>mom asks if I'm alright
>"I'm fine"
>I'm not fine
Maybe you ougtha end yourself then
>>27426998
>teachers say she sees potential in me and I need to see it
>I'm really just retarded
>>27426998
kek fucking dumb normies always falling for our shit
>>27426998
>mommy asks me if I've ever got dubs
>I say "check these"
>mom asks if I'm gay
>"no, I hate faggots"
>am actually gay
>>27428101
>hfw you make gay grandkids
>>27426998
>mom asks how my day went
>she literally woke me up when she walked in the house
>"Great!"
>>27426998
>on a rare phone call with mom
>out of blue: "anon, are you happy?"
>silence
>"Yes mom, Im happy"
>"I'm glad anon"
>mfw when I'm pretty sure we both know I'm lying
>third grade
>get IQ test, turns out I'm about 140
>do nothing with my skill
>scrape through middle and high school with B's
>dad asks if I'm doing ok
>"yeah, just tired lately"
Tired of life, kek
I'll never be the son my parents wanted
>>27429111
My parent's don't love me. They love the memories they have from when I was young and had potential. They don't want to admit they gave birth to a failure.
>>27426998
>"you've been drinking a lot lately, whats wrong"
>"you know what they say, work hard player harder"
>actually crying about cats death after Christmas last year
>>27429002
>le smart but lazy XD
>>>/rebbit/
> Work as a vet tech, School fulltime.
> How is everything going, anon? - my boss.
> "School is going great."
>"What about the rest"
> ....That's fine to(Biggest and the only lie I have ever told my boss.)
He is a fucking GREAT guy, I feel so bad.
>>27429386
Imagine I posted that one pic that says "ironic shitposting is still shitposting"
>>27426998
>mommy refuses to give me tendies
>fine. I lock myself in my room
>when she's asleep take her card
>hire man to change all the locks in the house
>use her card
>doesn't question me anymore
>she even gave me 600gbp for letting her back in
Stupid roastie
>>27426998
>I am a good manchild and behave and shit
>I got everything I wanted
>Still want to die everyday, but can't kill self because I know others have it much worse and I don't want to waste it
It really never gets better, does it
>"DId you have a good day? What did you do all day?"
>"Just did some work, some writing."
>"actually spent five hours organizing porn stash and edging.
>make out with a roastie
>ignore her texts the next day
>How're you doing anon?
>Great, thanks man! Yourself?
>Actually spent last night throwing up expired trazadone
>Hey Anon do you think Stacy is into me?
>Yeah man she wants you so bad
>>27429002
Yup, not uncommon in these parts.
> voted "Most Intelligent" in senior class
> Wasn't even in Nat'l Honor Society because of grades
>>27429445
hey!
i wanted to be a vet tech! i did the schooling and everything and Aced everything
but when the pretests for everything came at the end well...
>surgery prep
>anesthesia setup
>dental setup
>cleaning
i took 32 minutes to setup everything for Surgery when they had a timelimit of 30 minutes
>them: sorry anon you failed
>me: wait what?
>them: ya sorry, you COULD redo it if you didnt pass it with a grade mark but going over the timelimit we think you are going to have to redo the year
fuck them and their bullshit, they HATED me cause i proved them wrng on many occasions
we went to many horse barns and i TWICE corrected them on the dosages of anesthetic for Horses, they wouldve given the horse a LETHAL DOSE of Anesthetic at 10X the normal dose, TWICE if it werent for me correcting them
and guess what? the third time i wasnt there? yup; they gave the horse 10x the fucking dose and it died instantly
Another time we were Euthanizing dogs at the humane society, and i wanted to swipe the dog with ID wand 3 times JUST TO MAKE SURE that the dog didnt have a tag or a microchip before we KILLED IT
the third time i swiped it? yup microchip had moved under the skin to the leg, saved an animal
so they wanted me out of there; i kept pointing out their INCOMPETENCE, they actually told me i would make a bad vet tech
>>27429111
Me neither, but at some point I realized they were not the son and daughter their parents wanted, either.
> karma, dude
>>27429307
Congrats to you for still having enough feels for your cat. Most of the world is selfish, icy, assholes.
>>27429698
Hey that's work, dude
>>27429607
This describes me PRECISELY
> no it doesn't get better
> I am 53 years old and feels are the same
>>27431441
I have a hard time believing that going 2 minutes over is enough to fail that badly.
> could never be a vet tech because of having to assist in euthanizing people's beloved pets
>>27431441
Do you work for PETA?
>>27431544
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXlZ6edCHqI
give me some originality here
>>27431588
yup thats the bullshit they told me
i contested it but i already knew what was going to happen as theere were multitudes of pictures on the walls at the University with the Vet, the Manager and the Director of the program being BEST BUDDIES for 20 years and guess who decided on my contested case? yup all 3
i was failed over a fucking misdemeanor in University terms
as i said they HATED me, the clinic Manager came in one time during blood donations and dhe redirected the needle underneath the skin of dogs like 5-6 times before drawing blood multiple times animals in a row
yet when i was doing my contested mark thing The clinic manager mentioned how i had redirected the needle whilst doing a Cat femoral vein blood draw which if you are a Vet tech you will KNOW is the hardest vein to draw from
i told her about what she had done and she was a vet tech for 30 years and how bad she must be; but at that point i the decision had already been made and i was just getting stuff off my chest
>>27431606
no why? why would you think that?
>>27431790
Because the people you work with seem to WANT to kill the animals.
>>27431441
vet techs are supposed to be little bitches who do what they're told. maybe you're thinking you wanted to be a vet?
>>27431836
i wouldnt say they WANT to kill animals
but their APATHY, their LAZINESS, their TOTAL DISREGARD for feelings and emotion of not only the vet techs, but also the customer and the animals has led them down the slippery slope to where they no longer CARE about doing their jobs properly
They just do the motions; they do it for a pay cheque. I wasnt. I knew i would get paid a shit wage but this was going to be my career and i LOVED animals and wanted them to be given the best of care
Another example: the Parasite teacher- vet tech, told us we were being given a sample of fecal matter from her Dads heffers and the Vet techs downstairs (the fucking lazy ones) had already run it and said it was "fine"
i redid it the feval sample and found out that her Dads heffers had a BAD aa REAL REAL BAD problem with Tapeworms that could cause the beef to be no good if not treated. Turns out they said they had done it but meh they were to busy GOSSIPING
i think thats the first instance where they began to HATE ME cause i showed them for the imcompetent bitches they are
>>27431896
That was to be the road, i know HOW were supposed to be but i wasnt having it. I sopke up when things needed speaking up about, half the clinic LOVED me, all the customers LOVED ME cause it shows when someone is really trying to take care of your animal, but the other half of the clinic HATED me cause i wouldnt tow the line/showed their incompetence
>guy posts his cock in a thread
>he says I'm gay
>tell him I'm not
>secretly am gay and fap to his cock anyway
>>27431973
so stop wanting to be a nurse and get vet training?
>>27432068
im 29 now, its too late at this point, after that debacle the medical field soured in my mind so now im a Pipefitter making good dosh
atleast i saved a few animals whilst i was there, i also had to Euthanize a few of which im sorry but atleast i cared
>>27426998
if the dumb bitch actually cared she'd have known the answer without needing me to tell her
>>27428723
>mom tells me she had a dream about when I was a kid
>tells me I was always so happy and when she wakes up, she feels sad because I'm not like I was when I was a kid and I'm not happy
>starts blaming herself
>oh shit oh shit, on one end, can't lie and pretend to be happy, but on the other it really isn't her fault
>"I was just meant to be this way. Don't blame yourself, it has nothing to do with you."
>weird thing is I don't really care about whether or not I'm happy, so I'm not really sure why she does either
>tfw feeling guilty for making her feel guilty but also know that, logically, happiness is not a responsibility and I don't understand why people treat it like one
Having someone care about you can cause some fucked up and weird feelings, sometimes.
>>27429307
>"you know what they say, work hard player harder"
this made me laugh then i saw the next part. im sorry for your loss anon
>>27427273
the teech is a hack
>>27431416
you can stop lying to yourself anytime, friend.
>>27432850
That hits home. You're right
Tonight I mentioned that I didn't like my major, that I just sit and stare at my homework all day, and that I really should try a trade instead of medicine.
>You should beat yourself up about it. I didn't put you into this world to be anything but a Doctor.
Thanks Mom.
>>27426998
>"This is the day that Jesus/God did miracle"
"allegedly"
*tips fedora*
>>27429111
well I'll never get non alcoholic not abusive caring parents I always wanted. I think we are square
>>27433216
I think she's baiting you to reject that and show some independence.
>lying to your parents about the state of your life
an all too familiar feel
>when are you going to take responsibility in life?
Never lmao just gonna kill myself when they kick me out, dumb normies.
>>27432170
Wow, I don't know what to say, the vet's and other vet tech's I work with are a blast. At my clinic we have great people with the best of the animals in mind. I've only heard stories about other vets wanting to go home early so they prescribe antibiotics to a dog with severe internal pain, the uterus was hours away from exploding before the owners came to our clinic, and x-rays was done to locate the problem. There is also "a lot" of corruption when it comes to specializing as a vet, and that is my goal so I feel a bit worried about my future etc.
But shit, I guess there is problems in all profession, glad it worked out for you in the end, Anon. But it's really sad it had to end that way for your vet tech profession.
>>27429111
they don't deserve the son they always wanted tbqhwy
