having fun at you?
>>27454157
Zero. It was pretty obvious. I don't know how to explain it in words.
