20kg and now what?
I lost my virginity high and drunk on public toilets, I was the middle of attention, they all liked me, I had a place to belong to I had it all.
But now they all left me, I said goodbye to you guys and all you did was laughing and saying that I will be back
>>27411757
>I lost my virginity high and drunk on public toilets
THE FUCK?
YOU ARE NOT WELCOMED HERE EITHER.
LEAVE, FAILED NORMIE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
This is it, I am done.
I achieved it, I fucking lived my normie life, drugs and alcohol helped me to do so, but now everyone I know is trash-talking about me behind my back, they call me a failure a meth addict and alcoholic.
What kind of life am I supposed to lead? I fucking spent more than a 5 years watching anime and playing games I tried so fucking hard to get out of such a miserable existence I lost fucking 20kg and now what?
I lost my virginity high and drunk on public toilets, I was the middle of attention, they all liked me, I had a place to belong to, you were all saying that I will return here when I was leaving, you were fucking right and that fucks me up even more
I guess that in the end I tried to not to be me as much as I could because I hate myself
Sorry I am so fucked in the head that I cant even post correctly
>>27411793
i know this feeling anon. I cant relate to anyone anymore. I dont have any interest in games,anime, or anything. I do nothing now all day and stare at a wall or look at my phone. I haven't spoken to a person that I didn't live with in months. The drugs dont help me anymore. I just wish I could of made them all happy. I wish i could make everybody happy.
>>27411874
I will visit a psychiatrist asap, did you try that?
>>27411940
don't fall for the psychiatrist meme bro
