>tfw been sitting here typing and deleting the OP post for 10 minutes trying to decide what to make a thread about
>realize I don't actually have anything to say, just want to talk because I have been off /r9k/ all day and it's my only source of socialization
Pretty much the same, minus ever feeling a need to make a thread. I'll make one if I have something I care to discuss, but never just because.
Anyway. Going to bed. Goodnight, anon.>told Op have a goodnight
>it's about 11:30pm here in NY
>he only has 30 minutes to enjoy it
>mischief post
Hey man, at least you managed to do something besides shitpost all day like the rest of us.
>>27406390
I usually never make them unless I really have something interesting to say, but I am lonesome tonight.
Sleep tight, mischievous friend of mine.
>>27406404
I was just helping my grandma and then playing the same video game over and over, it wasn't anything useful.
>>27406451
You helped your grandma. You spent time with her and that means a lot to most elderly people. You made someone's day better even if it wasn't your own.
>>27406597
I suppose anon. Thanks for being kind to me, friend.
Since I don't have much to say, here is my attempt at quadruples.
>>27406670
Oops, messed up pretty bad, darn. I love this picture though. I believe it's from a porno, and this guy looks like a real sex weirdo.
Here's another picture that I really like. I used to get told I look like Mark Hamill a lot, but I gained some weight and now I'm chubby. I am down 30 lbs and have about 30 more to go, then I plan to get a costume like this and dress up as Luke. I like Star Wars and Mark Hamill.
>>27406741
Here's another cool picture of him as Luke.
I really hope one day I can be as nice and cool as Mark Hamill. I guess I've always been nice but I don't think I'm outgoing enough.
>>27406936
I've always dreamed of being a Jedi. It would be really cool. I recently played KoToR 1 and it blew my mind. It felt amazing to be a Jedi of my own creation, upholding peace in the universe. Maybe one day life will be more than sitting in my room and playing the same video game over and over.
Since I'm 30 lbs down I'm considering getting ice cream and some chocolate syrup tonight. I don't know if I should.
Listening to the FLCL soundtrack. I remember when I was a bit younger, 12 or 13, my dad showed it to me. We watched all 6 episodes in a night, just me and him. I think it was sort of his way of teaching me about the birds and the bees. I love my dad.
>>27407144
Hey, I got dubs.
I really can't wait for things to be better. Just takes time I guess. The meds are helping a lot, I'm so happy to be off those awful SSRIs. Now I just gotta wait until I'm thinner, and until the next semester of uni starts.
I wonder if one day I'll be able to find a non-whore girl to make my wife and have kids with. I certainly hope so. I'm not to optimistic at this point, but I also haven't spoken to anyone outside my family in 6 or 7 months.
Another picture of my favorite jedi
>>27407250
Well, I think I am going to get some ice cream, probably not for an hour or so.
It'll be nice to have a treat for once.
I wonder what happened to people like Mark Hamill. He's reportedly very very warm and kind, and appreciative of fans. I hope I can be like him one day. Even if he's a "normie" and a "chad", he's just a genuinely sweet guy. I want to be the type of guy who brightens everyone's day.
>>27407392
I had a dream the other day, that I died. I have vivid dreams every night. It felt amazingly frightening. I was shot in the head, and it all went black. I felt the warm blood pour from my head as I waited to see what came after this world. It was the nail in the coffin that made me no longer suicidal.
I guess it feels good to talk to myself at least. No one to bother me, it's nice. I used to have a journal, but I filled it with awful things. So many insults and degradations of myself. It wasn't right. I still have it, it's important. One day when things are great, I will read it and remember how dark things can be.
More Mark Hamill. He makes me smile.
>>27407559
Although my mental health has overall improved greatly since my diagnosis with Bipolar Disorder, I have been having a few issues lately. I am still too obsessive about some things. I heard voices for the first time last night, although I think I was just tired and half dreaming. I have suspected that I may be autistic, or at least on the spectrum. I am extremely obsessive about certain topics, and get upset when anything in my routine is disturbed. I write extensively about Silent Hill 2 and my theories about it, despite it being mostly figured out having come out 15 years ago. I collect information related to it, and I have beaten it 14 times in the last week. I really like it. Going to stop with the Mark Hamill photos now, because I don't want to avatarfag.
>>27407725
Here's another attempts at quadruples.
I feel good saying all this. I just heard that FLCL has been confirmed for 2 more seasons. I feel more worried than excited. I don't want it to suck. This music is so good. Nostalgic.
>>27407778
Well I guess it's about time for me to stop posting. I will keep this thread open in case anyone shows up and wants to talk. It's been nice talking to myself I guess. Feel much better than earlier.
How sad can it get... Where is absolut zero.
