Has anything really humiliating ever happened to you? I went through a period when I was 14 that I had to wear diapers 24/7 and had to change myself in front of my brother....
>>27409240
>got extra desperate last night
>message 4 girls via snapchat to hang out
>literally "seen" from all of them
>tfw not even worth the pseudopolite "sorry anon but i'm busy"
damn. bitches can be so cold but i'm not accustomed to this level of coldness. im only 18 but i guess it's all downhill from here
>>27409240
that is so specific. aren't you afraid of being recognized
>>27409411
By who? Only my family knew this happened to me. My brother does go on 4chan, but not on /r9k/.
>>27409360
Don't worry man, we've all been there.
>be 13 going through puberty
>taking human growth hormones; still ends up a 5'5" manlet
>go for a check-up with my grandma
>female nurse comes in
>"ok, anon, we're going to have to
check your genitals."
>proceeds to pull down my pants infront of my grandmother
>nobigdeal.jpg
>"ok, anon, we have nursing students here for a day. You wouldn't mind if they came in and observed, right?"
>"uh, I guess not."
>room fills up with all female nursing students
>get a half boner
>stare at the wall
>feels like an eternity
Licking my vomit up off the dirty floor because there are remnants of drugs in it, picking hair and dirt out of my mouth.
>>27409608
OP here, I'm 5' 7"; 19 years old and yet I still look like I belong in an 8th grade classroom.
>>27409649
Jesus Christ are you clean now?
>>27409655
Same age, but I look 15
>>27409701
Nah, I'm not. Done other crazy shit to prevent being sober too. Smacked my ass with a needle of adrenaline once, got me running around the house like Usain Bolt.
>>27409716
I don't know, I know some people hate looking young, but I still like it. I do so much shit a kid would do that I hardly consider myself an adult.
>>27409862
People still treat me like I'm 15
>>27409966
People do the same to me. I'm still a crybaby too, just like when I was a kid. Doesn't take much to get my teary-eyed and I still make loud sobs like if I were a child.
>Forgot to log out of my gay hookup throwaway email
>Friend goes to log into his
>mine comes up
>Sees emails I sent to an older man I hooked up with
>Sees a picture of me dressed as a girl and with his cum on my face that he took and I asked him to send me
We never spoke of it again
>>27410224
I have a cousin like that; she's emotionally exhausting sometimes
>>27409240
Please explain because that's incredibly confusing.
Were you shitting yourself all the time or something?
>>27410541
No, peeing myself all the time. I had received a bad bladder infection which made controlling myself nearly impossible at the time.
If you're asking why I had to have my brother watch me change, it was because I had not told my family about the infection until I had to go the hospital for another incident and the staff found out.
Because of that, my parents wanted to make sure I was putting on the diapers correctly(since they were cloth) and that I was wearing them.
>>27409854
You ever suck cock to feed your habit, junkie?
>spend a couple years going to shows
>weirdly idolise all these amazing bands in my city
>eventually become less of a social retard, start talking to people
>really hard at first because everyone in that band culture's humour revolved around shit talking, felt like it was my first day on 4chan as a normie but real life
>eventually get less weird, work on my own music for a long time, feel like I'm at least kind of friends with these dudes and that maybe I'm not so awkward
>develop huge crush on this guy
>play my own show on a lineup with some of these bands under the impression that I'll finally be assimilated once I prove my musical prowess
>thought it went really well
>as I'm ordering a drink overhear the guy I like talking with a bunch of other people and hear him say something along the lines of "yeah, it was pretty fucking boring. I don't really like anon anyway, it's annoying that he's at every show and we have to have a conversation."
>a couple of the others laugh and agree
>pack my gear, leave early, normie friend pats me on the back and says "hey, it was a good set man" as if I had really obviously fucked something up
I just kind of stopped going out after that. Started playing videogames again. I was happier that way.
>>27410496
I feel that way at times too. Embarrassing I know, but it's been so hard to fix that habit.
>>27411573
Nope, jerking off for strange men on the internet is much easier.
>>27410478
I know this is /r9k/, but jesus christ wtf man
>>27411838
you should continue, don't give up senpai.
