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2016-03-27 04:39:46 Post No. 27430689
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2016-03-27 04:39:46
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i like art. i can be glum. im not really a jock but not really a nerd. i dont like hook up culture but im also not looking for commitment...i talk about my ex wistfully sometimes. but the reason for that is complicated
im scared of how people view me, yes. but my goal isn't to get people to think im cool. its just to make sure nobody thinks im... well... anything. the point is to keep people from thinking much of anything about me. if people bother looking close enough to see through then they are probably people who i am willing to be real with. thats why i always go out of my way to avoid eye-contact in public. meeting new people i tend to say as little as possible without seeming rude because less mannerisms i have, the fewer statements i make the easier it is for me to avoid becoming one of these stereotypes. being quiet tends to keep people content. it's only once you start talking or doing things that people start to categorize you. i dont like being categorized. it forces me to ask a question that i don't like asking: "who's perception of me is more valid, theirs or mine?" i don't assume that the kind of person i am is the kind of person i want to be. i don't want to be honest about who i am until im happy with who i am. think of it like a painting; i don't want anyone to see it until it's how envisioned it, until it's the best i can do.
