ITT: we pretend to be /r9k/
>wah I don't have a girlfriend ;_;
>ree all women are whores ree ree ree i'm so butthurt >:(
>that feeling when I don't have a girlfriend ;_____;
>no girlfriend
>tfw i do have a gf
>>27422795
>tfw i do have a gf
Fuck off, normalscum.
little girls are the devil!
>>27422825
lmao that's a good /r9k/ imitation
>>27422849
kek /r9k/ folk are jealous of normalfags
I have manic depression but can't talk about it with anyone because I involuntarily remain selectively mute. I don't like bothering people. I figure, if I don't talk to anyone, then I can't bother them. I don't want to be a burden, and well, they can't think negative things about me if they can't think anything of me to start with. I don't like doing this, but it's all I know. I therefore cannot express myself socially, and have not found any other ways to express "myself." I have a very lose definition of "myself" and often contemplate suicide because of it. I don't have an identity, I tell myself, and have no one in my life to validate or confirm I do. It's crippling me day by day, and nobody knows, because I don't let them know. I am not progressing as a person, and it's my fault. It's my fault, everything is my fault. I've heard in popular media not to blame personal problems on others, so I don't. I shouldn't after all, I figure.
The few people who have attempted interaction with me are almost always more or less intrigued by my quietness. It's easy to pretend at first, I can be anyone I want in first impressions, but the real socially disabled persona comes out rather soon. I fear I come off as angsty, cold; I don't mean it. It's just that there are certain people I wouldn't want to associate myself with. I assume others have this same mentality, and perhaps that they wouldn't want to associate themselves with me. According to me, nobody could possibly enjoy my company socially. I project my mentality on others a lot, enough to recognize when it happens.
>>27424106
I'm very insecure, with very low self-esteem and self-worth. At least I'm aware of it, I tell myself. I'm not happy with my physical appearance, and have nobody to validate me. I assume they don't validate me because they're not happy with my physical appearance as well. That must be the case. I have no confidence and don't deserve anything. As much as I'd love a female companion to mutually enjoy the rest of life with, I know I don't deserve one. She'd deserve better anyways. Everyone deserves better than me. My problems aren't unique. I'm not special for feeling this way. I can't let myself feel special. I don't want to be self-loathing, popular media says not to so I shouldn't be. But I need someone to listen. I don't care about having a girlfriend anymore, I know it's not happening. I'd like a friend, but it's not happening because I don't let it happen. I want somebody to help me, to swoop my off my feet, but I don't deserve it. I'm sorry mom, dad. I really am. It's my fault. It is my fault.
I have a 130 iq, I'm basically a genius and I can't talk to normal plebs because it's like interacting with ants.
>>27424106
>>27424127
Wrong thread, but I'll leave it.
>>27424106
>>27424127
My entire personality summed up in two posts. I can't even be unique in my loserdom.
>tfw 5'11
Fuck im not 6ft guess my whole life is over now brb killing myself
