I'm having suicidal thoughts for the first time in my life.

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2016-03-27 06:27:19 Post No. 27432740
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:27:19 Post No. 27432740 [Report]

I'm having suicidal thoughts for the first time in my life.

I'm upset over something that is entirely my fault. I feel so ashamed and so scared. I don't have confidence in my ability to face the impending shame. I don't think I can handle it. I am fairly certain my whole family will abandon me. I don't know how I would do it but I don't know if I can keep going. I feel like I would rather them be sad I was gone than hate the man that I am. I know it's selfish but I feel like it's better.

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:31:10 Post No.27432802
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:31:10 Post No.27432802 [Report]

>>27432740

not really. deep shame is quite an experience. you'll find it valuable later in life.

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:31:58 Post No.27432815
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:31:58 Post No.27432815 [Report]

I don't know what to say. No blame hurts like self blame. But you gotta remember that you're human and though shame stains our lives it's not all we are.

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:32:40 Post No.27432829
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:32:40 Post No.27432829 [Report]

>>27432740
What did you do OP

Check these orig comment

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:34:18 Post No.27432858
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:34:18 Post No.27432858 [Report]

Doesnt matter what you did, dont do it just because of this

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:35:07 Post No.27432867
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:35:07 Post No.27432867 [Report]

>>27432740

Truth is relationship. What relationships are/were at work, and what was the nature of them?

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:35:35 Post No.27432877
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 06:35:35 Post No.27432877 [Report]

at least tell us what you did before you kill yourself

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Rainah (ID: !3zzak.9tuo) 2016-03-27 08:26:32 Post No.27434468
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Rainah (ID: !3zzak.9tuo) 2016-03-27 08:26:32 Post No.27434468 [Report]

>>27432740
learn shame vs guilt. try to move it into the guilt category

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Anonymous 2016-03-27 08:28:30 Post No.27434493
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Anonymous 2016-03-27 08:28:30 Post No.27434493 [Report]

>>27432740
you get caught fucking the dog or something?