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>2016
>still believing it will get better
every year passes... same shit
"at least your family loves you"
becoming a wagecuck solved nothing
>be alone on birthday
>set camera timer
>run to pick up angry cat
>try to act as natural as possible
>flash
>die inside
hot girls too
>>27399942
I know that the love of my family is something to by cherished, but their unconditional love just makes me hate myself more than I already do.
it will end... eventually
>>27399908
pic related fucking me on screen.
age 20
no beard
no gf
virgin
0 gf so far
living in a shitty 3rd world country
have no faith afterlife to count on
no social life only friends from skype to play lol with
tell me i'm not alone or i'm going to kill myself.
...just keep hanging in there, no matter who is laughing
>>27400049
But anon, nobody is laughing at me because nobody knows me well enough to see my failures.
that's what you get for "trying"
>>27400073
This guy was a drug dealer who ruined all of his relationships.
Just cling to your anime and vidya. Your family will still try to give you a good birthday
>>27400002
WTF?!?!?!?!??
oh this is probably minutes before she went out partying and got her holes stuffed
wew i almost had my world view shook
>tfw when cake is not even something to look forward to
>tfw you'll never get a birthday pretzel
>>27400015
i hope i can die inside of a steak and shake but i moved to the west coast and they practically have none here
reeeee
>>27400132
>tfw I don't even like cake
>>27400112
some girls are robots too
>>27400095
is that a pedobear shirt
>>27400146
why do these tards always have a pube stache?
>>27400190
She could be any age between 18 and 40.
your good looks don't even help
>>27400190
Even the picture says "no" in it. She probably went out and got fucked by chad later.
>>27400190
that first girl posted was clearly a stacy
i haven't had a birthday cake since i was 8, I haven't had a birthday party since i was 10
Maybe this is why i am so jaded.
>>27400197
Because they don't know how to shave and their parents don't trust them with a razor.
>let senpai take pic
>immediately go back to room
>>27400190
>Sarah
such a Normie name.
In the span of two years I
>Got my license
>Got a car
>Got a job
>Got fired
>Lost 120
>Got a girlfriend
>Got another job
>Quit that job
>Totaled my car
>Dumped my girlfriend
>Got my license suspended
It does get better, then it gets worse, then it gets better, then worse, that probably happens for another 30-40 years and then you die. No one is happy for long, as far as I can tell. That's okay though.
>>27400002
>hot
Ok kys now.
>2016
>not being satisfied with what you have
>>27400190
>Implying she wasn't spending the actual date of her birth with her parents because she had a good relationship with them
>Implying the next day she didn't go out with her large social circle and celebrate her belated birthday party before getting fucked by the groups' resident Chad
>tfw you dont know what you are going to do when your parents die because you are a neet kv with no job experience
is an hero my future
>parents go to expensive bakery to buy cake for NEET son
>cake decorator asks parents what their son is like... what does he like to do?
>>27400258
It's a nice name. One I would give to my daughter.
If I ever had a chance of having one.
>>27400292
I think my name would have been sarah but I got a benis instead so my name is kevin
>>27400285
You better start working on going NEET
>>27400204
that's a pretty large window for a house. His friends are behind the camera, so his 7-8/10 gf can get a good shot :)
bear feels
>>27400289
Fuck, that's well made!
>>27400309
My name would've been Amber if I was a girl. I'm fairly glad I'm male though.
Original comment required. bloxblox
>>27400049
everyday... same booth
>I'm 27
Just fucking kill me. The only thing that gives me joy is playing tennis, and I know that eventually I'll have some injury that will prevent me from playing...and then that's it.
>>27400112
She's ugly as fuck, god I hate pleb with shit taste in girls so much, kys.
But only men can be le robots!
yeah ok, I'm a male but I hate retards like you.
Ugly women can very well end up having no friends at all if they're ugly enough, honestly this>>27399908
8/10 twink ending up like that surprises me much more.
"come on son... force a smile for the camera"
>>27400337
I know, the level of detail is great. I wonder what they could pull off if they were sculpting someone with an interesting life.
>>27400344
Good thing I don't expect to live that long - or marry.
>>27400073
One way ticket to FEELadelphia
i don't want these feeling now
>>27400344
Fuck. Is he still alive?
20 seems to be a turning point
>>27400049
Fuck that stupid cunt for HAVING to include her smug ass face in it
Ill smash her fucking face in
>>27399908
look at the bright side
it cant get any worse
>>27400190
She looks like a normal, reasonable girl. Probably likes knitting, cooking, and reading. Where the fuck do I find these girls.
>>27400289
I wouldn't even be mad. Thats impressively well done.
>>27400339
yeah me too. women are cool and all but their propensity for irrational behavior can be too much for me sometimes.
>>27400422
quaker meetings
>>27400448
I fucking hate oatmeal
>>27400422
Nah she looks like an ugly girl, you're probably very ugly yourself if you can't get girls that looklike that.
>>27400421
I said that then my cat died 3 weeks before my last birthday.
fuck
>here cum the feels
the best birthday a wagecuck can hope for
>>27400467
I can probably get girls like that, I just don't know where to meet them.
>>27400421
It always get worse, much worse. I can't help but feel that the universe is some kind of nightmare made actual, the derealisation certainly does not help.
>>27400476
subway is fantastic. seems like a lucky guy to me
>>27400412
what should we do anon? help me, i m 20 at may
>>27400421
just wait anon.
>>27400487
if you're having trouble reaching the mountain top, consider that maybe you're already there
my family never does anything for my birthday and they always make me do something my self or plan it myself. im not good at approaching friends although i know they love me dearly. my dad gave me 70 dollars to buy a camera i always wanted (fujifilm instax mini 8) and my sister took all the money.
>>27400383
>under armour shirt
Pls leave Chad
why would anything ever get better?
>>27400483
Anywhere, ugly girls are a good half of the girl population.
>>27400494
just keep on going. luck needs time to happen.
>>27400422
I've been trying to figure that out for years, anon. You'd think B&N would be a good place to start. Nope, its just hipsters reading Tyler Oakley biographies and buying record players.
>>27400534
>my dad gave me 70 dollars to buy a camera i always wanted (fujifilm instax mini 8) and my sister took all the money.
Kick her in the cunt.
Stay lonely, my friends
>No stripper with grandma party posted yet.
>>27400555
I went into a Barnes and Noble store a few months ago and it's barely even about books anymore. Half the store is the cafe, a quarter of what's left is Nook accessories and wacky gifts, then the last quarter is books (and half of that is kids' books) I need to go to a knitting class or church singles meetup or something.
>>27400555
i am a weird guy but i still found a qt3.14 waifu. its all luck man. you too can be lucky
>>27400576
she said shell buy it with her card and it was ordered and on its way etc.. it never came and it took me a week to make her admit
>The doll forum said it's getting more accepted all the time
>>27400612
I would quietly leave the room after that and kill myself.
>>27400476
steady income, subway and fucking basic bitchs i wish that was my life
>>27400612
what is story under this pic anon? i kek'd
>>27400631
Kick her in the cunt, anon. Blood relation doesn't make her exempt from being beaten.
>>27400492
what's with this board and subway?
do subway shills seriously sit around /r9k/ of all places, promoting subway as the premier cuisine for neets? nah, that doesn't make any sense, right?
wait, don't tell me that you guys promote subway
F O R F R E E ?
O
R
F
R
E
E
?
>>27400492
>>27400526
>>27400548
>>27400623
Anon pls stop. My dick can only get so hard and my feels can only get so when no gf.
>kids haven't talked to you in 12 years
>send each one a dinner inviation
>no one RSVPs
>plan fancy dinner anyway, just in case they show
>yfw you eat alone
>>27399908
is that chibi?
>>27400679
Well subway IS good, is probably the only fast food you can eat without completely hating yourself for eating it, but it's a shitload of bread.
>>27400679
it's cheap and nice, anon. subway is very comfy
>>27400615
Its bad enough the damn stores are scarce
>>27400612
you can't get lower than this
>>27400034
You are not alone
Origimal bomment fuk
>>27400688
its ok if you wanna bust homie. if you really want me to stop i will. if you think you feel bad now, having a girlfriend mistreat you feels even worse
>>27400737
He has family. Of course you can be lower than that.
>Travelling home for Easter
>I don't know why I'm even doing this. Yeah, to make mum happy.
>See old friends dad and mum at train station
>They're drunk af
>"Hey anon, sit down for a minute!"
>I pray to God they're not going to ask about gf. They probably assume I'm gay anyways.
>They don't
>His mum drunkenly tells me that I look so unhappy
>No shit
>They start arguing whether it was appropriate to say this
>I leave
So...I don't even know how to fake it anymore. I just look miserable to other people.
>>27400344
must be an atheist. a normal person would know they'd see each other again someday and move on.
>>27399908
>Remember seeing these pictures as a teenager
>"Hah, what a fucking loser. I've got plenty of time"
>23 years old now still living with my mom with no job
>I'm the fucking loser
Shit, I WISH I was a 20 year old guy getting a cake from his mom now.
Sometimes I think
>It's just the depression making me think this way
>It's just the depression telling me life is hopeless and that I will never be loved
>It's just the depression telling me that I'm better off dead
Then I take a look at my life and realize that the depression is just reaffirming the truth.
>>27400787
well maybe but the depression dosen't let you to change it tho
>>27400762
Or he met his now dead wife there years ago or something, and he still goes there for the anniversary.
>>27400745
I need this exact format without clothes on. And trust me, I know those feels - why do you think I'm here?
>>27400787
I think that as well, but then I remember that the depression will lead to me killing myself soon. Then, I feel much better.
>>27400787
when was the last time you were happy?
pathetic beta thread?
>>27400787
Depression will tell you that no matter what. It's a mother fucker like that. I've been making a lot of progress and from the outside looking in there's really no reason I shouldn't be happy, and sometimes I am for an instant, I catch myself dancing or laughing or smiling and then I feel naive or guilty for feeling happy and I stop whatever I'm doing and feel like shit. I don't think depression is a result of your life's success or failure, it's just there most of the time, no matter what.
>>27399942
Of course they love me. Their my family. It is expected.
>>27400787
you can lose everything but when you loose your motivation that's when you're really lost
>>27400818
we're all gonna make it even if you don't try. sometimes good things just happen
>>27400858
You forgot the webm of the skinny spinny bitch
>>27400825
Where are you getting these?
>>27400873
he's not the only one who try to think positive at least i try
>>27400897
an anon shared the link to the /gif/ thread.
>>27400825
Summer 2011. I had just graduated high school, still had small but close circle of friends, and I was all set to go study engineering at my first choice university. I didn't have a job, but because I had worked part-time right through high-school my parents didn't mind supporting me for a while. I had loads of free time and no almost no responsibilities. Really nice weather that summer too.
>>27400873
i got your back friendo
>>27400917
Do you know her name?
>>27400270
She's fucking hot idk what you're smoking boi
>>27399993
THIS IS SO SAD I AM SO SORRY MAN
>>27400918
that sounds nice. at least you didn't suffer as much as a lot of the anons in this thread. engineering is a hard major and unless you truly love class-work and hours of study, i don't feel it is worth it. there are easier majors that make just as much money are are also technical.
i'm not very smart though so maybe its just me
>>27400963
please see filename on this nice webm
>>27400034
where are you from, anon??originalllIlIl
>>27400679
>subway
Don't forget Lil' C's
>>27400342
wait! is this eric? from simon the gamer?
>>27400270
>>27400974
i think she's pretty on the outside and she looks like a nice person
>>27399908
what's with parents and humiliating their children like this? my mom loves to do this shit. does she have autism?
>>27400289
i would probably take the cake knife and stick it in my gut if that was me
>>27400974
Kill yourself scum, she's got a shit face.
>>27401024
That one is pretty fancy
>>27401070
Yeah right, I bet you'd become a stuttering beta in her presence. She's hot and you're jealous and you know it.
>>27401070
if some nice person showed her how to use makeup i think you might change your mind
>>27401024
Thanks. Can't seem to find the webms anywhere so I'm going to save anything you post of her Anon.
>>27401070
She's good looking. You probably just got some weird fat fetish or are a closet homosexual
>>27401070
>Kill yourself for not thinking girls I don't like are hot
Oh man, how don't you have a girlfriend?
>>27401075
i am so dumb i failed the captcha 5 times trying to post this
>>27401107
Not really I talk to girls I actually find hot at uni and never stutter, she's got a hag face, please don't reproduce and fill the wrold of ugly shits like you and that girl.
>>27401040
i wish i could have some little ceasars pizza but I am on a cut. 160lbs here I come
>>27400203
Well judging by that candle she's apparently 2.
>>27401145
there is a large thread on /gif/ of about 100 of these if you are interested
>>27401173
>tfw cutting
Me to man.
Cardio, Salads, and vegetables wew
>>27400206
>Even the picture says "no" in it
kek
>>27400002
idk why but that bubbaloo bowl made me chucklethe pic is still depressing tho
>>27400049
>that girl on the right laughing at this guy
im saveing this as inspiration to completely ruin the female species.
It can get better if you're not irredeemably fat and / or ugly.
Otherwise you're fucked.
You're really fucking fucked.
>>27401193
No no I think it's 112.
>>27401216
i am lucky that i have someone to make me healthy food. might i suggest eating protein? I bulked to 190 and i am now down 20lbs down to 170 with an end goal of 160.
I find protein to be the most filling and satisfying but if salads work for you then keep on keeping on.
>>27401266
Found it, sorry
I get a bad feeling about things when my sister and brother-in-law has named both of their kids with similar names like mine and his brother, who has a failed suicide attempt.
>>27401266
>>>/gif/8291708
here you go, b u d d y
>>27401319
oh well at least other anons can find it with this link
>>27400985
OMFG THAT ASS
MY PENIS IS EXPLODING
>>27401262
Oh absolutely I eat plenty of protien. My point was more that I'm steering clear of red meats and stuff. Basically the way I see it when on a cut is get your Protein get your veggies and drink plenty of water. If you don't go ham on carbs, and as long as you don't eat retarded portions and/or abstain from working out, losing weight is pretty easy.
I eat an apple or a banana and a couple eggs every morning.
A salad with greek yogurt for lunch.
A cliff bar or something in the afternoon if I worked out real hard that morning and feel like I need it.
And a vegetarian meal for dinner (usually)
I've been at it for 3 weeks and have lost about 10 lbs of blub.
I was 200 aiming for ~175
>have ibs
happy birthday -life
>>27401342
HANG ON ANON HERE IS SOME MORE
>>27401382
oh god wtf how is that butt possible on such a skinny girl
>>27400002
Damn, she doesn't deserve that.
>>27401379
sounds like you have the right idea. the mechanics of losing weight are pretty simple, consistency is key obviously. good luck reaching your D R E A M
>normal is believing delusions created by people who were too frightened by the reality of death
Sure
>>27399993
Aww that cat is so cute. Shame about the circumstances.
>>27401442
ty gl to you too webm anon
>>27400412
>tfw 20 in 2 months
>>27399993
Dude you look pretty normal. Go out get friends and get laid. Compared to many of the losers I laugh at here you look ok.
>>27401496
After 20 the years start going by real fast. Get the fuck out of your house before it's too late. Get out of here already.
>>27401536
I'm probably just going to end up jumping off of a bridge or something. My parents are going to die someday and I don't even have a GED.
>>27400897
it's just amazon clothing pics lad
>>27400492
>>27400526
>>27400548
>>27400623
>>27400718
>>27400745
>>27400825
>>27400865
>>27400917
>>27400941
>>27400985
>>27401024
>>27401056
>>27401115
>>27401151
>>27401173
>>27401206
>>27401262
>>27401319
>>27401330
>>27401382
>>27401442
fuck
am i weird for fapping to this?
>7.24% content
how is this calculated?
>>27401563
If you're serious then get out of the house anyway, don't spend the rest of your time here, hating everyone and everything. Go for a FUCKING WALK IN THE WOODS or something.
>>27401536
It's true, I just turned 22 and I feel like it was just my 21st birthday.
>>27401230
It's not bubbaloo mate it's sonho de valsa
>>27400289
To be fair Dale is 17. There's still hope for him
>>27399908
The "It gets better" campaign was only aimed at LGBT, not at Aspies/robots.
>>27401442
I want to ride that pooper
it's good to know there's people with lives just as shitty as mine (hell, atleast I'm in college).
also, what's the deal with depressing brazilian birthday pics? I have some, but my normie friends look so happy in theirs.
>>27400049
friendly reminder being old doesn't magically make you stop being a fucking normie
this old faggot decides he wants to attention whore, not sharing his wife's love only with himself with the picture turned toward him only, he's putting it out there in hopes of getting free meal
not to mention
>having wife and/or gf ever
>>27401679
...if only robots had their own activist organization that could control the media and court sytem
>>27401739
>senility isn't a thing
>People don't change as they grow older
>Having a broken heart is a meme
Bro..just no.
You're more of a pathetic robot than him. Was that your point? Congrats.
>>27400737
Yes you can.
See >>27400632
>>27401586
You'd be weird if this didn't turn you on. Or gay.
>Tfw turned 20 a couple weeks ago and took pictures like this
>>27400699
That's when you rewrite your will and leave them out of it completely if they are even still in it at all.
>>27401586
no you're just fine b u d d y
>>27401806
pls post and share
I don't do it consciously. It's so hard to give up.
>>27401806
19 in two months and expecting it too. I look sadder every year.
Why do you wank stains think that these are sad pictures?
People don't party hard and shit literally right at their literal birthday.
Most of the time they end up being weekdays and you don't even have time for anything but having 2-3 family members over to enjoy a small cake. It's extra easy if you live with them (e.g. your parents).
Then, you celebrate at whatever date is easier such as the weekend.
Is this the proof that you guys aren't really kidding and that NEETs really don't even know that people have school/college/work during the weeks?
>>27401739
pls no bully anon. he did nothing wrong
>>27401751
Well, at least we have ASAN http://autisticadvocacy.org/
to help fight back against "Autism $peaks" and their bigoted and greedy ways.
Although, it would be nice if there was an organization for robots that could influence the media.
It would also be nice if ASAN had more power.
>>27401822
Nice dubs, but I'm ugly and don't really feel the need to be insulted today.
I'm 22.Every year my parents throw me a party and it's not sad at all. They do the same thing for their independent children (who are in their 30's), and we all get a huge kick out of having a "kid's party" because we're fucking adults who don't need to get smashed to have fun. I like getting smashed. I just don't want to sacrifice my awesome family birthday to do it. I can get smashed anytime. I only get a holiday-teir meal and a kickass cake on my birthday.
And seriously, what makes some of these pictures so sad is the mom's poor cake skills.
>>27399993
The remote control lying on the table says it all.
>>27401861
this is true. some of my friends feel that you have to be partying at all times to be enjoying life. it's ok to enjoy quiet moments.
>>27401806
I'm SOO glad that no one took any pictures at my Birthday "parties" since I was a child.
Also, my 20th Bday was by far my most depressing because my Grandpa died the day before my birthday and I found out the night before my birthday.
Then on my birthday my aunt and my cousin came over and walked int my room and literally tried to drag me out of bed.
>>27401956
My 21st birthday was literally me crying in the fetal position on the couch in front of my mother before she went to work, then I ate an ice cream cake by myself.
>>27401925
>This
Also the lack of caring by some of the family members such as >>27399923
or the complete awkwardness of some of the parties such as >>27400612
>>27401916
this may sound patronizing but you're probably better looking than you give yourself credit for
>>27401941
I grew out of that mentaility after my first year of college. My friends did not. Guess who has a good job and who is unemployed?
>>27402000
After I found out my Grandpa had just died, I went to my room, opened and read the birthday card he had sent me earlier that week (I was saving it for the day of my birthday), and cried.
>>27400378
>that's an 8/10 "twink"
You don't have patrician taste in women dude. You're honestly just a faggot.
>>27399955
honestly independant but alone would be pure comfy teir for me.
>>27402018
I feel you man. I have a good buddy who until he recently checked into a rehab clinic, would literally drink 4-5 times a week to the point that he would blow through a whole 2 weeks of sick leave by April. guy mostly drank at bars and spent over $20k in three years of this lifestyle and was in horrible health.
nice guy but he feels you can only have fun while you're drinking. he's so alone that my wife and I often have him over for dinner so he doesn't drink by himself
>>27402015
Women in wet suits is a real turn on for me. I don't even live near an ocean unfortunately.
>>27400492
>saving websm of models turning around in clothing
Do you masturbate to fashion runway shows on tv too?
Luckily my birthday is RIGHT before college finals so I don't do anything special and live alone. I visit my parents during breaks though and we always go out to eat a nice steak or something, after finals being specifically a late birthday thing.
Haven't had a birthday with friends on any year that I can remember since I was little.
The worst part about most of these pictures is the absolutely depressing environments, where the houses look like houses that are literally 60+ years old since their construction, with china in faded wood display furniture and grandma-tier curtains.
I am one autistic antisocial fuck who spends my entire school breaks at my parents house but it doesn't feel remotely pathetic when I look at some of these
>>27402111
I'll post more of those then haha
>>27402115
I haven't even jerked to these to be honest. I only downloaded them so i could share them with you guys
>>27402115
I fapped to a victoria's secret catalog numerous times when I was like 12
>>27402111
>>27402147
phew, this one is just under 2MB
>>27400519
I'm at that 24-26 mark and I can confirm this is 100% true.
>>27402111
this one is kind of similar. i am taking requests btw. use your I M A G I N A T I O N
Too bad those are shit-tier "wetsuits"
I'm turning 22 next month. HKV, abandoned dreams of any sort of love or relationship; college dropout, currently a NEET with no skills (including social skills). Heavily depressed for about three years.
It never gets better. Lose your hope.
>>27400422
>expects normal things from normal looking girls
Oh anon where have you been
>>27402212
It's like a second skin
>>27400422
Honestly she looks like the bitchy feminist lesbians you find around Portland, OR.
Come here and you'll find some. You've been warned.
>>27402323
what's wrong with these suits?
>>27402208
my sister was in those dance classes like ballet, jazz, tap, and "hiphop". i'd borrow her dancewear magazines that you buy those clothes from and jerk for hours. felt good man
>>27400289
Top kek!
>dale
>>27400835
all his friends are probably dead already, he doesn't belong here
>>27402393
They're cheap surfer suits of low quality. Fine if you want a full-body rashguard and a little warmth but they won't last as long as a higher quality one and aren't really good for anything but warm-water stuff.
>>27400597
this looks pretty tasty to be quite frankly honest
>>27402602
Which ones do you recommend? Are you a surfer bro or a diver?
>>27402602
that's fair. i dont know anything about high quality wetsuits. i only know what these videos do to my willy
>>27400002
>>27401429
These are probably her grandparents, and it just a small celebration with her family before she's out with her friends.
I wouldn't know.
>>27402625
Diver. I wear a 1-2 mm skin for shallow dives. Something like the pics is fine for that, I just like more reinforcement, and I'll pay more for better stitching/gluing. I have a bunch, from no name crap to overpriced dive gear company stuff.
My deep water/colder water suit is a semi-dry suit: a wetsuit with extra neoprene gaskets around the openings so there's less water flow than a traditional wetsuit. Its 5-6mm I think. I've never really needed more than that diving in warm places, even on >100 ft dives. If there's a nasty thermocline I might wear a vest/hood. But generally thermoclines are refreshing as fuck. My semi-dry is from oceanic.
>The last thing I'm holding out for in life is two months away
>after that I'm free to die
can't wait
>>27400415
You can see her fucking smiling. Heartless cunt.
>>27402901
i hope it's something fun. good luck pal
>>27402908
Maybe she's smiling because she thinks it's super sweet.
>>27401596
>autism.jpg
That bitch can't spell for shit
>>27403530
That's not Autism you ignorant piece of shit.
>>27399908
I'm 20 this year and this hit me hard.
No friends
Kissless virgin
Never had a job
Depressed
I relate to many anons in here.
>>27400204
hes literally in one of the most popular boybands ever now
>>27399908
Please dont ruin my hope anon. Im trying so hard to keep on to it because if i killed myself my family would feel atleast a little guilt and i dont want to burden them with it or to pay to do whatever to my body. Please dont take the only thing i have left.
>>27402990
anon. can you please tell me where to download these.
they make me feel less loney.
>>27399908
>Birthday in 2 days
>see this thread
That's hurt..
trying to find my own flat so I can abuse alcohol drugs for a few months before I finally kill myself.
>>27403941
sure thing.
>>>/gif/8291708
here is the link to the thread. the dl link is towards the bottom of the thread. have a nice day
>>27403941
>they make me feel less loney.
Please sincerely look into what options are available to you for committing suicide.
>>27403971
If I could find a nice part time job, I'd probably get a flat too...
At least I'd be able to survive without being a disappointment to my mum...
I'd fuckin go anywhere...
>>27403941
>they make me feel less loney.
>>27403999
that is pretty rude, man. keep these bad vibes to urself pls
>>27400342
?????? new windows iphone whodis?
>>27404044
dang, that is a creepy-ass picture. this makes me feel uncomfortable lol
>>27404039
I'm unfit for work since I got bpd,depression and huge anxiety issues which makes me get autismbux.
Just trying to find the smallest,most cheap social housing flat.
I was in the same pit, but I picked up a good job and future prospects are good, and I'm a lot fitter with my lifting.
Probably helps that I have never felt that feel when no gf.
>>27404154
I wish I could get bux for my depression too... That's why I said "a nice part-time job"... I'm kind of in a good phase right now, I wish I could capitalise on that and get the Hell out of this suffocating environment.
How much do you get anon senpai ?
What a wonderful world
Select all images with flowers.
>>27399908
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNFjLzVKVdk
>>27399993
That's a pretty dope cabinet you got there.
>>27404215
I thought it would get better for me.
I tried to redo highschool since I dropped out of it due my depression,I was forcing myself as hard as I could to just keep on going and hoping shit would get better. After a year I just broke down and now its all getting into an even worse situation.
I get 350euro per month,which I only have to spend on electricity,food and shit. The rent is gettin paid by the goverment.
>>27403945
Me too. Was hoping to downplay it as much as possible, but now I have to deal with Easter at the same time. Save me, Jesus.
>>27404479
Jesus made Easter possible for your family... isn't that enough?
>>27404413
That's harsh... Aren't there any way to act on the reasons of your depression ? Not saying it's easy, but well... Might be more useful than just going to highschool...
>>27404606
Been in theraphy for about 2 years.
I even fell for the anti depressant and anti psychotics meme which fried my brain even more.
My doctor wants to get me into a mental ward but since I never told hgim about my selfharming and suicidal tendenzcies he cant do shit without me agreeing to it.
>>27404665
tell me about the anti depressant... I'm thinking of going in for one soon
>>27404730
All they do is make you feel like a zombie on top of being sleepy 24/7.
my depression has phases of incredible sadness and emotionless.
and they just boosted my feeling of nothingness.
>>27400289
HURTS MY HANDS
>>27404665
1 year and a half since diagnosis with clinical depression. I've stopped therapy and anti depressants, it's hard but well... Anti depressants are damn useless, most of them either knock you out or work for a month and then make you even more depressed... And I had nothing else to do in therapy, the therapist was nice and all, but I don't have anything to tell her anymore.
Try to calm down little by little on the self harming (don't tell your doctor, never), I know how hard it is since it's an addiction (I made myself obese with food addiction, autodestruction is damn addictive)... Since you don't have to worry about your situation economically, you can take as long as you have to. And well, you probably know how it goes, when you have suicidal thoughts: give yourself one more day. And then one more day again. Until the suicidal phase calms down.
It's kind of an occidental thing, we want things to go fast, and everything goes fast around... Take your time...
Try to find that little stupid thing that can get your mind off your problems. For me it's mangas, even though it's harder tor read during a bad phase, they make me forget the pain. Give it a try maybe.
Good luck anon senpai... Whenever you feel like you're getting worse, give yourself one more day.
>>27404730
Don't... They basically knock the shit out of you so that you can't think or harm yourself anymore and maybe if you\re lucky get a few more shits done... But the pain don't ease.
So what do you guys complain about exactly?
If not getting laid is your disability you drew a pretty fucking decent straw all things considered.
>>27399923
This could be a dope album cover
>>27400073
i feel like crying with this shit
>>27400092
proof? i need to know this is true
Birthday's coming up in two weeks and I can't tell you how much I'm ready for it to be over and done with until next year.
I don't mind being lonely most of the year, but there's just something about being a fucking 23 year old and only having your parents give a fuck about your existence.
I don't want to celebrate or even acknowledge my birthday, I want to just be left alone and let it be another normal day.
>>27399908
TRUMP IS GOING TO MAKE IT BETTER AGAIN!
>>27404923
Depression here... I couldn't care less about getting laid at this point.
How about you senpai ?
>>27404942
julius was a good man trying his best
>>27400002
Qt pa too tie desu
>>27404942
more jules
>>27404978
ITS TIME TO STOP
FEELS STOP
>>27404974
Nothing, I'm here on safari
Oh I disagree, its only been getting better since I hit BMT Jan 19th. Sure it sucked but tech school rocks, and so do air force benefits. I needed direction in life and the air force takes care of me and I got a cool ass job.
>>27405019
forgot my pic, crap
>>27400289
Just fuck my feelings up lads
when you have nothing left but the PC screen
>>27400494
>>27401496
Lads I'm turning twenty in four weeks
am i fucked? will I be a kv forever?
>>27405016
Having fun laughing at outcasts, shitposters and degenerates ?
>>27400778
>>
dont worry brah,
>at 22 i didnt have a job, drank heavily, never had a GF, dropped out of college, thought about killing myself everyday
>turning 26 soon, finishing up on a second degree in two months, married, got our own house, good paying job, higher than most my age.
for me the turn around was getting active in church and rededicating. Hopefully youll find yours.
>>27405040
Get your boot ass out of here
Reminder that if you're on /r9k/ you're already more self-aware than at least 80% of the population
Reminder that if you're on /r9k/ you know you have a problem, which admitting is the first problem and that many normies won't ever accept out of pride
Reminder that you are most likely more intelligent than the average normie but just have addictions, procrastination or laziness holding you back which can ultimately be overcame
Reminder that if you stayed away from this site and spent less time off the internet you can achieve more than you'd think
Reminder that we're all going to make it
>>27405015
The feels train cannot stop on command.
But if it makes you feel better 4chan did send him some messages and shit
>>27405201
wow this delusion is strong
if you're so intelligent why can't you think of witty things to say to people?
>>27405201
>Reminder that if you stayed away from this site and spent less time off the internet you can achieve more than you'd think
very true
>Reminder that we're all going to make it
nah
>>27404880
My doctor is going to give me some social anxiety meds which i never took so far,I hope they at least help.
he said theyre 'emegency meds' so im probably going to abuse the fuck out of them.
I actually had a phase in which i didnt self harm myself for 4 months but instead i drunk a bottle of vodka everyday,which made me gain weight a fuck ton so I stopped and now im back to cutting myself.
I really dont know if I want to keep going.
I'm watching tv shows and play videogames nearly all day but they dont help me forget the pain like they used to anymore.
I'm sorry for the late reply.
I'm currently cutting myself while playing some dota.
>>27404923
my long dinstance relationship just ended.
>lol online relationship
people online are the only social interaction I got.
>>27400092
I'm'Dee Muthafukkin Killiaz was still offering encouragement
>>27405261
>people online are the only social interaction I got.
Imagine how many old people don't even get that lol
>>27405201
>Reminder that if you're on /r9k/ you're already more self-aware than at least 80% of the population
>Reminder that you are most likely more intelligent than the average normie
Hell no, this board is full of fucking retards. The r9k redpill is nothing more than another bluepill. An escapist's fantasy.
People can become intelligent if they use their brain, being here just makes you dumber.
>>27405241
It is true anon, you know you can achieve if you want to - But you don't want to, you want to be a victim
What makes you assume I can't think of witty things to say to people?
>>27405261
I hope they'll work. But don't abuse them, you know fully well how stupid it'd be.
Well, between vodka and cutting I can't say what's worse... Have you tried anything else ?
You know you want, deep inside you do. Or else you wouldn't cling onto this hope that's currently keeping you alive.
Try to stop one cut short of what you were planning to do...
>>27405272
based julius making it, feels good senpai
>>27399993
happy birthday Anon! :)
comment unoriginal apparently
I realized last week that it doesn't get any better.
I've lost all interest in any hobbies I had.
Not even some of my old favorites will keep me interested for longer than a few minutes.
>>27405295
imagine how many old people dont get mental illnesses in general
I remember telling my mom after my doc diagnozed me with clincal depression and she said 'life is too short to be sad,just be happy!"
>>27405400
I hope so too.
I cant talk to people,neither irl nor online.
my hands get to shake,my heart gets to race,my mouth just refuses to speak..
I know how stupid it is,but self harming is stupid as well.
and if it makes me feel better then I dont care about the drawbacks.
Well anime..videogames..tv shows..books,but I just dont have real motivation to do anything.
I'm not sure if I'd say i want it real deep inside.
It's probably just the normal survival instict that every human has.
I'll try.
I've been just feeling extra down and helpless since me and my 'online relationship' just broke up.
its gettin hard to type since blood is all over my hand and fingers
>>27400112
There's a girl at work like that. I'm attracted to her, she sometimes makes eye contact.
>>27400073
I've been on this Website for many, many years and this Photo... This fucking Photo... It gets to me every time.
>>27400265
That's how it is, and that's fine because everybody else is having the same stuff. I love life and I will keep trying, and in the end it is still worth it.
>>27399908
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>>27399923
>>27399942
>>27399955
>>27399993
>>27400002
>>27400132
>>27400146
>>27400204
>>27400251
>>27400289
why are these faggot getting cake and posing for picture? I guess it might be to please their parents or something. It still makes them seem like mental midgets when they do this.
I am an autistic weeaboo 18 years old, and I don't let my parents do gay shit like this.
>>27405697
>I remember telling my mom after my doc diagnozed me with clincal depression and she said 'life is too short to be sad,just be happy!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuKzt7p-MnM
>>>/livejournal/
>>27405697
I'm not talking about have social interactions just yet, that would be crazy.
I wish I could give you a method to stop addiction...
Try to do something else for a few days, like watching culture videos or conferences on youtube. They can last a few hours without you getting borded. Then when you get back to your usual routine, it may feel a bit refreshing.
And that instinct is part of who you are, depression wants you to fight it, not you.
Good. You can do it anon.
It must be harsh, but don't overthink it anon, you'll find someone else one day or another.
Wipe it and make sure you don't get infected. I'll go to bed, it's 4am, so I won't be able to talk with you anymore.
If you make a thread tomorrow or anything and that I am on 4chan. I'll listen to you again.
Good luck anon senpai
>>27402093
What do I call this feeling? On one hand I hate feeling lonely and the idea that nobody really likes me or looks down on me makes me miserable but at the same time there's something oddly comforting about the misery as well. It's both painful and comfy.
>>27405795
it's no meme... just the harsh reality of the awfulness of reality.
what does it say that we all decide that THIS place is more pleasant that the world outside?
Old people eating by themselves is the saddest fucking thing imaginable
>getting upset over a cake like it makes any fucking difference
Astrology tier bullshit, fuck off normalfags
>>27405928
>I am an autistic weeaboo 18 years old
you should go to reddit and offer life advice to people. It's what 18 year old autistic weeaboos do.
>>27399942
Hahaha, jokes on you, my mom loathes me and overwhelmingly favors my sister to the point of ignoring me when she's around.
>>27406027
uhh no, don't tell me what to do
....
>>27405949
but just being able to get a supermarket and buy stuff without being a complete wreck or ordering food at a fast food shop would be such a huge step for me which i really want to do on top of talking to people online which I cant do but I want to since im so isolated and lonely.
I hope ill find some which grab my attention.
Thats a pretty generic thing to say,that youllf idn another one day or another.
I'll wash it clean and then head to bed myself,its 4am here as well and ive been up since 10 am after only sleeping for 3 hours.
Thank you for talking and listening to me,I really needed that.
Thank you.
Sleep well anon.
>>27400519
yeah this is true
at 25 the only hope you really have is to get into a autistic type of career and really enjoy it. becoming a normalfag with a family and friends? forget about it.
>>27400285
watch welcome to the nhk
>>27400289
>left hand reaching to crotch
T H E Y K N O W
H
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Y
K
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>>27406202
the ending to that is literally what my doc says to me.
'youre still in a too good situation,you got internet acess,food,a bed..it has to get really bad for you to change'
>pretty decent at socializing when I need to be even though it stresses me out
>people expect me to socialize because I have a modicum of ability to be social and personable
>"lol anon you are good at talking and doing things with people! why do you want to stay in all day?"
>putting up a good normie act has them thinking I am one of them
Hopefully the gut-wrenching stress wears off in a decade.
>>27404991
>>27404978
That explains it. Julius was ruined by being the product of a single mother
>>27401596
>obstical
heheh thanks for the laugh friend
>>27400289
17 is fairly young to NEET.
>>27405201
>>Reminder that you are most likely more intelligent than the average normie
>tfw got a clandestine IQ test issued during my autism testing
>ended up with an autism diagnosis
>more worryingly, ended up with an IQ of 104
My entire life of my parents constantly telling me I was the smartest child of all time was a lie. I was retarded enough to believe them. But hey, what can you expect from an average IQ dummy
>>27401925
Holy shit you are coping really hard
>I live at home at 22 and it's not sad at all r-right?
>>27399908
Well I did break out of pseudo orbit. I am very happy with my freedom. Trump will be elected soon. The stagnation in the U.S. economy will eventually lead to a raise in the minimum wage to something like $10.10 and being a wageslave will be better. Europe is getting more and more red pilled. The new generation of kids born in the early 2000s will soon be adults, perhaps there is salvation in that. I am slowly becoming more and more bluepilled, allowing for my happiness. My dick got longer. I confessed my sins and they were absolved. My autism has gone down significantly.
>>27404044
OH JESUS FUCKING CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW MASS SUICIDE, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS HELLL
>>27406687
bruh went to a funeral with my bros this weekend, we coped SO hard it was tight
>>27405930
fuck off
and you fuck off as well robot
>>27405199
>airforce
>boot
Not that anon, but he's pog if anything
these feels are soul crushing
So how many are actually dudes?
>>27400204
>>27400190
>>27400002
>>27399993
>>27400383
so any picture with someone behind a cake is supposed to be sad now?
>>27406687
I'm 24 and I still live at home. I don't think that's sad at all.
>>27399955
>he's only one year old
how can it be?
>>27405928
>tfw never get cake for your birthday because it's fattening
don't give a shit about mental midgetry
mom always takes me out for sushi or pho instead
cake can suck my ass, white people have shit taste in foodI am not a weeb in any way outside of really liking asian food, btw.
It will senpai.
We're all gonna make it!
>>27401536
Can confirm, I'm turning 25 later this year and high school still feels like it was just last week. Where the fuck did the time go?
>>27401586
No but you're annoying for quoting so many goddamn posts at once. Don't you ever fucking do that again.
>>27400289
Anyone have that one /r9k/ screencap where some anon's parents got a similar looking (but infinitely worse) cake for him AND presented it to him at a restaurant?
>>27401586
Which site was this again? The url was something like knickers.com?
>>27399908
Faggot here. He's cute. I wanna give him a hug and tell him it's ok.
>>27400519
..and I'm craving Whiskey again.
>>27400865
>>27400917
>>27400825
I'm not asking for a 10/10. I just want a girl like this! But how?!
I'm gonna be 27 next week.
Fuck.
>>27400631
Beat her fucking ass anon.
Or pawn off her shit until you have enough to buy an even better camera.
Don't sit this down, you teach that fucking cunt not to mess with you.
>>27403995
>>27403941
There's a british site that allows you to pick a model and then view gifs of her strutting around in different underwears
>>27399908
not even have a cake in my birthday, please kill me, someone
>>27400519
22, already hit the alcoholic/junkie level
>>27400519
29. Can confirm this is true. Probably going to commit suicide pretty soon if I manage to find some balls.
Also go eat a bag of dicks you fucking fucks itt, you'll probably realize having only family to celebrate with you wasn't so bad when you'll end up absolutely fucking alone, drinking warm beer like I did. Never felt more miserable.
>>27400519
I'm 31 unemployed khv and my life has literally never been better and I've never been so optimistic. It's all about how you approach things.
>>27401536
I'm only 18.5 and I already feel like the time is going too fast.
Is it really going to get faster?
>>27412613
Yes; There is a reason most men feel like there are 17yo stuck in men bodies.
>>27405207
how did he react?
>>27412632
>here is a reason most men feel like there are 17yo stuck in men bodies
Surely you must get over this stage at some point, right?
>>27412613
Once you start working, every day feels like an eternity. You want it to end, but it just drags on and on. Then you come home and have no energy to do anything, so you watch TV or shitpost a bit on the chans, but you don't really have the time to keep up with what's going and become increasingly alienated from everyone.
Weeks and months fly by and suddenly you wonder what the fuck you actually did in the last 3,5,10 years. You're old now, your body breaks down, but you are still alone, still poor, haven't accomplished anything, haven't found love. And you realize that you only had a chance back in school and to a lesser degree college. Your life was set on this path, when you didn't do the right thing then. But you also realize, that you couldn't have known back then. So you suffocated by regret, despair and hopelessness.
That's the doom of the robot. Enjoy your youth, things will get worse with every year.
I'm 21 and almost out the gutter. Just need a qt gf. Already asked out 2 girls for the first time this year, but they both rejected me despite doing EVERYTHING right. FUCK. Made em laugh, supported them, bought them shit, and spend mad time and money to look good yet it wasn't enough.
>>27400519
no spooky /x/ post has ever managed to scare me as much as this post has
fuck
>>27405954
I think it's mostly the fact that you were educated by society that if you've got no friends, then you're a loser. The day you accept that there is nothing wrong with being like that. Unless you're a fucking fat piece of shit dependent of your daddy's income.
>>27400519
it is scary how true this is.
i feel the urge increasing every single day to just end it but i can't.
>>27399955
Filthy Frank got fat.
>>27400002
>hot
Kys
>>27400095
>>27400193
I think it is. Holy crap.
>Mother will probably be alive for another 30 fucking years
>Meaning I can't kill myself until I'm 50
>>27400073
Post the pic of us wishing him a happy birthday
I know you have it
>Uploading all these webms that could just be linked to
>>27407113
I really liked your wording, somehow.
I'm fucking twice the age of these tards and I'm openly weeping. JUST
>it's my bday in two days
>this will probably be me as well
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>27399993
No shit dude, you dont even look that bad
>>27412697
Beautiful post, perfectly said. The saddest irony is that we as robots learn everything too late. If we had started lifting weights at age 16, things might be different.
>>27399908
I fall for the "it gets better" meme every January.
>late 2015 (Sep-Dec)
>severe depression
>early 2016 (Jan-Mar)
>phone internet dies
>brother becomes more normie
>godparent dies
>computer is starting to break down
>big cut in NEETbux
At least I'm not as depressed as last year for some reason.
>>27399993
>celebrating birthdays
>birthday cakes
>past the age of 15
>ever
>drinking coke
>drinking bottled water
>table decorations
>is a catfag
wewe
>>27413220
>At least I'm not as depressed as last year for some reason
iktf
It's all slowly getting worse and I seem to have accepted my fate and the fact I'll never be happy or shit will get better.
I just steal my parents money and drink alcohol whilst listening to 60s/70s rock and 90s sludge metal.
The world can be depressed but I no longer give a fuck about it.
>>27413220
What was the big cut in NEETbux about?
>>27413270
I've been NEET for too long.
>>27412127
Is this the image you were referring to? >>27402335
>>27400132
is that mayonnaise?
>>27400632
>that fucking nigger laughing to his failure
>>27413487
>tfw she tips the same amount as the doll
this thread has hit me harder than any thread in quite awhile
sure as shit cant get worse than it is right now.
>>27404044
TRYPOPHOBIA
T
#TRIGGERED
>>27399908
This looks like the last time I celebrated my birthday when I was ten. Since that time I never celebrated my birthday anymore.
>>27399908
Goddamn third-world walls are impossible to hide. Why are we doomed like this?
>>27400002
Difference is, after that photo she went out with her dozens of friends and ended the night getting fucked by Chad.
>>27400597
this one is by far my favourite because it describes everyone's life here.
sterile.
>>27400073
His dumbfounded face always makes me laugh and cry at the same time
>tfw my birthday is coming up in 5 days
Legitimately thinking of pulling the old
>tell my parents I'm going out with some friends
>drive to an empty parking lot and sit there for 6 hours
>>27400034
same but not even have any skype friends.
>>27413574
>tfw have no fear of my sister dating a nigger
>she became a waiter and immediately started hated niggers
>>27400835
Nigga like 100 people went to that party.
>>27402335
fucking hell i remember this
>>27400002
FUCKING LONDON
>>27399993
anon you look very good
>>27404991
>Contin.
>SEE MORE
SEE MORE SEE MORE SEE SMORE
>>27412917
Who's that edgy fuck? I bet a billion normies would connect with that picture
>>27400597
>haha wouldn't it be great if we got anon a stripper and she grinded his dick in front of the entire family? lol what a riot!
>>27399908
There's three types of people: those who believe it will get better who never achieve it and just end up living miserable lives,those who once believed it would get better but have just lied to themselves to be able to live (Normies), and those who know it won't get better but just don't give a fuck.
>>27414652
m-me to
>>27412723
>almost out the gutter. Just need a qt gf.
Back into the gutter you go.
>>27418733
What about those who know it won't get better, give a fuck, and are completely dysfunctional?
>>27418648
im assuming you replied to the wrong post otherwise what the christ man
>>27413190
I've been lifting weights since I was 15 (albeit with very little progress until recently) and still was miserable and friendless all the time. That shit does not matter, getting a good career does not even matter much. It is the people who are in a social circle who are the happiest and even the most successful.
>>27400412
>tfw 21
I already feel like I'm running out of time every single day.
>>27401563
Tbqhf working towards achieving better accommodations is a worth while goal. I know for myself I grew up a poorfag which really put a strain on an "real" relationships. Currently working in the finance field and can earn anywhere from six to seven figures.......before taxes of course. Don't just give up famly. Work towards making yourself the person you would want to become even if that means becoming chad; hell, I know I want to so I can make up for all that lost time and PTP I had to pass up.
>>27420746
i think we all are... no end in sight
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