My life
>Birthday, no one calls or messages besides my parents
>Christmas, exchange gifts (with parents again)
>Have accident, am in Hospital for two days with a slight amnesia (nobody cared except parents)
I don't even like them that much, but literally no one cares about me except them.
>Last easter break before graduating (soon 19 years old)
>depressed, spend time with animu and mango, sometimes vidya
>dimly lit room
>sleep occasionally because that's the only way I can forget about my live for a second
>I do have "friends" but I guess it's pretty one sided and they just don't want to be rude and break of the relationship completely
>average/below average at everything, shy, introvert, average looks, average money, average skills at vidya
Not even motivated to change anything, what good would that do anyways. I kinda enjoy being alone but hate it at the same time.
>inb4 stop whining fgt, kys failure
I don't want to whine about how the world is shit and how I deserve better. I just want to talk about my life for a bit. Without offending someone hopefully
Welcome to the club, bud.
Go on mate, feel free to talk, get it all out of your chest.
>>27437098
You're among kindred spirits here, anon. Many of us are downtrodden or have fallen upon hard times.
What's on your mind?
>>27437166
Arigato Anon-kun,
I guess I've summed up the previous year pretty good, so I don't have much to add to that.
I guess I appreciate that you actually toook the time and read it
>>27437098
Happy Easters, my fine anonymous friend.
>>27437215
I guess, it's how I don't know what to do after school.
>tfw almost below average A-levels
Suicide thoughts, they got less.
I don't even know man, going out, doing something with friends is a pain, but being alone all the time makes you want to do something else.
I enjoy being at home, but it's more like Suicide watch here lately. A lot of things happened between me and other people. My school life was as unpleasant as it could get. So I now prefer being alone, kinda. I live with my mother (parents are divorced), but the whole verbal abuse stuff really hits you hard if you're depressed already. Father is a NEET alcoholic, so no possibility to get out of here.
>>27437098
Take solace in the fact that you are not normie>r-rrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>27437263
I'm not happy yet, but thank you, i hope you can enjoy this day more than I do
>>27437308
I don't know if that's all that positive. Yknow, all I wanted was an average life, a small group of friends and going through school unnoticed, just hanging out with some friends here and there.
>but it seems like an average life was not availiable for me
